01 11 10
Nice Day to remember
Ha~
Guess no one will know today was suppose to be my special day.
But now, no more.
至少有开心过。
I will only remember all the happiest moment.
Thanks to someone who really entertain me during my work time today.
HA!
Is a brand new month again.
And in 2 week time, i will be 21.
Is really fast.
And I had already plan what to do that day.
A simple birthday wish is "I want all my beloved friends to celebrate with me."
Please come true k? =)
My weekend was fun again.
Friday
Went to wavehouse with jingye, junkok and xuelin.
Was quite relax place and we had beer.
After all, i was drunk again.
First time, I drank till so sleepy. LOL! -.-
Took cab to jun kok's house and mj session.
Won $8. Took first bus home.
Saturday
Meet up with boss.
I had a cut hair before meeting her.
Short and ugly. =(
She took off her extension, had a hair cut.
Dinner was Let's Sweet at Ps.
Was my 2nd time having it.
Sian~
Watched movie and off to my house for hair dye session.
She even stay over at my house. -.-
Super steady sia. LOL!
Enjoy my day with her.
Sunday
Meet those guys at hougang mall
Kh is a super troublesome person!
LOL! Guess those who went will know why.
Jun Kok's house for mj again.
Took last bus home.
Thanks for accompany me to wait for bus. =)
I just feel that everything change.
Is not the same as last time anymore.
Is weird.
Can't say out the feelings but...... is suck.
Haiz.
My heart still hurts, I can't hold in my tears
Even though I said I had already forgotten, even if I try to lie to myself
Because I still can't forget you
*My tears falling like crazy, at this rate, what am I going to do
I want to live proudly, what to do, my tears keep falling*
What did I do wrong
Why did we separate
I don't know the reason, I'm so furious
No matter how hard I try to forget, in the end it's still you
Even though I really don't know the reason, no matter what I do will make you mad, right
Because you've always right, and I'm always wrong
Let's go back, stop my tears from falling
My tears falling like crazy, at this rate, what am I going to do
I want to live proudly, my tears keep falling like crazy
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Bored at home~
This week kinda of guai because I went home after work.
1: Save money
2: Watch video
3: Download songs
4: hmmm...secret. =P
Doesn't matter I already have friends for me anymore.
Because I know when they really treat me as friend, no matter what they will be there for me.
I see through some of them.
I am just disappointed.
So forget it. Move on with my life.
The life that belong to me. =)
My currently best thing is SINGLE-HOOD life.
Freedom!
No trouble for everything.
Enjoying myself now.
I really like my life now. =))
This week kinda of guai because I went home after work.
1: Save money
2: Watch video
3: Download songs
4: hmmm...secret. =P
Doesn't matter I already have friends for me anymore.
Because I know when they really treat me as friend, no matter what they will be there for me.
I see through some of them.
I am just disappointed.
So forget it. Move on with my life.
The life that belong to me. =)
My currently best thing is SINGLE-HOOD life.
Freedom!
No trouble for everything.
Enjoying myself now.
I really like my life now. =))
Monday, October 25, 2010
Monday Blue.
October is ending soon again.
Don't know why when coming to end year, time pass really fast.
Haiz.
Over the weekends......
Friday had night cycling with usual gang again.
But this time wasn't fun enough.
Maybe things are different from last time.
Hmm..through out the journey, we were like entertaining ourself.
Obviously was fun because I got 3 entertainer.
LOL~
We rent our bicycle at pasir ris park for $15 and timing was from 8pm to 10am.
We started cycling from 3 am because was waiting for rx.
Cycle all the way to east coast and back to pasir ris.
From 3 am to 7 am.
Had breakfast at downtown east mac, and slack awhile.
Back to pasir ris park to wait for the shop to open and return the bicycle.
Cabbed home with rx.
Reached home around 10.45am, bathed and sleep.
Was awake around 5pm plus by a idiot for calling me about iphone stuff. =.=
Slacked at home till 8.30pm and meet them at compass point to accompany kh to buy his stuff.
In the end, he and jy went to their friend's birthday party first and by the time they reach sengkang was already 9.30pm. -.-
Aftermath went to hougang to have dinner and mj session at jk's house.
Was so lame that jk had to go boat quay to settle some stuffs.
Around 2am, rx, thai and kh left jk's house.
3 of us fall asleep while waiting for kok to return.
4 am, we start our mj session again.
Played till 8am.
Had breakfast and i took bus home.
Was so tired that i was suppose to accompany my mum to NTUC.
In the end, I wake up at 6pm. =.=
I don't understand what human are thinking.
Whatever it is, there won't be a right thing for it.
Being a human is really very difficult.
So just chose to look and shut up.
No point bother so much because nobody will appreciate it.
Just a sentence: FUCK CARE~
October is ending soon again.
Don't know why when coming to end year, time pass really fast.
Haiz.
Over the weekends......
Friday had night cycling with usual gang again.
But this time wasn't fun enough.
Maybe things are different from last time.
Hmm..through out the journey, we were like entertaining ourself.
Obviously was fun because I got 3 entertainer.
LOL~
We rent our bicycle at pasir ris park for $15 and timing was from 8pm to 10am.
We started cycling from 3 am because was waiting for rx.
Cycle all the way to east coast and back to pasir ris.
From 3 am to 7 am.
Had breakfast at downtown east mac, and slack awhile.
Back to pasir ris park to wait for the shop to open and return the bicycle.
Cabbed home with rx.
Reached home around 10.45am, bathed and sleep.
Was awake around 5pm plus by a idiot for calling me about iphone stuff. =.=
Slacked at home till 8.30pm and meet them at compass point to accompany kh to buy his stuff.
In the end, he and jy went to their friend's birthday party first and by the time they reach sengkang was already 9.30pm. -.-
Aftermath went to hougang to have dinner and mj session at jk's house.
Was so lame that jk had to go boat quay to settle some stuffs.
Around 2am, rx, thai and kh left jk's house.
3 of us fall asleep while waiting for kok to return.
4 am, we start our mj session again.
Played till 8am.
Had breakfast and i took bus home.
Was so tired that i was suppose to accompany my mum to NTUC.
In the end, I wake up at 6pm. =.=
I don't understand what human are thinking.
Whatever it is, there won't be a right thing for it.
Being a human is really very difficult.
So just chose to look and shut up.
No point bother so much because nobody will appreciate it.
Just a sentence: FUCK CARE~
Monday, October 18, 2010
One more month to my birthday.
Suddenly feel so lazy for everything.......
Happening weekend siol. =)
Friday night went to hougang to find jk and wg for dinner.
Had majong session again.
And I won. =D
Saturday
Reached home at 4am.
Was awake by my brother because he want to use my computer itunes.
And ask me about iphone stuff.
While was helping him, he told me that my dad actually brought iphone too.
But he didn't want to use and intend to sell it.
So i asked my dad to give it to me since my 3GS got problem.
Hahaha~ In the end, i got it for free. =D
Was chatting with my brother about iphone stuff and helping him for 2 hours like this and he went out.
Aftermath, while i was jailbreaking my phone, my sis ask me to play majong with her and her bf.
So i played till 5 pm, and I won again. =D
They bring me out for dinner at Chomp Chomp.
Shiok TTM because I don't need to pay anything.
Reached home and played one round and meet kok and wg at my house nearby to go toa payoh to meet the lovely couple.
LOL~
Lucky everything went back to normal.
Really normal. Glad to see you guys happy. =D
That day was full of memories, i mean all the past memories just flash back to my mind again. LOL!
Slack at sky garden till 2am plus and was kanna screen by police.
Spoil our mood and went home aftermath. =.=
Reached home and helped my brother to jailbreak his phone till 4plus.
Sunday
Went out with boss and her BF.
Super lame couple.
Seriously they are very lame. O.o
Dinner was at Crystal Jade buffet located at PS.
We sat there for 3 hours. =.=
Talked lots of crappy stuffs.
But I learn something new again.
Thanks people for letting me know what is life. =)
Apart from them after that.
HOME SWEET HOME.
Suddenly feel so lazy for everything.......
Happening weekend siol. =)
Friday night went to hougang to find jk and wg for dinner.
Had majong session again.
And I won. =D
Saturday
Reached home at 4am.
Was awake by my brother because he want to use my computer itunes.
And ask me about iphone stuff.
While was helping him, he told me that my dad actually brought iphone too.
But he didn't want to use and intend to sell it.
So i asked my dad to give it to me since my 3GS got problem.
Hahaha~ In the end, i got it for free. =D
Was chatting with my brother about iphone stuff and helping him for 2 hours like this and he went out.
Aftermath, while i was jailbreaking my phone, my sis ask me to play majong with her and her bf.
So i played till 5 pm, and I won again. =D
They bring me out for dinner at Chomp Chomp.
Shiok TTM because I don't need to pay anything.
Reached home and played one round and meet kok and wg at my house nearby to go toa payoh to meet the lovely couple.
LOL~
Lucky everything went back to normal.
Really normal. Glad to see you guys happy. =D
That day was full of memories, i mean all the past memories just flash back to my mind again. LOL!
Slack at sky garden till 2am plus and was kanna screen by police.
Spoil our mood and went home aftermath. =.=
Reached home and helped my brother to jailbreak his phone till 4plus.
Sunday
Went out with boss and her BF.
Super lame couple.
Seriously they are very lame. O.o
Dinner was at Crystal Jade buffet located at PS.
We sat there for 3 hours. =.=
Talked lots of crappy stuffs.
But I learn something new again.
Thanks people for letting me know what is life. =)
Apart from them after that.
HOME SWEET HOME.
Friday, October 15, 2010
Even i have MC for today, I still have to come to work. =.=
Because someone wanted to "harm" me.
FUCK MAN!
Forget it.
I think October is damn suay month for me.
Got throat infection plus vomit.
Whatever I eat, I vomit out everything.
Sigh!
What a day!
有些东西是失去以后才知道后悔
Suddenly I miss the days with him.
Don't know why too.
Miss the days when he love me so much.
Miss the days when he will bring me out.
Miss the days when he "act" cute infront of me.
Miss the days when we were buy meals together.
Miss the days when we were watching tv together.
Miss the days when he pamper me like a princess.
Miss the days when I throw temper at him, he will make me happy.
Seriously I MISS THE DAYS WITH HIM.
Sigh~
The best memories in my life that I will never forget.
I never know someone who actually love me so deepy before.
Is my fortune anyway.
2 more hours to go.
My stomach is killing me now.
My neck is pain.
AWW~~
Because someone wanted to "harm" me.
FUCK MAN!
Forget it.
I think October is damn suay month for me.
Got throat infection plus vomit.
Whatever I eat, I vomit out everything.
Sigh!
What a day!
有些东西是失去以后才知道后悔
Suddenly I miss the days with him.
Don't know why too.
Miss the days when he love me so much.
Miss the days when he will bring me out.
Miss the days when he "act" cute infront of me.
Miss the days when we were buy meals together.
Miss the days when we were watching tv together.
Miss the days when he pamper me like a princess.
Miss the days when I throw temper at him, he will make me happy.
Seriously I MISS THE DAYS WITH HIM.
Sigh~
The best memories in my life that I will never forget.
I never know someone who actually love me so deepy before.
Is my fortune anyway.
2 more hours to go.
My stomach is killing me now.
My neck is pain.
AWW~~
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
I dream of someone.
Is it because I miss him too much or what?
He appear in my dream again and this time is with his family. =.=
Somehow it was a sweet dream.
That's why today I am not tired. =) LOL!
Today I went to check my nuffnang and see who went to view my blog.
And someone was seaching "how to get my ex boyfriend back", and my blog was inside the seaching list.
WTF! I didn't even write anything regarding how to get my ex back.
This is so ridiculous. Lame lah.
是你的就是你的! Agree with this.
I asked my sister about her 21st birthday celebration which is 5 years ago. =.=
She asked to start doing research, invitation...blah blah blah.
Haiz... I scare things might happen that day. D:
How how how?
Is good to have a mini celebration because
1) I won't regret for not celebration
2) Meeting up with old friends
3) All my friends are celebrating with me
Still considering. hmmm.....Should i put it on tuesday night or wednesday afternoon?
Is it because I miss him too much or what?
He appear in my dream again and this time is with his family. =.=
Somehow it was a sweet dream.
That's why today I am not tired. =) LOL!
Today I went to check my nuffnang and see who went to view my blog.
And someone was seaching "how to get my ex boyfriend back", and my blog was inside the seaching list.
WTF! I didn't even write anything regarding how to get my ex back.
This is so ridiculous. Lame lah.
是你的就是你的! Agree with this.
I asked my sister about her 21st birthday celebration which is 5 years ago. =.=
She asked to start doing research, invitation...blah blah blah.
Haiz... I scare things might happen that day. D:
How how how?
Is good to have a mini celebration because
1) I won't regret for not celebration
2) Meeting up with old friends
3) All my friends are celebrating with me
Still considering. hmmm.....Should i put it on tuesday night or wednesday afternoon?
Monday, October 11, 2010
What a day!
I don't know why my appetitze is getting better now.
Maybe I am happy? LOL!
I being eating alot sia. Getting my old weight soon! =.=
Need to stop eating now.
While I was working, i was surfing net.
And randomly I went to type "crystal jade steamboat", and saw lots of post.
Make me craving for it.
Free flow of XLB, is like OMG!!!!
No matter what, I WANT TO GO THERE AND EAT.
And didn't expected boss and bee is willing to go there with me. =)
YEAH~ Love you girls!!!!
Shall eat on friday.
If really nice, next week gathering shall bring them to go there and eat.
HAHAHAHA~
Jingye is coming back real soon.
Kinda of miss him.
I want to see his expression..
Can imagine now....hahahahaha
My home is so quiet nowadays.
Mum is at malaysia.
Youngest bro is NS.
Oldest bro don't know go where. Didn't saw him for 2 days already.
Sister staying at her Bf's house.
By the time I reach home everyday, my dad had already fall asleep.
AWW~~ SIAN!! =(((
I don't know why my appetitze is getting better now.
Maybe I am happy? LOL!
I being eating alot sia. Getting my old weight soon! =.=
Need to stop eating now.
While I was working, i was surfing net.
And randomly I went to type "crystal jade steamboat", and saw lots of post.
Make me craving for it.
Free flow of XLB, is like OMG!!!!
No matter what, I WANT TO GO THERE AND EAT.
And didn't expected boss and bee is willing to go there with me. =)
YEAH~ Love you girls!!!!
Shall eat on friday.
If really nice, next week gathering shall bring them to go there and eat.
HAHAHAHA~
Jingye is coming back real soon.
Kinda of miss him.
I want to see his expression..
Can imagine now....hahahahaha
My home is so quiet nowadays.
Mum is at malaysia.
Youngest bro is NS.
Oldest bro don't know go where. Didn't saw him for 2 days already.
Sister staying at her Bf's house.
By the time I reach home everyday, my dad had already fall asleep.
AWW~~ SIAN!! =(((
Sunday, October 10, 2010
No voice weekend. =(
Friday
Was feeling sick but still can go out and ton. =.=
Meet up with girlfriends.
Is like so long that 4 of us gather together.
But guess we shall meet once every 2 weeks. Hopefully~
Time pass fast. Meet up for dinner and had to leave to meet those guys for night cycling.
By the time they reached pasir ris, all bicycles shop had close.
In the end, we slack at changi beach there.
LOL! Is another fun day.
Saturday
We agree to meet up to watch "the other guys" at cathay.
So we asked thai and xian to buy tickets while we 3 meet up later for dinner.
Slack at SOTA while waiting the "couple" to arrive.
Didn't expected things work out on them so fast.
Grats to them! Long lasting k?
Although when i saw them holding hands, I was shocked. O.o
Thought that i will feel jealous, sad or whatever, but i feel nothing.
I am glad that you two FINALLY get together.
The 2 friends once was my best, close and hanging out together de friend, and now they are together. Funny ar but happy. =D
Lan session aftermath.
Walked to clark quay to wait for first bus.
Home sweet home!
We!! 4 of us! Lame and iphone gang.
Finally rx is attached.
So 3 of you must be happy with your partner.
I feel like my 3 daughters are getting marry. =.=
Like what I always said: "要开心!"
Remember ok?
Although I am not a good friend, but if you guys need someone to accompany, just call me. =)
No matter what, I will be there for you guys.........
Enjoying my single-hood life now.
Because I am happy for what I have now.
There are lots of people really care for me.
Although they didn't show it out, but i know.
Thanks!! I feel very blessed already.
A simple SMS, also bright up my day. LOL! =D
Friday
Was feeling sick but still can go out and ton. =.=
Meet up with girlfriends.
Is like so long that 4 of us gather together.
But guess we shall meet once every 2 weeks. Hopefully~
Time pass fast. Meet up for dinner and had to leave to meet those guys for night cycling.
By the time they reached pasir ris, all bicycles shop had close.
In the end, we slack at changi beach there.
LOL! Is another fun day.
Saturday
We agree to meet up to watch "the other guys" at cathay.
So we asked thai and xian to buy tickets while we 3 meet up later for dinner.
Slack at SOTA while waiting the "couple" to arrive.
Didn't expected things work out on them so fast.
Grats to them! Long lasting k?
Although when i saw them holding hands, I was shocked. O.o
Thought that i will feel jealous, sad or whatever, but i feel nothing.
I am glad that you two FINALLY get together.
The 2 friends once was my best, close and hanging out together de friend, and now they are together. Funny ar but happy. =D
Lan session aftermath.
Walked to clark quay to wait for first bus.
Home sweet home!
We!! 4 of us! Lame and iphone gang.
Finally rx is attached.
So 3 of you must be happy with your partner.
I feel like my 3 daughters are getting marry. =.=
Like what I always said: "要开心!"
Remember ok?
Although I am not a good friend, but if you guys need someone to accompany, just call me. =)
No matter what, I will be there for you guys.........
Enjoying my single-hood life now.
Because I am happy for what I have now.
There are lots of people really care for me.
Although they didn't show it out, but i know.
Thanks!! I feel very blessed already.
A simple SMS, also bright up my day. LOL! =D
Friday, October 08, 2010
Thursday, October 07, 2010
Thanks for yesterday night!
I think I am just making things worst.
But anyway I won't do it again.
What's the point? LOL!
I lost 2 BFF yet i am glad that I gain another one!
Thanks Junkok for being at myside when I needed someone. =D
But don't put anything else into it ok?
FUCK THE FEELING THING! LOL!
You should understand what i am talking about right?
I am touched for accompany me yesterday..all i can said is "rare!"
hahaha.. But thanks anyway.
It's good to dream but sometimes we can turn dream to reality.
Because of something, I nearly lose my job.
But lucky my supervisor is such a good person.
And now no matter what, I will be a good girl and go to work everyday.
Regardless how tired i am, I still have to drag myself to work.
Thanks for my 2 colleagues helped me to say alots of good words for me.
So touched for it.
I know that the things i expected, it won't happen.
But things that I don't expect, it happen.
So I rather not think anymore and live on with my life.
I still got lots of good friends around me.
What for? LOL!
Thanks people for listening to my rubbish this past few weeks.
Is really too much shits happening on me.
So wake me up when september ends, althought it had already ended.
Vanessa told me that last time I was a cheerful person until I had a BF.
I started to change.
Changed to a person who is very emotional.
Seldom meet up with them.
When got trouble then find them.
She still treat me as a very best friend no matter what.
I am touched to hear there because I treat her very nasty last time.
But thanks buddy!
Thanks to be myside too.
That's why I treasure every friendship I have now.
Because I know once you get into a relationship, you won't able to balance it UNLESS you are a pro.
I still believe it's hard. But I have to be understanding lah.
I going to date all my old "close" friends out soon.
Hopefully things will get better soon.
And memories will kept in my heart forever.
Thanks for the memories. =D
I keep writing alots of rubbish because i got NOTHING to do at work.
Surfing net to kill time. Sian~
I think I might be celebrating my birthday at home.
Mini-catering... Still considering.
Because I want someone to be there but i guess nobody want to see him and he won't turn up too.
I feel like I misses everyone.
Him, him and him. LOL!
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2 more hours to go..
I really got nothing to do at home.
Just wasting my time at work lor.
Sian sia.
Feel like sleeping now.
"Mj" girl told me alots of thing. And I kanna scolded by her. LOL!
But she really gave me alot of advices, some might be wrong but if i follow what she said, i won't make myself suffer.
Maybe boss, vann and kok words too.
I am sorry for my stubborn mindset.
Now I will listen to what you all told me. =D
Goodbye and Hello.
I think I am just making things worst.
But anyway I won't do it again.
What's the point? LOL!
I lost 2 BFF yet i am glad that I gain another one!
Thanks Junkok for being at myside when I needed someone. =D
But don't put anything else into it ok?
FUCK THE FEELING THING! LOL!
You should understand what i am talking about right?
I am touched for accompany me yesterday..all i can said is "rare!"
hahaha.. But thanks anyway.
It's good to dream but sometimes we can turn dream to reality.
Because of something, I nearly lose my job.
But lucky my supervisor is such a good person.
And now no matter what, I will be a good girl and go to work everyday.
Regardless how tired i am, I still have to drag myself to work.
Thanks for my 2 colleagues helped me to say alots of good words for me.
So touched for it.
I know that the things i expected, it won't happen.
But things that I don't expect, it happen.
So I rather not think anymore and live on with my life.
I still got lots of good friends around me.
What for? LOL!
Thanks people for listening to my rubbish this past few weeks.
Is really too much shits happening on me.
So wake me up when september ends, althought it had already ended.
Vanessa told me that last time I was a cheerful person until I had a BF.
I started to change.
Changed to a person who is very emotional.
Seldom meet up with them.
When got trouble then find them.
She still treat me as a very best friend no matter what.
I am touched to hear there because I treat her very nasty last time.
But thanks buddy!
Thanks to be myside too.
That's why I treasure every friendship I have now.
Because I know once you get into a relationship, you won't able to balance it UNLESS you are a pro.
I still believe it's hard. But I have to be understanding lah.
I going to date all my old "close" friends out soon.
Hopefully things will get better soon.
And memories will kept in my heart forever.
Thanks for the memories. =D
I keep writing alots of rubbish because i got NOTHING to do at work.
Surfing net to kill time. Sian~
I think I might be celebrating my birthday at home.
Mini-catering... Still considering.
Because I want someone to be there but i guess nobody want to see him and he won't turn up too.
I feel like I misses everyone.
Him, him and him. LOL!
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2 more hours to go..
I really got nothing to do at home.
Just wasting my time at work lor.
Sian sia.
Feel like sleeping now.
"Mj" girl told me alots of thing. And I kanna scolded by her. LOL!
But she really gave me alot of advices, some might be wrong but if i follow what she said, i won't make myself suffer.
Maybe boss, vann and kok words too.
I am sorry for my stubborn mindset.
Now I will listen to what you all told me. =D
Goodbye and Hello.
Wednesday, October 06, 2010
MC for the day.
Guess my supervisor was pissed with me, tomorrow she will talk to me. =.=
Feel damn bad for my poor attendance.
Hais.
I went to read through my past entries again.
And realise everything is really happen too fast.
FUCK. Everything seem to be happen like yesterday.
Why? Is too damn fast.
But who going to care?
FUCK~
My life is really damn fucked up.
Things are just happen in my life again and again.
Is the fate that i have to suffer all this shit things.
But i will get over it soon, hopefully!
I still can't believe things are changing now.
Hais...
Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
Never really said too much
Afraid it wouldn’t be enough
Just try to keep my spirits up
When there’s no point in grieving
Doesn’t matter anyway
Words could never make me stay
Words will never take my place
When you know I’m leaving
What should I do?
Guess my supervisor was pissed with me, tomorrow she will talk to me. =.=
Feel damn bad for my poor attendance.
Hais.
I went to read through my past entries again.
And realise everything is really happen too fast.
FUCK. Everything seem to be happen like yesterday.
Why? Is too damn fast.
But who going to care?
FUCK~
My life is really damn fucked up.
Things are just happen in my life again and again.
Is the fate that i have to suffer all this shit things.
But i will get over it soon, hopefully!
I still can't believe things are changing now.
Hais...
Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
Never really said too much
Afraid it wouldn’t be enough
Just try to keep my spirits up
When there’s no point in grieving
Doesn’t matter anyway
Words could never make me stay
Words will never take my place
When you know I’m leaving
What should I do?
Saturday, October 02, 2010
People gave me lots of advices of what should i do.
Maybe is just i misunderstood all things and make it to be so complicate.
I am sorry to create so many troubles and problems to you guys.
I really hope the best for you guys.
MUST BE HAPPY K? LOL!
What i am going to do now?
I have to go back and learn my driving.
Date all my old friends out.
Regardless is who, even my ex, i am willing to be back friend with him again.
I think there is no point to lose someone who i am happy with before.
And I will treat them even better than last time because I really know friendship is really very important part of my life.
Without them = without me.
Those who help me pull through the most low of my life people, i will like to say thank you!
Sincerely!
I miss my mum. =.=
She's going to malaysia now! OMG~
明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬
朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正的可笑
爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
但我相信有点可能
可能 在爱里面这样算笨
可能 永远没有所谓永恒
但是我 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨
Maybe is just i misunderstood all things and make it to be so complicate.
I am sorry to create so many troubles and problems to you guys.
I really hope the best for you guys.
MUST BE HAPPY K? LOL!
What i am going to do now?
I have to go back and learn my driving.
Date all my old friends out.
Regardless is who, even my ex, i am willing to be back friend with him again.
I think there is no point to lose someone who i am happy with before.
And I will treat them even better than last time because I really know friendship is really very important part of my life.
Without them = without me.
Those who help me pull through the most low of my life people, i will like to say thank you!
Sincerely!
I miss my mum. =.=
She's going to malaysia now! OMG~
明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬
朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正的可笑
爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
但我相信有点可能
可能 在爱里面这样算笨
可能 永远没有所谓永恒
但是我 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Forget it man! I will get a life by myself.
September is too much happening for me to handle.
Thanks for giving me such a good memories and now everything is gone.
Happy moments won't last long.
I really agree with it.
After sometime, i will still be going back to my life which belong to me.
Lonely and easy life. =D
Seeing you guys happy, and i will be happy.
No matter what, just find me if you guys got problems.
I saw a person just change too easy when that person got whatever it needs.
I treasure this friendship alot alot alot.
September is too much happening for me to handle.
Thanks for giving me such a good memories and now everything is gone.
Happy moments won't last long.
I really agree with it.
After sometime, i will still be going back to my life which belong to me.
Lonely and easy life. =D
Seeing you guys happy, and i will be happy.
No matter what, just find me if you guys got problems.
I saw a person just change too easy when that person got whatever it needs.
I treasure this friendship alot alot alot.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Back from genting trip. =D
Long story ar. LOL~ Read it if you wants to. =.=
18 Sep 10
Suppose to meet up with jy to have mj session but we don't have enough player. So we decided to cancel it. Was rotting at home while waiting for xl and rx to come to my house. Both of them reach my house around 10, 11 plus. Had mac for supper. Slack and chit chat at my room till morning.
19 Sep 10
My dad fetch us to lavender MRT and surprising those guys reached eariler than us. =.= Once in a life time. LOL. Queue up and got our bus no and seat no. The bus moved off around 6.50am. Reached genting around 12pm. Through out the journey, I guess I was the only one who didn't sleep at all. Hahaha... Maybe I just too excited. =O Reached genting and everyone was excited, weather was so cooling. Hmm..queue up for our hotel room no and had KFC for our lunch. I was so tired that I forgot I order enough chicken for everyone yet I went to queue up again. =.= KFC burger suck TTM~ Waste my money. Back to the place where we need to queue up for our hotel room key. I requested for connecting room, but we reached our hotel room then we realise that our room doesn't have connecting room. And we have to go down to the lobby to change again. Something bad happen. I felt sorry... =( Change room and everything settle down, decided to check whether we are able to play outdoor theme park. Start playing from 5 pm. Played all those thrill ride, see each other "scare" face, hear each other shouting....Was lame but is fun. =)
Went back to hotel, bathed, slacked and all of us was exhausted. Dragged ourself to have dinner. LOL~ Dinner was suck, expensive and I couldn't finish it. Walked around and went back to hotel room. Everyone fall a sleep around 10 plus.
20 Sep 10
Saw rx went to toilet at 5am plus, and was awake after that. We 3 girls was discussing to have mac for breakfast, wake thai up and off we went to mac. We called wg's room and we thought they were still sleeping, ended up we called wrong number. =.= Had breakfast, walked around to other hotel. Backed to our room at 8am. When I went to bath, they were lazy to go sunway and told me that they don't feel like going. I start to feel like "WTF" and sian. Ok, i endure and told them if don't want to go then is ok. After awhile, wg came to our room and say jk doesn't feel like going all shit. And I started to cry, i know i am stupid but i planned it for that long and every shit just happen to me in few minutes time. That feeling was suck. But I didn't blame anyone. Leave genting at 11 plus, and lucky we got a cab just outside the hotel. Everybody just start to listen to MP3 excepted for me, rx and wg. We started to talk rubbish till we reached sunway. I love the moment when we could actually have time to chit chat to each other in the bus or cab because the feeling was different from singapore. I don't know why too. LOL!
Reached sunway and the first thing we did was finding "WI-FI" and A&W. We were like some mad person when we saw there is Wi-fi in the shopping center. Settle lunch and went to lagoon to have fun. Fuck, nearly got accident. But nothing happen too. =.= Leave the place at 6pm, went back to sunway pyramid to have dinner. And everyone was tired again. Brought cupcake for xl and wg belated birthday. Brought beer for celebration but somethings just cropped up so randomly. Suppose was happily yet................Fuck man! First time, i saw rx was so angry. I got nothing to say about that what things happen because I was in the fault too.
Went back to our room, everything settle down and they went to sleep. While me and thai was chatting till when he went to smoke. Something happen again. I wasn't taking his words seriously when i said "don't tell me you want to faint ar?" and he reply "ya". That time, i thought he was just joking. After i went to toilet, i heard a loud bang. I was so shocked and asked him what happen. He didn't reply me after a few second, he came and said "i fainted". FUCK~ I really got freaked out. Lucky nothing happen to him.
21 Sep 10
Last day at genting. I slept for like 1, 2 hour nia. And we had mac for breakfast again. =.= Is like our meals at genting confirm will have fast food. LOL. Back to hotel room, bathed, packed our stuffs and check out around 12 pm plus. Since the time was still early, they went to arcade while me and thai were waiting for them at mac. Aftermath, we had to take coach and leave genting. LOL~ I was seating with wg and i didn't know we could talk from the start till we reached singapore. 7 hours of talking. WTH right? It was fun to talk to him. Thanks for entertaining me through out the journey. =D
22 Sep 10
Thought that i can get up for work, in the end my body was just stuck in the bed. LOL~ So i went to get MC, yet i still went out to meet them for mid autumn festival. Was dragging myself to go out because i didn't eat for a whole day plus i didn't sleep enough too. Manange to survive through. LOL! People go holiday to enjoy but i was suffering. Hahaha... Didn't sleep well and eat enough. In the end, i loss 2kg. =(
Was fun with them, but hope no one will anyhow thinks lor. Enjoy life. Glad to say: I love my life now!! I never felt so happy before. No stress, no emotion, no unhappiness, no quarrel, no tears. Just laughter... =)
I am sorry. I am sorry for everything. I am the one who cause everythings to happen. I don't want anyone of you to get hurt. Don't need to bother whether i am sad or what, i just want you all to be happy. Because I know the feeling being hurts, is really painful. That's why I don't want any of you to have that feeling.
Sorry to those who worried for me. As i don't know i lost my appetite and my sleeping hours too. I will be alright soon~
I know what I should do!
Long story ar. LOL~ Read it if you wants to. =.=
18 Sep 10
Suppose to meet up with jy to have mj session but we don't have enough player. So we decided to cancel it. Was rotting at home while waiting for xl and rx to come to my house. Both of them reach my house around 10, 11 plus. Had mac for supper. Slack and chit chat at my room till morning.
19 Sep 10
My dad fetch us to lavender MRT and surprising those guys reached eariler than us. =.= Once in a life time. LOL. Queue up and got our bus no and seat no. The bus moved off around 6.50am. Reached genting around 12pm. Through out the journey, I guess I was the only one who didn't sleep at all. Hahaha... Maybe I just too excited. =O Reached genting and everyone was excited, weather was so cooling. Hmm..queue up for our hotel room no and had KFC for our lunch. I was so tired that I forgot I order enough chicken for everyone yet I went to queue up again. =.= KFC burger suck TTM~ Waste my money. Back to the place where we need to queue up for our hotel room key. I requested for connecting room, but we reached our hotel room then we realise that our room doesn't have connecting room. And we have to go down to the lobby to change again. Something bad happen. I felt sorry... =( Change room and everything settle down, decided to check whether we are able to play outdoor theme park. Start playing from 5 pm. Played all those thrill ride, see each other "scare" face, hear each other shouting....Was lame but is fun. =)
Went back to hotel, bathed, slacked and all of us was exhausted. Dragged ourself to have dinner. LOL~ Dinner was suck, expensive and I couldn't finish it. Walked around and went back to hotel room. Everyone fall a sleep around 10 plus.
20 Sep 10
Saw rx went to toilet at 5am plus, and was awake after that. We 3 girls was discussing to have mac for breakfast, wake thai up and off we went to mac. We called wg's room and we thought they were still sleeping, ended up we called wrong number. =.= Had breakfast, walked around to other hotel. Backed to our room at 8am. When I went to bath, they were lazy to go sunway and told me that they don't feel like going. I start to feel like "WTF" and sian. Ok, i endure and told them if don't want to go then is ok. After awhile, wg came to our room and say jk doesn't feel like going all shit. And I started to cry, i know i am stupid but i planned it for that long and every shit just happen to me in few minutes time. That feeling was suck. But I didn't blame anyone. Leave genting at 11 plus, and lucky we got a cab just outside the hotel. Everybody just start to listen to MP3 excepted for me, rx and wg. We started to talk rubbish till we reached sunway. I love the moment when we could actually have time to chit chat to each other in the bus or cab because the feeling was different from singapore. I don't know why too. LOL!
Reached sunway and the first thing we did was finding "WI-FI" and A&W. We were like some mad person when we saw there is Wi-fi in the shopping center. Settle lunch and went to lagoon to have fun. Fuck, nearly got accident. But nothing happen too. =.= Leave the place at 6pm, went back to sunway pyramid to have dinner. And everyone was tired again. Brought cupcake for xl and wg belated birthday. Brought beer for celebration but somethings just cropped up so randomly. Suppose was happily yet................Fuck man! First time, i saw rx was so angry. I got nothing to say about that what things happen because I was in the fault too.
Went back to our room, everything settle down and they went to sleep. While me and thai was chatting till when he went to smoke. Something happen again. I wasn't taking his words seriously when i said "don't tell me you want to faint ar?" and he reply "ya". That time, i thought he was just joking. After i went to toilet, i heard a loud bang. I was so shocked and asked him what happen. He didn't reply me after a few second, he came and said "i fainted". FUCK~ I really got freaked out. Lucky nothing happen to him.
21 Sep 10
Last day at genting. I slept for like 1, 2 hour nia. And we had mac for breakfast again. =.= Is like our meals at genting confirm will have fast food. LOL. Back to hotel room, bathed, packed our stuffs and check out around 12 pm plus. Since the time was still early, they went to arcade while me and thai were waiting for them at mac. Aftermath, we had to take coach and leave genting. LOL~ I was seating with wg and i didn't know we could talk from the start till we reached singapore. 7 hours of talking. WTH right? It was fun to talk to him. Thanks for entertaining me through out the journey. =D
22 Sep 10
Thought that i can get up for work, in the end my body was just stuck in the bed. LOL~ So i went to get MC, yet i still went out to meet them for mid autumn festival. Was dragging myself to go out because i didn't eat for a whole day plus i didn't sleep enough too. Manange to survive through. LOL! People go holiday to enjoy but i was suffering. Hahaha... Didn't sleep well and eat enough. In the end, i loss 2kg. =(
Was fun with them, but hope no one will anyhow thinks lor. Enjoy life. Glad to say: I love my life now!! I never felt so happy before. No stress, no emotion, no unhappiness, no quarrel, no tears. Just laughter... =)
I am sorry. I am sorry for everything. I am the one who cause everythings to happen. I don't want anyone of you to get hurt. Don't need to bother whether i am sad or what, i just want you all to be happy. Because I know the feeling being hurts, is really painful. That's why I don't want any of you to have that feeling.
Sorry to those who worried for me. As i don't know i lost my appetite and my sleeping hours too. I will be alright soon~
I know what I should do!
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Busy week.
And again, 4 days straight slept less than 4 hours. =.=
No bad, cause i still can endure and went to work too. =)
Went out on tuesday with rx, xl and thai for dinner.
Aftermath went to find jy at his house area, because he got chicken pox.
Was shocked when saw him.
He's in terrible condition.
But he still look cheerful. Faster get well, so we can go out and have fun. =D
13 hours more to go...
Excited for my genting trip.
Hopefully it won't rain, as i plan all the activities for so long..
And please nothing happen tooo.... *pray hard*
Just wondering something.
I just feel is weird but I hope i won't do something stupid.
Maybe i just watch too much drama. =.=
One sentence - 是你的就是你的
But i doubt this sentence will happen in my life again.
Good luck to whoever understand what i am talking about.
Treasure all the things i have now.
I believe it won't last long.
Off to pack my stuffs....
And again, 4 days straight slept less than 4 hours. =.=
No bad, cause i still can endure and went to work too. =)
Went out on tuesday with rx, xl and thai for dinner.
Aftermath went to find jy at his house area, because he got chicken pox.
Was shocked when saw him.
He's in terrible condition.
But he still look cheerful. Faster get well, so we can go out and have fun. =D
13 hours more to go...
Excited for my genting trip.
Hopefully it won't rain, as i plan all the activities for so long..
And please nothing happen tooo.... *pray hard*
Just wondering something.
I just feel is weird but I hope i won't do something stupid.
Maybe i just watch too much drama. =.=
One sentence - 是你的就是你的
But i doubt this sentence will happen in my life again.
Good luck to whoever understand what i am talking about.
Treasure all the things i have now.
I believe it won't last long.
Off to pack my stuffs....
Monday, September 13, 2010
My leg still hurt.
Ok, i did something crazy again.
Went to find ruixian on saturday after her work.
And went to clarke quay to settle my dinner, slack and talk.
Leave that place at 12am plus.
Start walking from clarke quay to ps to orchard to toa payoh to potong pasir.
I reached home at 6am plus.
Super crazy~ Enjoy the walking trip. =D
Browse through my photos album and saw lots of ugly, funny, lame photos.
Remember the times we had our night cycling?
Remember the times we went to Ktv?
Remember the times how we celebrate each other birthdays?
Remember the times we had fun during our chalet?
Why can't i play hard during that time?
Treasure all the best memories I have now. =D
Sometime I feel bad for something.
I couldn't do anything or help up too.
All i can do is just keep quiet and see what will happen next.
I am really useless.
No matter what someone will get hurt in the end.
So is better not to do anything.
Just stop and stare!
Nobody will know what i am talking about. =)
Ok, i did something crazy again.
Went to find ruixian on saturday after her work.
And went to clarke quay to settle my dinner, slack and talk.
Leave that place at 12am plus.
Start walking from clarke quay to ps to orchard to toa payoh to potong pasir.
I reached home at 6am plus.
Super crazy~ Enjoy the walking trip. =D
Browse through my photos album and saw lots of ugly, funny, lame photos.
Remember the times we had our night cycling?
Remember the times we went to Ktv?
Remember the times how we celebrate each other birthdays?
Remember the times we had fun during our chalet?
Why can't i play hard during that time?
Treasure all the best memories I have now. =D
Sometime I feel bad for something.
I couldn't do anything or help up too.
All i can do is just keep quiet and see what will happen next.
I am really useless.
No matter what someone will get hurt in the end.
So is better not to do anything.
Just stop and stare!
Nobody will know what i am talking about. =)
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Yesterday was an awesome day.
Did something new.
Went to airport first.
Suppose I was the one who accompany ruixian to buy something, in the end everyone tag along. =.=
Brought kite at mini-bite and took train to marina barrage.
Ok, is my 2nd time going there.
Is fun over there.
Because I did I want to do, FLY KITE!
Thanks for everyone going without complaining much. O.o
Enjoy alot last night. =)
Ton-ed over at my house.
But guess everyone was too tired, and they left my house around 6am plus.
LOL. There goes my public holiday.
Still haven eaten anything yet.
Don't feel hungry too.
What is happening to me?
Why am I bothering it so much?
Gosh!! I need something to distract me..
I need to train myself not to let people know what I am thinking.
Just Shut The FUCK Up.
Silence is golden.
Did something new.
Went to airport first.
Suppose I was the one who accompany ruixian to buy something, in the end everyone tag along. =.=
Brought kite at mini-bite and took train to marina barrage.
Ok, is my 2nd time going there.
Is fun over there.
Because I did I want to do, FLY KITE!
Thanks for everyone going without complaining much. O.o
Enjoy alot last night. =)
Ton-ed over at my house.
But guess everyone was too tired, and they left my house around 6am plus.
LOL. There goes my public holiday.
Still haven eaten anything yet.
Don't feel hungry too.
What is happening to me?
Why am I bothering it so much?
Gosh!! I need something to distract me..
I need to train myself not to let people know what I am thinking.
Just Shut The FUCK Up.
Silence is golden.
Thursday, September 09, 2010
Lack of sleep for this past few days.
Imagine i only get to sleep like 4 hours for the past 3 days.
I am dying soon. =(
Thanks everyone for saying "I look cheerful and happier than last time"!
Is the fact that i am happy now.
No trouble for relationship.
No more EMO!
Is good to live without trouble and emo.
That why I can be happy than last time. =)
Genting is booked and will be going there on next sunday.
Like finally after so long, I grant my wishes.
Thanks everyone to fulfill it with me. =)
Love you guys!!
Now is 7.51pm and shall sleep real soon but my bro stuck at the toilet for like 30minutes.
WTF~
Imagine i only get to sleep like 4 hours for the past 3 days.
I am dying soon. =(
Thanks everyone for saying "I look cheerful and happier than last time"!
Is the fact that i am happy now.
No trouble for relationship.
No more EMO!
Is good to live without trouble and emo.
That why I can be happy than last time. =)
Genting is booked and will be going there on next sunday.
Like finally after so long, I grant my wishes.
Thanks everyone to fulfill it with me. =)
Love you guys!!
Now is 7.51pm and shall sleep real soon but my bro stuck at the toilet for like 30minutes.
WTF~
Tuesday, September 07, 2010
SHAG DAY!
Firstly I only slept 4 hours for the past 2 days.
Secondly my instructor didn't stamp my driving for me that mean my $58 is gone.
Thirdly I fail my FTT just by a mark.
Just want to shout "FUCK MAN!!!"
=(
I realise that my relationship cause me to get closer with them.
If I am still together with him, I might not know that I have such a wonderful branch of friends.
Not only that, we get closer and we change too.
Our attitudes are much more good than last time.
I just want to say "Thank you" to him.
Thanks for saying goodbye to me. I grant the friendship that I always wanted. =)
Our genting trip is double confirm. Yeah~
Shall book the tickets tomorrow or thursday!
Ok, I have to sleep now.
Damn shag day.
Hopefully that person won't pester me tonight. LOL!
Firstly I only slept 4 hours for the past 2 days.
Secondly my instructor didn't stamp my driving for me that mean my $58 is gone.
Thirdly I fail my FTT just by a mark.
Just want to shout "FUCK MAN!!!"
=(
I realise that my relationship cause me to get closer with them.
If I am still together with him, I might not know that I have such a wonderful branch of friends.
Not only that, we get closer and we change too.
Our attitudes are much more good than last time.
I just want to say "Thank you" to him.
Thanks for saying goodbye to me. I grant the friendship that I always wanted. =)
Our genting trip is double confirm. Yeah~
Shall book the tickets tomorrow or thursday!
Ok, I have to sleep now.
Damn shag day.
Hopefully that person won't pester me tonight. LOL!
Monday, September 06, 2010
Random post.
I create a trouble and feel bad about it.
I am really sorry but i know you won't read my blog.
You plan everything and yet I spoil it. =(
Sigh~
Thanks for listening to my trouble and advice me what to do.
Shall forget everything, and live on happily.
FTT tomorrow and i haven even start studying yet.
Too tired for that. =.=
Plus tomorrow shall camp at CDC for half a day.
Driving + e-trial + FTT.
I create a trouble and feel bad about it.
I am really sorry but i know you won't read my blog.
You plan everything and yet I spoil it. =(
Sigh~
Thanks for listening to my trouble and advice me what to do.
Shall forget everything, and live on happily.
FTT tomorrow and i haven even start studying yet.
Too tired for that. =.=
Plus tomorrow shall camp at CDC for half a day.
Driving + e-trial + FTT.
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
OMG! Just tell me how I can I don't fall in love with him.
He's damn too handsome. Plus cute, tall and everything good about him.
But too bad, I won't see him in person except in youtube. HAHAHAHA~
Was finding his pictures at google and make me so "high" while searching.
He is really damn too hot~ *huuu*
I think I should be getting a 2nd SLR camera.
Since I am a beginner, why don't just get a 2nd hand first and play around with it before getting a really SLR camera?
Should be a good idea. =)
Tomorrow is the day.......
1 September 2010.
Waiting for you!
At that time, we are not mature enough for each other.
He's damn too handsome. Plus cute, tall and everything good about him.
But too bad, I won't see him in person except in youtube. HAHAHAHA~
Was finding his pictures at google and make me so "high" while searching.
He is really damn too hot~ *huuu*
I think I should be getting a 2nd SLR camera.
Since I am a beginner, why don't just get a 2nd hand first and play around with it before getting a really SLR camera?
Should be a good idea. =)
Tomorrow is the day.......
1 September 2010.
Waiting for you!
At that time, we are not mature enough for each other.
Monday, August 30, 2010
Guess last week, I ton-ed too much and make me so tired.
Reached home at 6 am in the morning on sunday.
Slept and wake up at 12 plus.
Use computer, watch Hello baby. Damn funny show.
Out with my parents for breakfast/lunch/dinner at 3 plus.
Back home, help me dad to do something.
Off to bed at 6 pm.
Slept till 7am in the morning.
Was damn lazy to wake up.
Thought of switching on my laptop, but was too lazy to get up.
My Lazy Sunday. T_________T
I think everything is fated.
Why that show appear in tv and make remind me of my "last time" watching that show with him at his house? FUCK~
Forget it. Emo Guy. =.= LOL!
My colleague is really very irritating, keep pestering me to play mahjong.
I not that addicted yet.
Give me a life man! =)
I guess genting is a CONFIRM.
Wooooo~ I am really looking forward the day to arrive.
And I am excited to get my spectacle too.
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish to go back to a place much simpler than this
Reached home at 6 am in the morning on sunday.
Slept and wake up at 12 plus.
Use computer, watch Hello baby. Damn funny show.
Out with my parents for breakfast/lunch/dinner at 3 plus.
Back home, help me dad to do something.
Off to bed at 6 pm.
Slept till 7am in the morning.
Was damn lazy to wake up.
Thought of switching on my laptop, but was too lazy to get up.
My Lazy Sunday. T_________T
I think everything is fated.
Why that show appear in tv and make remind me of my "last time" watching that show with him at his house? FUCK~
Forget it. Emo Guy. =.= LOL!
My colleague is really very irritating, keep pestering me to play mahjong.
I not that addicted yet.
Give me a life man! =)
I guess genting is a CONFIRM.
Wooooo~ I am really looking forward the day to arrive.
And I am excited to get my spectacle too.
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish to go back to a place much simpler than this
Saturday, August 28, 2010
I broke my contact lens. =( Upset TTM~
Decided to get a spectacle because I can't see clearly during night.
Especially when i am driving, couldn't see the green arrow is turning left or right. T.T
Spent $275 for my spectacle, kinda of crazy. But is branded and i love the color too.
My eyesight is not that deep yet. So i have to save it back now. Hopefully~ LOL
Step up 3 was awesome.
Thanks for accompany me to watch.
I have download all the songs but can't find the last song.
Going to meet up with wen gui and thai loong for dinner. YEAH~
Is been a long time since i saw them.
2 weeks? LOL.
Decided to get a spectacle because I can't see clearly during night.
Especially when i am driving, couldn't see the green arrow is turning left or right. T.T
Spent $275 for my spectacle, kinda of crazy. But is branded and i love the color too.
My eyesight is not that deep yet. So i have to save it back now. Hopefully~ LOL
Step up 3 was awesome.
Thanks for accompany me to watch.
I have download all the songs but can't find the last song.
Going to meet up with wen gui and thai loong for dinner. YEAH~
Is been a long time since i saw them.
2 weeks? LOL.
Monday, August 23, 2010
Salt is a awesome movie, but i guess there is part 2. LOL
Just finished online. =)
Went out with my colleague on saturday.
And I brought alot of things that day.
Real shopping spree for me.
Shall do it every month. It bright up my day too~
I just wonder why there is someone who is so petty, talk without using brain, everyone need to listen to what that person say..whatever is it mean that person is just too way selfish.
I don't want to bother what she/he is thinking.
Just wish that person good luck for itself future.
Don't change = losing friend
Somehow i was happy/shock when she told me that person thing.
Yeah~ I think i am desperate for it.
HAHAHA, i admit it. I AM DESPERATE!
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't goin no where
Baby long as you're here
I'll be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Just finished online. =)
Went out with my colleague on saturday.
And I brought alot of things that day.
Real shopping spree for me.
Shall do it every month. It bright up my day too~
I just wonder why there is someone who is so petty, talk without using brain, everyone need to listen to what that person say..whatever is it mean that person is just too way selfish.
I don't want to bother what she/he is thinking.
Just wish that person good luck for itself future.
Don't change = losing friend
Somehow i was happy/shock when she told me that person thing.
Yeah~ I think i am desperate for it.
HAHAHA, i admit it. I AM DESPERATE!
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't goin no where
Baby long as you're here
I'll be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Everyday of my work, i will definitely talk about genting trip with my colleague. Not only that, will do research for it too. hahahaha~ That's my life during my work.
Let me think what should i blog about.
Life seem to be normal every single day.
I am looking forward to night cycling next week and my genting trip next month, hopefully this two outing can make it. =D
I wonder why that couple quarrel in FB? Is it so fun to let the whole world know they are quarreling. =.= Kinda of lame. Not a young couple too. LOL~ 他们开心就好!
Chose to keep quieter for something. =O Nvm, shall stick to my old plan.
This 2 days, was watching 2am leader video at youtube.
He entertain me alot.
The ways he dance, is so fucking funny. GO watch it if you want to laugh. =.=
I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
Let me think what should i blog about.
Life seem to be normal every single day.
I am looking forward to night cycling next week and my genting trip next month, hopefully this two outing can make it. =D
I wonder why that couple quarrel in FB? Is it so fun to let the whole world know they are quarreling. =.= Kinda of lame. Not a young couple too. LOL~ 他们开心就好!
Chose to keep quieter for something. =O Nvm, shall stick to my old plan.
This 2 days, was watching 2am leader video at youtube.
He entertain me alot.
The ways he dance, is so fucking funny. GO watch it if you want to laugh. =.=
I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
Monday, August 16, 2010
I am super tired!
Saturday didn't sleep at all.
Sunday slept for 5 hours nia. Is not even enough for sat's sleep.
Chatted phone with ruixian and thai loong. Was a lame chat. LOL!
Is my first time talking to both of them on phone.
Suddenly i feel that thai loong is such a talkative person.
Maybe he had open his heart to us, that why he talks alot. LOL!
That's good. =D
Chat for like 1hr 50 minutes, from 12am plus till 2am.
That's why i am so shag for today.
Finally my colleague add me in fb, shall show you all next meet up.
She even went to tell the guy about me. =.=
She seem to treat me very good, but from what i heard from thai and xl make me freak out leh.
Anyway I need to protect myself too.
Once bitten, twice shy.
Saturday didn't sleep at all.
Sunday slept for 5 hours nia. Is not even enough for sat's sleep.
Chatted phone with ruixian and thai loong. Was a lame chat. LOL!
Is my first time talking to both of them on phone.
Suddenly i feel that thai loong is such a talkative person.
Maybe he had open his heart to us, that why he talks alot. LOL!
That's good. =D
Chat for like 1hr 50 minutes, from 12am plus till 2am.
That's why i am so shag for today.
Finally my colleague add me in fb, shall show you all next meet up.
She even went to tell the guy about me. =.=
She seem to treat me very good, but from what i heard from thai and xl make me freak out leh.
Anyway I need to protect myself too.
Once bitten, twice shy.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
I am mad!
We are mad!
Seriously damn fucking mad!
Only those one was toning will know why. LOL~
I feel that toning session can make us understand better.
Because we can talk lots of heart to heart chat.
Yup, is great to have them as friends. =O
Love them TTM!
I feel I am really useless, seeing you have trouble I don't know how to help you.
Still remember that time, you were so concern about me and my relationship life and wanted to ask me out but i was so stubborn.
And now you have trouble, i couldn't help you at all.
I am really a useless friend.
Sigh~ Making you happy when we meet up that is only thing i can do.
But just sometime you ignore. -.-
I really don't wish to see you crying for work again.
Is really don't worth it. You are a person who can suffer toughness and smart, i believe you can find a job easily. Is just that whether you want to try anot. Every job is the same, but don't just see the money nia. You are still young, and you also need to enjoy your life too. This job make your life so fucked up, and you also miss out alot of fun with us too.
This is just a advice to you, and i know what you thinking of.
As a friend, I REALLY doesn't want to see you suffering for this job.
Just one last thing, make up your mind and just do it.
I got to say i HAD let go of the relationship.
So don't come ask me stupid question. LOL~
I admit that starting of the break up, I still think that he will come back to me one day. But I don't have the mindset now.
I really really doesn't think about him anymore.
Just like the video he post at FB, I think the words are true and i went to "like" it =.= Doesn't mean anything.
I open up my heart everything, seeing through everything......
We are mad!
Seriously damn fucking mad!
Only those one was toning will know why. LOL~
I feel that toning session can make us understand better.
Because we can talk lots of heart to heart chat.
Yup, is great to have them as friends. =O
Love them TTM!
I feel I am really useless, seeing you have trouble I don't know how to help you.
Still remember that time, you were so concern about me and my relationship life and wanted to ask me out but i was so stubborn.
And now you have trouble, i couldn't help you at all.
I am really a useless friend.
Sigh~ Making you happy when we meet up that is only thing i can do.
But just sometime you ignore. -.-
I really don't wish to see you crying for work again.
Is really don't worth it. You are a person who can suffer toughness and smart, i believe you can find a job easily. Is just that whether you want to try anot. Every job is the same, but don't just see the money nia. You are still young, and you also need to enjoy your life too. This job make your life so fucked up, and you also miss out alot of fun with us too.
This is just a advice to you, and i know what you thinking of.
As a friend, I REALLY doesn't want to see you suffering for this job.
Just one last thing, make up your mind and just do it.
I got to say i HAD let go of the relationship.
So don't come ask me stupid question. LOL~
I admit that starting of the break up, I still think that he will come back to me one day. But I don't have the mindset now.
I really really doesn't think about him anymore.
Just like the video he post at FB, I think the words are true and i went to "like" it =.= Doesn't mean anything.
I open up my heart everything, seeing through everything......
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Woolala~ Going out with usual gang again.
Is alright to meet up with same people every weekends.
Because i LOVE them! LOL!
And i not going to bother what they going say about my dressing all this.
Cuz they are GAYS after all. LOL~
Troublesome gays!!!!
Yesterday meet up with boss and rx after work, is a awesome outing too.
I love them TTM!
They make me life bright up.
I think is the first time we had MAC for dinner.
Sit there for like at least for 45 minutes, talk lame thing!
Yup, doing/talking lame things are always what we do.
Meeting up with them are the best!
And I realise a quarrel can the friendship more better and treasure.
Just like me and Boss! Although the quarrel are DAMN stupid, but luckily it didn't spoil our friendship. And make treasure this friendship more than last time.
友情万岁!!!!
Is alright to meet up with same people every weekends.
Because i LOVE them! LOL!
And i not going to bother what they going say about my dressing all this.
Cuz they are GAYS after all. LOL~
Troublesome gays!!!!
Yesterday meet up with boss and rx after work, is a awesome outing too.
I love them TTM!
They make me life bright up.
I think is the first time we had MAC for dinner.
Sit there for like at least for 45 minutes, talk lame thing!
Yup, doing/talking lame things are always what we do.
Meeting up with them are the best!
And I realise a quarrel can the friendship more better and treasure.
Just like me and Boss! Although the quarrel are DAMN stupid, but luckily it didn't spoil our friendship. And make treasure this friendship more than last time.
友情万岁!!!!
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Today finally did a thing after 1 month plus. I remove all our photos in my room and put it somewhere that I couldn't see. Lol. Is kinda of random!
Talked to jy's sister regarding online contact lens, in the we brought at difference blogshop. Lol! Lame~
I don't know what to write anymore. I still looking forward next month! Hopefully by the time, everything could settle down and start refresh!
Ok, nite everyone. Gonna wake up early tomorrow. =)
Talked to jy's sister regarding online contact lens, in the we brought at difference blogshop. Lol! Lame~
I don't know what to write anymore. I still looking forward next month! Hopefully by the time, everything could settle down and start refresh!
Ok, nite everyone. Gonna wake up early tomorrow. =)
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Was reading this while working
Here are some tips on what you should do in the early days of a breakup to let the healing begin.
1. Avoid him for at least a few weeks. Seeing your former flame can bring out emotions and may cause you do to or say something you will regret. - I don't have former flame. =.=
2. Talk about your feelings with close friends. Get everything out so you won’t hold it inside. Your friends may get sick of hearing you talk about the situation but you need to let out all your feelings and thoughts. - My friends are obviously sick and tired of hearing the same old thing. =.=
3. Cry if you want to. It’s OK to cry over a loss. Don’t hold back, let the tears roll, but do it in a safe and private place. - Safe? How safe?LOL. =.=
4. Let go of mementos. Put aside or give away anything that reminds you of the relationship. Hide them out of sight so he will be out of mind until you’re able to remember the relationship without longing for it. - I am just simply to lazy to do it. =.=
5. Focus on all the things about your ex that drove you crazy, turned you off, or you just found plain annoying. It’ll make you feel better to remember your former flame was not perfect and there are things you won’t really miss about him. - Yeah~ Alot of things!
6. Think about the mean, cruel or rude things your ex may have done in your relationship. Really give these things play in your memory. Remind yourself that somebody who truly cared for you would not have done such thoughtless things and tell yourself you’re better off without that kind of ego-crushing behaviour in your life. - YEAH! I totally agree!!
7. Maintain a strict no contact policy and stick with it. Don’t pass notes through friends. Don’t make any calls. Stay away from instant messaging or texting on your cell. Avoid all contact until you are totally and completely sure you no longer want to be with him. It’s the only way you can move on once and for all. - I already move on without him. =)
I think I am abit emotion about yesterday stuff.
After thinking for a day, I think that is none of my business.
Because I don't have the right to control his life plus if any girls want to throw herself on him, is already got nothing to do with me.
And I only care for him as a friend that's all. =D
Fuck my day! My hand got lots of small paper cut.
Here are some tips on what you should do in the early days of a breakup to let the healing begin.
1. Avoid him for at least a few weeks. Seeing your former flame can bring out emotions and may cause you do to or say something you will regret. - I don't have former flame. =.=
2. Talk about your feelings with close friends. Get everything out so you won’t hold it inside. Your friends may get sick of hearing you talk about the situation but you need to let out all your feelings and thoughts. - My friends are obviously sick and tired of hearing the same old thing. =.=
3. Cry if you want to. It’s OK to cry over a loss. Don’t hold back, let the tears roll, but do it in a safe and private place. - Safe? How safe?LOL. =.=
4. Let go of mementos. Put aside or give away anything that reminds you of the relationship. Hide them out of sight so he will be out of mind until you’re able to remember the relationship without longing for it. - I am just simply to lazy to do it. =.=
5. Focus on all the things about your ex that drove you crazy, turned you off, or you just found plain annoying. It’ll make you feel better to remember your former flame was not perfect and there are things you won’t really miss about him. - Yeah~ Alot of things!
6. Think about the mean, cruel or rude things your ex may have done in your relationship. Really give these things play in your memory. Remind yourself that somebody who truly cared for you would not have done such thoughtless things and tell yourself you’re better off without that kind of ego-crushing behaviour in your life. - YEAH! I totally agree!!
7. Maintain a strict no contact policy and stick with it. Don’t pass notes through friends. Don’t make any calls. Stay away from instant messaging or texting on your cell. Avoid all contact until you are totally and completely sure you no longer want to be with him. It’s the only way you can move on once and for all. - I already move on without him. =)
I think I am abit emotion about yesterday stuff.
After thinking for a day, I think that is none of my business.
Because I don't have the right to control his life plus if any girls want to throw herself on him, is already got nothing to do with me.
And I only care for him as a friend that's all. =D
Fuck my day! My hand got lots of small paper cut.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
I am sorry to say that I need to make my twitter private.
Because of some personal reason.
Was very pissed of at that thing.
Why so suddenly? After we broke off, she started to do it.
I really damn pissed off.. Fucking slut~
Luckily he didn't do anything, if not I don't know what I will do.
I need Courage pill, can anyone buy/do for me?
Because of some personal reason.
Was very pissed of at that thing.
Why so suddenly? After we broke off, she started to do it.
I really damn pissed off.. Fucking slut~
Luckily he didn't do anything, if not I don't know what I will do.
I need Courage pill, can anyone buy/do for me?
Monday, August 09, 2010
What a national day! LOL~
Let's blog what happen for my long weekends.
Saturday 070810
Meet up with xl, jk, wg and jy, went to Paragon to pass rx charger first.
Then took bus to PS, walked to Left foot shop, but saw a shoe i like yet don't have my size anymore. *suck thumb*
Back to PS and settle our dinner at Cafe Cartel, food was okay but services damn FUCK! Still have to pay service charge. WTF!
Took tickets and wait for our movie to start.
Watched The Last Airbender, storyline suck and is just the effect of the fighting is too awesome.
Took NR6 to my house here and slack till 6am in the morning.
HOME SWEET HOME!
Sunday 080810
Stay at home till 6pm and went out to have dinner with my parents.
Aftermath, my dad drop me at kallang MRT and i took cab to my colleague's friend house at tampines.
Play mj from 9pm till 2am.
Took cab home.
Slept at 3am.
Monday 090810
Is national day! Kinda of sucks.
Went out with my mum.
Brought 1 tee and 1 dress.
Went back home around 6 pm plus, and watch National Day with my dad and my bro.
Was saying about the army stuffs.
Is weird because last time he was the one who tell me about the army stuff but no longer now. =(
Brought KFC and wanted to get back home to see JY performance, but I missed it! FUCK!
I really really miss those life. Be it is happy or sad. If I have a wish, i hope everything could just stop there. I was so damn hoping to see u again. I don't know why too. I thought, i thought, i thought...Everything is just I thought, but do things will happen on me again? I doubt so. I can't see any futures in my life anymore. I can't see my fate too. I don't know this will take how long. Or is it because I don't have a new love and that why I keep thinking about him?
People will just think, why do i still all this shit thing again and again. I don't know why too. I just want to blog out my feelings that all. My life still damn FUCK up! Can't change to a better one. SIGH! Fuck!!!!!!!!!
Let's blog what happen for my long weekends.
Saturday 070810
Meet up with xl, jk, wg and jy, went to Paragon to pass rx charger first.
Then took bus to PS, walked to Left foot shop, but saw a shoe i like yet don't have my size anymore. *suck thumb*
Back to PS and settle our dinner at Cafe Cartel, food was okay but services damn FUCK! Still have to pay service charge. WTF!
Took tickets and wait for our movie to start.
Watched The Last Airbender, storyline suck and is just the effect of the fighting is too awesome.
Took NR6 to my house here and slack till 6am in the morning.
HOME SWEET HOME!
Sunday 080810
Stay at home till 6pm and went out to have dinner with my parents.
Aftermath, my dad drop me at kallang MRT and i took cab to my colleague's friend house at tampines.
Play mj from 9pm till 2am.
Took cab home.
Slept at 3am.
Monday 090810
Is national day! Kinda of sucks.
Went out with my mum.
Brought 1 tee and 1 dress.
Went back home around 6 pm plus, and watch National Day with my dad and my bro.
Was saying about the army stuffs.
Is weird because last time he was the one who tell me about the army stuff but no longer now. =(
Brought KFC and wanted to get back home to see JY performance, but I missed it! FUCK!
I really really miss those life. Be it is happy or sad. If I have a wish, i hope everything could just stop there. I was so damn hoping to see u again. I don't know why too. I thought, i thought, i thought...Everything is just I thought, but do things will happen on me again? I doubt so. I can't see any futures in my life anymore. I can't see my fate too. I don't know this will take how long. Or is it because I don't have a new love and that why I keep thinking about him?
People will just think, why do i still all this shit thing again and again. I don't know why too. I just want to blog out my feelings that all. My life still damn FUCK up! Can't change to a better one. SIGH! Fuck!!!!!!!!!
Just came back from Tampines. Sigh!
Was playing mj with my colleague plus her bf's friends Gf.
At least I won. LOL~
They are too scary, just like ah lian. Guys are like ah beng. Freak me out. =(
Don't think will join them play again.
Because is too far plus i have to take cab home while their Bfs got car. =.=
LOL! I must back to my normal life again. =.=
Whatever I miss, time will really never go back again.
Letting go of everything, is my only choice now.
I trying my best and I hoping I can do it.
Next month is september, and i ask myself a question - should i or not?
PS: I need really need to get a spectacle soon~ FML~ Lost everything! FUCK!
Was playing mj with my colleague plus her bf's friends Gf.
At least I won. LOL~
They are too scary, just like ah lian. Guys are like ah beng. Freak me out. =(
Don't think will join them play again.
Because is too far plus i have to take cab home while their Bfs got car. =.=
LOL! I must back to my normal life again. =.=
Whatever I miss, time will really never go back again.
Letting go of everything, is my only choice now.
I trying my best and I hoping I can do it.
Next month is september, and i ask myself a question - should i or not?
PS: I need really need to get a spectacle soon~ FML~ Lost everything! FUCK!
Saturday, August 07, 2010
Laugh out loud day!~
One day two very loving parents got into a huge fight,
the man called the women a “bitch” and the women called the man a “bastard”.
Their son walked in and said “What does bitch and bastard mean?”
and the parents replied “ladies and gentlemen”.
The next day the parents decided to have sex,
the women said “feel my titties” and the man said “feel my dick”.
Their son walked in and asked “What does titties and dick mean?”
and the parents replied “hats and coats”.
On Thanksgiving the dad was shaving and he cut himself, “Shit” he said,
the kid came in and asked “What’s that mean” a
nd the man said it was the brand shaving cream he was using.
Down stairs the mom was preparing the turkey,
and she cut herself, “Fuck” she said.
Once again the kid asked “What’s that mean”
the mom said that is what she calls stuffing the turkey.
Then the door bell rang.
The kid answered the door to his relatives and said
“Alright you bitches and bastards, put your dicks and titties in the closet,
my dad is upstairs wiping the shit off his face,
and my mom is in the kitchen fucking the turkey!
I love the last part. High five! Awesome~
One day two very loving parents got into a huge fight,
the man called the women a “bitch” and the women called the man a “bastard”.
Their son walked in and said “What does bitch and bastard mean?”
and the parents replied “ladies and gentlemen”.
The next day the parents decided to have sex,
the women said “feel my titties” and the man said “feel my dick”.
Their son walked in and asked “What does titties and dick mean?”
and the parents replied “hats and coats”.
On Thanksgiving the dad was shaving and he cut himself, “Shit” he said,
the kid came in and asked “What’s that mean” a
nd the man said it was the brand shaving cream he was using.
Down stairs the mom was preparing the turkey,
and she cut herself, “Fuck” she said.
Once again the kid asked “What’s that mean”
the mom said that is what she calls stuffing the turkey.
Then the door bell rang.
The kid answered the door to his relatives and said
“Alright you bitches and bastards, put your dicks and titties in the closet,
my dad is upstairs wiping the shit off his face,
and my mom is in the kitchen fucking the turkey!
I love the last part. High five! Awesome~
Friday, August 06, 2010
Long weekend is here. =)
Like finally i can rest for extra day during weekdays. *smile*
Saturday plan watching movie that all. Kinda bored~
Sunday and monday no plan.
My colleague asked me to join her to play mj, and shun bian know her bf's friend too. Ya, she is trying to help me. She such a a good person. Might ask her out if i am willing too. No harm mah. =)
Shall sleep soon. Too tired for me to think anything now. And nobody is at home except for my mum.
PS: I lost my virgin again. O.o Contact lens! Going to wear it out for the whole month, provided i am going out. =)
Let's end a photo of me. lol! =D
Like finally i can rest for extra day during weekdays. *smile*
Saturday plan watching movie that all. Kinda bored~
Sunday and monday no plan.
My colleague asked me to join her to play mj, and shun bian know her bf's friend too. Ya, she is trying to help me. She such a a good person. Might ask her out if i am willing too. No harm mah. =)
Shall sleep soon. Too tired for me to think anything now. And nobody is at home except for my mum.
PS: I lost my virgin again. O.o Contact lens! Going to wear it out for the whole month, provided i am going out. =)
Let's end a photo of me. lol! =D
Thursday, August 05, 2010
05 aug 2010
Nice out day with Gfs.
Meet up with rx and boss after my work at 313, then decided to go liang court for dinner. After dinner, slack and walk to marina square.
Madness!
Went to toilet and took photos.
Stuck in the toilet for like 15minutes.
Home sweet home!
Looking forward to sat's outing, hopefully the 2 army guys could make it!
What's the main problem is?
Meet up with rx and boss after my work at 313, then decided to go liang court for dinner. After dinner, slack and walk to marina square.
Madness!
Went to toilet and took photos.
Stuck in the toilet for like 15minutes.
Home sweet home!
Looking forward to sat's outing, hopefully the 2 army guys could make it!
What's the main problem is?
Monday, August 02, 2010
YES! Finally my iphone got jailbreak. Thanks to xl's help. LOL!
The moment i saw my iphone successful jailbreak, my feeling was - FUCKING happy!
I jailbreak by myself. =D Prove that i am not noob. hahahahaha.
Life without jailbreak is suck!
Yesterday mj session was fun.
Kh, xl and jy came over to my house to play mj from 4pm till 9 plus.
Went down to have dinner and stupid jy suggest to continue play.
So went back to my house again, slack and chit chat while kh was doing his homework on my lappy.
Start playing from 12 am till 3 am.
And I won the last round. =D Thanks to KH!
Went to my room and sleep, while jy sleep on the floor, kh sleep on my sis bed, the poor xl was sleeping on the table.
Wake up 7 plus and off to work.
Nearly doze off while working.
Went home after work and saw xl's tweet about jailbreak is out.
Was doing since 7.30pm till now.
Suppose want to sleep after my dinner but....... shall sleep soon. *yawn*
I love jailbreak!
The moment i saw my iphone successful jailbreak, my feeling was - FUCKING happy!
I jailbreak by myself. =D Prove that i am not noob. hahahahaha.
Life without jailbreak is suck!
Yesterday mj session was fun.
Kh, xl and jy came over to my house to play mj from 4pm till 9 plus.
Went down to have dinner and stupid jy suggest to continue play.
So went back to my house again, slack and chit chat while kh was doing his homework on my lappy.
Start playing from 12 am till 3 am.
And I won the last round. =D Thanks to KH!
Went to my room and sleep, while jy sleep on the floor, kh sleep on my sis bed, the poor xl was sleeping on the table.
Wake up 7 plus and off to work.
Nearly doze off while working.
Went home after work and saw xl's tweet about jailbreak is out.
Was doing since 7.30pm till now.
Suppose want to sleep after my dinner but....... shall sleep soon. *yawn*
I love jailbreak!
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Is Saturday, and i don't have a date. Sucks! HAHAHAHA.
Just finish editing the photos i want to develop.
Oh my, 500 plus photos! I don't know how exp it will be.
I realise for this 3 years plus, my hair styles are almost the same.
Shoulder length, bob hair, shoulder length....
Why is not growing longer?
And I don't even know how i spend my day at home alone. =.=
Finding videos to watch and kill time as well.
Finding blogshop to shop but nothing caught my eye.
Everything need pre-order, I hate to wait! HAHAHAHA~
This week, not driving lesson for me.
Simply just to lazy to go down. =D
That's me, 2 years ago.
Yet my hair still so damn short. =(
I miss my bob hair. Should I cut it? Hmmm.....
Looking back the photos I took with him, I am glad to say that I wasn't upset, unhappy or angry.
Thanks for giving me such a wonderful memories. (If you are reading)
I really decided to let go of you this time.
I won't turn back to you anymore.
Your life seem to be happy without me and I am glad to see that.
I won't hate you.
I won't dislike you.
I won't forget you.
I will forgive you.
If is possible, I would only like to be back with u as friend. A real friend.
(Do you think we still can do it?)
If time can go back, and let me chose, I still want to be with u!
No regret being with u.
At least you let me know what is LOVE, a real love. =O
Is been 1 month plus, and yet I still writing about him.
What can i do? Reader like to read this kind of lame blog. =)
Enjoy hor......
Next weekend, hopefully that is outing for me! Pls!!!
Anna David - Fuck you
There was a time when you would call me up and make me said
Through the night I’m wait for you because you needed it
And I was stick around and confided you and take your shit
But that all ends now
I think you should take all your stuff now and go away
I am sure you find another girl who wants to play
All the fucked up games that you have put me through
Boy that’s over now
Try to concede, I want you to leave (oh no no)
No more to say, just go away (just go away)
Can’t you see that I got nothing left for you? (oh, nothing left for you)
For all the game and the sleepless nights
For all the tears and all the endless fights
For all the treading and all for all the times you
Used me, felt through, word through, fuck you (oh)
all the times that you pissed me off (you pissed me of)
For all the times you were many low
For all the times that you just dissed me (yeah)
Forget me, felt through, word through, fuck you (so fuck you)
There was a time when just a touch from you would make me high
I would cry with you and laugh with you and loved you by
Now I see that it was wrong to put my trust in you (so it’s over)
Try to concede, I want you to leave (uh yeah)
No more to say, just go away (just go away)
Can’t you see that I got nothing left for you? (oh, nothing left for you)
For all the game and the sleepless nights (oh oh)
For all the tears and all the endless fights (your just not strong enough)
For all the treading and all for all the times you
Used me, felt through, word through, fuck you
For all the times that you pissed me off
For all the times you were many low
For all the times that you just dissed me (oh yeah)
Forget me, felt through, word through, fuck you (so fuck you, oh, uh hey oh yeah)
For all the game and the sleepless nights
For all the tears and all the endless fights
For all the treading and all for all the times you (you did me wrong)
Used me, felt through, word through, fuck you
For all the times that you pissed me off (oh, you pissed me of)
For all the times you were many low (were many low)
For all the times that you just dissed me
Forget me, felt through, word through, fuck you
Ohhhhhhh (so fuck you)
All the sleepless nights
Oh oh yeah yeah
For all the game and the sleepless nights (you did me wrong)
For all the tears and all the endless fights (oh)
For all the treading and all for all the times you
Used me, felt through, word through, fuck you
For all the times that you pissed me off (you pissed me off)
For all the times you were many low
For all the times that you just dissed me (yeah)
Forget me, felt through, word through, fuck you
I want to download this song, but couldn't find.
Somemore is year 2006 song.
Old school~
PS: Now is 1 aug, time passed real fast.
Just finish editing the photos i want to develop.
Oh my, 500 plus photos! I don't know how exp it will be.
I realise for this 3 years plus, my hair styles are almost the same.
Shoulder length, bob hair, shoulder length....
Why is not growing longer?
And I don't even know how i spend my day at home alone. =.=
Finding videos to watch and kill time as well.
Finding blogshop to shop but nothing caught my eye.
Everything need pre-order, I hate to wait! HAHAHAHA~
This week, not driving lesson for me.
Simply just to lazy to go down. =D
That's me, 2 years ago.
Yet my hair still so damn short. =(
I miss my bob hair. Should I cut it? Hmmm.....
Looking back the photos I took with him, I am glad to say that I wasn't upset, unhappy or angry.
Thanks for giving me such a wonderful memories. (If you are reading)
I really decided to let go of you this time.
I won't turn back to you anymore.
Your life seem to be happy without me and I am glad to see that.
I won't hate you.
I won't dislike you.
I won't forget you.
I will forgive you.
If is possible, I would only like to be back with u as friend. A real friend.
(Do you think we still can do it?)
If time can go back, and let me chose, I still want to be with u!
No regret being with u.
At least you let me know what is LOVE, a real love. =O
Is been 1 month plus, and yet I still writing about him.
What can i do? Reader like to read this kind of lame blog. =)
Enjoy hor......
Next weekend, hopefully that is outing for me! Pls!!!
Anna David - Fuck you
There was a time when you would call me up and make me said
Through the night I’m wait for you because you needed it
And I was stick around and confided you and take your shit
But that all ends now
I think you should take all your stuff now and go away
I am sure you find another girl who wants to play
All the fucked up games that you have put me through
Boy that’s over now
Try to concede, I want you to leave (oh no no)
No more to say, just go away (just go away)
Can’t you see that I got nothing left for you? (oh, nothing left for you)
For all the game and the sleepless nights
For all the tears and all the endless fights
For all the treading and all for all the times you
Used me, felt through, word through, fuck you (oh)
all the times that you pissed me off (you pissed me of)
For all the times you were many low
For all the times that you just dissed me (yeah)
Forget me, felt through, word through, fuck you (so fuck you)
There was a time when just a touch from you would make me high
I would cry with you and laugh with you and loved you by
Now I see that it was wrong to put my trust in you (so it’s over)
Try to concede, I want you to leave (uh yeah)
No more to say, just go away (just go away)
Can’t you see that I got nothing left for you? (oh, nothing left for you)
For all the game and the sleepless nights (oh oh)
For all the tears and all the endless fights (your just not strong enough)
For all the treading and all for all the times you
Used me, felt through, word through, fuck you
For all the times that you pissed me off
For all the times you were many low
For all the times that you just dissed me (oh yeah)
Forget me, felt through, word through, fuck you (so fuck you, oh, uh hey oh yeah)
For all the game and the sleepless nights
For all the tears and all the endless fights
For all the treading and all for all the times you (you did me wrong)
Used me, felt through, word through, fuck you
For all the times that you pissed me off (oh, you pissed me of)
For all the times you were many low (were many low)
For all the times that you just dissed me
Forget me, felt through, word through, fuck you
Ohhhhhhh (so fuck you)
All the sleepless nights
Oh oh yeah yeah
For all the game and the sleepless nights (you did me wrong)
For all the tears and all the endless fights (oh)
For all the treading and all for all the times you
Used me, felt through, word through, fuck you
For all the times that you pissed me off (you pissed me off)
For all the times you were many low
For all the times that you just dissed me (yeah)
Forget me, felt through, word through, fuck you
I want to download this song, but couldn't find.
Somemore is year 2006 song.
Old school~
PS: Now is 1 aug, time passed real fast.
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Time is helping me to get rid of those unhappy memories. Not only time and my beloved friends too! Helping me, staying at myside to help me go through the most unhappy times! Thanks people! I love u all!
Woooo~ tml is pay day! Fucking happy! Finally can go for shopping spree. The last time I had shopping was march. Super long ago. Hahaha. Need someone for date next week, somemore next weekend will be a long one because of national day. Shiok ttm!
I really getting excitied for genting trip on sep, although is not cmf yet but I really hope we can go this time.
I think I am really a stupid person. Thinking back the things that how he treat me, being used, being toture, being dump I don't even know at all. Or is just that I pretend not to know? And I can actually endure for so damn long! Hais! Just got to say to myself stupid, useless, foolish, and dumb!
Woooo~ tml is pay day! Fucking happy! Finally can go for shopping spree. The last time I had shopping was march. Super long ago. Hahaha. Need someone for date next week, somemore next weekend will be a long one because of national day. Shiok ttm!
I really getting excitied for genting trip on sep, although is not cmf yet but I really hope we can go this time.
I think I am really a stupid person. Thinking back the things that how he treat me, being used, being toture, being dump I don't even know at all. Or is just that I pretend not to know? And I can actually endure for so damn long! Hais! Just got to say to myself stupid, useless, foolish, and dumb!
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
This morning, on the journey to work, suddenly i think of watching movie with someone and link to my first date and everything. I just wonder how he did it and why we got together and now we become like this. Super random!
I only have to tell myself: He won't come back to me ANYMORE. I have to think all the nasty things he had treat me so i could actually make my heart dead for him. I really have to let go everything of him.
Sleeping time~ =D
Smile Jane!
Laugh Jane!
Forget everything Jane!
You can do it! I love jane!!! hahahahahahahaha
I only have to tell myself: He won't come back to me ANYMORE. I have to think all the nasty things he had treat me so i could actually make my heart dead for him. I really have to let go everything of him.
Sleeping time~ =D
Smile Jane!
Laugh Jane!
Forget everything Jane!
You can do it! I love jane!!! hahahahahahahaha
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Why do all my loves one starts to change? They are not the one that i used know. Is really hurtful, what can i do? Time can't go back anymore. Friends are the one who can make them change, but how about? Or i just not your friend at all? Life suck!
Please don't be a deceiver, I really hate someone who doesn't have a heart to treat me as a friend. After what u did, I should just angry, happy or forget it?
Fuck!
While I am roaming around your house today
I'm getting angry
It's difficult, It's difficult for me like this
But I can't do anything about it
It is too late to change your heart
It's done, I can't do anything now
Your hands that was once used to my body are now pushing me away
What should I do? What should I do?
Until now, the breath of yours is gone
I still love you
What should I do? What should I do? Please..
Oh~ Please.. comeback to me...
I think of you, I keep thinking of you
I can't hold your hands like I did in the past
I like you too much
I can't forget anything about you
This song is a song that can't hold onto you
I think of you, I always think of you
I won't be able to hold your hands like I did in the past
I liked you too much that I can't forget anything about you
This song is a song that will get you back to me
Your hands that was once used to my body are now pushing me away
What should I do? What should I do?
Until now, the breath of yours is gone
I still love you
What should I do? What should I do?
Those eyes that used to meet me
Look at me once again
Will those eyes of yours say that you still love me?
Your hands that was once used to my body is now pushing me away
What should I do? What should I do?
Until now, the breath of yours is gone
I still love you
What should I do? What should I do? Please..
Oh~ Please.. I love you...
Please don't be a deceiver, I really hate someone who doesn't have a heart to treat me as a friend. After what u did, I should just angry, happy or forget it?
Fuck!
While I am roaming around your house today
I'm getting angry
It's difficult, It's difficult for me like this
But I can't do anything about it
It is too late to change your heart
It's done, I can't do anything now
Your hands that was once used to my body are now pushing me away
What should I do? What should I do?
Until now, the breath of yours is gone
I still love you
What should I do? What should I do? Please..
Oh~ Please.. comeback to me...
I think of you, I keep thinking of you
I can't hold your hands like I did in the past
I like you too much
I can't forget anything about you
This song is a song that can't hold onto you
I think of you, I always think of you
I won't be able to hold your hands like I did in the past
I liked you too much that I can't forget anything about you
This song is a song that will get you back to me
Your hands that was once used to my body are now pushing me away
What should I do? What should I do?
Until now, the breath of yours is gone
I still love you
What should I do? What should I do?
Those eyes that used to meet me
Look at me once again
Will those eyes of yours say that you still love me?
Your hands that was once used to my body is now pushing me away
What should I do? What should I do?
Until now, the breath of yours is gone
I still love you
What should I do? What should I do? Please..
Oh~ Please.. I love you...
Monday, July 26, 2010
Random update
I don't know why i am freaking scare to get that instructor again! LOL~ Today's mood = Sianz TTM!
There is a couple in my Facebook, and they spam each other comments everyday. Whenever i saw, i will laugh at their comments. =.= Is mushy, sweet and LAME! Freaking funny can. That guy is super funny. =.= I not jealous or what, seeing people are in deeply in love with each other. Although I used to laugh and cursed but not longer now. And i got my retribution now for being dump by him. Maybe is the fate........
Keep thinking negative think and positive thing. Somehow wants to forget it but my mind just doesn't want to listen to my heart. What should i do? Two words to describe LIFE SUCKS!
I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that I can confess
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll like those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
I don't know why i am freaking scare to get that instructor again! LOL~ Today's mood = Sianz TTM!
There is a couple in my Facebook, and they spam each other comments everyday. Whenever i saw, i will laugh at their comments. =.= Is mushy, sweet and LAME! Freaking funny can. That guy is super funny. =.= I not jealous or what, seeing people are in deeply in love with each other. Although I used to laugh and cursed but not longer now. And i got my retribution now for being dump by him. Maybe is the fate........
Keep thinking negative think and positive thing. Somehow wants to forget it but my mind just doesn't want to listen to my heart. What should i do? Two words to describe LIFE SUCKS!
I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that I can confess
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll like those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
Sunday, July 25, 2010
WTF! Having flu once i wake up, bad starting of the day. Parents went out for lunch and didn't wait for me to be wake up. =( Bad thing again. Had curry puff for lunch, shall wait for them to bring me out dinner. HAHAHAHAHA~
Today's weather is damn hot. Feel like making me to be tanned, anyone wants? =) *wink wink*
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way clear through the rain
A small, but still, resilient voice
Says help is very near
I believe it will happen again, but do miracles will appear? Seriously I really need miracles!
Today's weather is damn hot. Feel like making me to be tanned, anyone wants? =) *wink wink*
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way clear through the rain
A small, but still, resilient voice
Says help is very near
I believe it will happen again, but do miracles will appear? Seriously I really need miracles!
Just reached home.
Short update before i going to sleep.
Nice outing with my "noob" clan. =) Watched The Sorcerer's Apprentic, cool movie. Didn't watch movie at cinema for soooooo damn long. Sigh~ I will miss that kind of life, and it will be my memories. Anyway I love Nicolas Cage magic, is damn cool. Wooooo!
Fuck the day! Fuck the driving! Fuck my life! Fuck everything TTM~~~~
Stupid bus driver didn't want to stop for me! Can't he see me? I am so fucking big size. T_T
I keep being said by the instructor, and he making me so damn nervous.
Why didn't i get a new damn life? And how can i get it? Why do people seem to have enjoy their life so much but not me? Sigh~
Life suck! Everything suck! SIGH~
Short update before i going to sleep.
Nice outing with my "noob" clan. =) Watched The Sorcerer's Apprentic, cool movie. Didn't watch movie at cinema for soooooo damn long. Sigh~ I will miss that kind of life, and it will be my memories. Anyway I love Nicolas Cage magic, is damn cool. Wooooo!
Fuck the day! Fuck the driving! Fuck my life! Fuck everything TTM~~~~
Stupid bus driver didn't want to stop for me! Can't he see me? I am so fucking big size. T_T
I keep being said by the instructor, and he making me so damn nervous.
Why didn't i get a new damn life? And how can i get it? Why do people seem to have enjoy their life so much but not me? Sigh~
Life suck! Everything suck! SIGH~
Friday, July 23, 2010
Nice out day with boss and xian. Is really been a long time since I laugh till there is tears. Thanks to them, they bright up my day. =) Let's meet up more often, hahahaha~
I really don't know what am i thinking. Although is been a month, but i just can't get over you. Why? Sigh! Is really seem that you are so happy. And why I am still waiting for a person, who already forget about me. I might be the world stupidest women, dumbest women, and I still crazy over you. Sigh!!!! IMU~
This few days, headache is getting worst. I wonder isit because I face computer too long or my sleeping position is wrong? Or i am dying soon??? =(
I am DAMN Fucking tired now, shall sleep soon. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. =)
I really don't know what am i thinking. Although is been a month, but i just can't get over you. Why? Sigh! Is really seem that you are so happy. And why I am still waiting for a person, who already forget about me. I might be the world stupidest women, dumbest women, and I still crazy over you. Sigh!!!! IMU~
This few days, headache is getting worst. I wonder isit because I face computer too long or my sleeping position is wrong? Or i am dying soon??? =(
I am DAMN Fucking tired now, shall sleep soon. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. =)
Thursday, July 22, 2010
FUCK~ Oh my! My jailbreak is all gone. Sianz. I miss my jailbreak so much~ Need to wait for them to update. Faster Pls!!!
Doing Iphone stuff by myself, I think I am very dumb lor. Should have update when they done with the jailbreak. =.= Used to be someone helped me to do it, but now i have to depend all by myself for everything. SIGH!
I was so scare that just now my phone couldn't On, if really happen, I don't know what to do. =( Iphone gave me lots of problem. FUCK!
Yesterday driving was bored, my 4th instructor was so bored can! He doesn't talk to me, unlike the first and 3rd one. Saw the lame instructor and surprisingly, he still can recognize me. =)
Nothing much happen this week. Life suck TTM~
Doing Iphone stuff by myself, I think I am very dumb lor. Should have update when they done with the jailbreak. =.= Used to be someone helped me to do it, but now i have to depend all by myself for everything. SIGH!
I was so scare that just now my phone couldn't On, if really happen, I don't know what to do. =( Iphone gave me lots of problem. FUCK!
Yesterday driving was bored, my 4th instructor was so bored can! He doesn't talk to me, unlike the first and 3rd one. Saw the lame instructor and surprisingly, he still can recognize me. =)
Nothing much happen this week. Life suck TTM~
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