Sunday, September 10, 2006

10-09-06

wat happen to mi? i am so stress. i hate SSG! i am so stupid tt i cry over the stupid things. nw i reali have damn red eye lor. i cannot think of better way to make myself happi. of cuz i wun not have a moody face at outside. this problem it will only happen on mi. i have a bad attuide i noe tt ppl wun not lyk my attuide but wat to do? i cannot change wan.. it must take time. y u wan to say all the past thing to mi? saying tt i damn asshole. i dun feel lyk living in dis whole anymore. u are making mi more worst wen i only wan a coat. if too exp den i dun buy lor. anyway is just a test. i wonder y the ITE wanted to have dis course. it make my life sux. although is gd to learn make-up and hw to wear clothes. but dun u think to early 4 us to buy all dis kind of things. not everyone lyk u is rich. there students hu have problem in their home. k lor. nw happen to mi liao lor. FUCK SIA!!! i am not working. i cannot afford to buy so exp thing but all things are exp. need $100 plus lor. i regret to study dis course although it is easy to score A but the problem is money. haiz. i only can say tt i am damn idiot and SAD. i nv even think of those words and u use dis kind of words to say mi. do u noe tt u hurt my feeling? u will say tt i dun care abt ur feeling but is not true lor. watever la. i nw i need to depend of myself liao. i am a useless person nw.
pls dun ask mi wat happen to mi. i dun wan to say. i am just a lonely person. and pls stop crying i cannot stop crying. i dun noe wat happen to mi nw. nw i just need a gd rest and tml will be a new day 4 mi again. i dun wanna to happen it again cuz the feeling is suz. pls dun say tt kind of words to mi again.. i will worry 4 u de!

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