Monday, July 19, 2010

Today life sucks! Is everyday life sucks! Sianz..
Didn't sleep well last night, nearly fall a sleep while working. =.=

I don't know what to blog, my mind is BLANK. Listening to old school songs. ^^ Kind of random. hahaha...

Still doing the stupid same things every single days, is there any way to let me stop doing it? Sigh! Let's think back....I think I make a wrong move. Wrong move to give up so easily, but hanging on also no point. No matter what both ways will make me tears. Sigh!

Wasn't feeling well this few days, my head is spinning round and round. I even scare I will just faint. =( Am i having a illness? Ok, I am so freaking scare now. What if I just die like this? Nooo... I still have to blow my 21th candle, if there is someone willing to celebrate with me -.-

Mariah Carey - I stay in love
Dying inside cause I
can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional
love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds
And I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SU
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do but
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

I stay in love Love
Oh, I stay in love.

Forever Love - I don't believe it anymore! Never say it unless you can do it. Or else just STFU!