Ytd 10 july, was a day that P plate could be taken down. =)

I just feel kinda of stupid if i still tell others about my feelings, everyone will say the same thing to me. So now i have to hide again. And the things i say, but is not that i wanted. I still the same shit everyday. FUCK! There won't be a "P" for me but is only a "E". SIGH~

EMO EMO EMO EMO

Working is stress up! But i didn't regret it, all i hope is to improve myself and don't make careless mistake anymore.

Everyone had date on friday, except for me. =0 LOL!

Saw someone's blog and she wrote: that loving someone so much, is not being noble to set him/her free, unless you haven given your all and every effort you put in is not working for the both of you. Have you already fight til the end to keep that someone you love so much by your side?
When you know the two of you are still in love with each other, but some circumstances seem to grey your vision of a blissful future, then think.. Have the both of you tried to salvage? Tried to solve?
OF course, if obviously the other party no longer loves you, and you have confirmed that fact from her/him, then leave but give your most sincere blessings. You know you will be appreciated.
Don't come blaming me telling me you fought so hard to keep that loved one by your side til the extent you used unscrupulous methods. I never agree on that.

I don't really know what the main reason that he wants to break with me, and I don't think is because he change his heart and that why he wants it. Whether we still be friend, is already up to him. Anyway I would like to say thanks to him because I lost a love but i gain love from my parents. Somehow this is my first time that I love my parents ALOT! I won't blog anything about him anymore because I don't know whether he will be reading it and I don't want people to hate him or what.

Although sometime I still can feel that he's at my side, but is was just a lie. Everywhere I go, Everything I do there, there will always something to link with him. Few days ago, I try to think to SMS, MSN and even email to him but I stop myself from doing it. Even I did, he also won't bother anything de. That's HIM! Heartless and cruel! HAHAHA~ Even his friends was shocked that he changed and I really hope he won't change to someone that is heartless and cruel. Is heart pain to see if you treat someone like what he did to me. I can be victim but no more next one, k?

Thanks for appearing my life since sec 1 and now we ended our relationship plus friendship too. All the best to your future! =)

Thanks to vanessa, who actually accompany the first 3 days. Because she think that I will do something stupid. Thanks buddy!
Thanks jk, xl and thai for seeing me cry like FUCK and console/meet me when I ask you all. =)
4 of you were the only one who saw me, how sad I am! If I didn't turn to you all, I might commit suicide because I don't know what to do when he ask for a break up. Thanks wg, rx and jy for toning session for the past 2 weeks, and all of you actually help me to go through the hardest period of time. Thanks to those who concern about me. =)

Got a new haircut and I shall put down everything behind. Make my life better! I want my license faster! And i want to buy SLR camera too! Those wishes that we couldn't do together, I shall do all by myself.


Pls laugh at me when you saw me!

PS: I AM FUCKING HUNGRY! Last meal was during lunch, and i AM LOSING WEIGHT AGAIN!

Yesterday was 7/7 and my driving was lesson 7, so triple 7 for the day. =) LOL.
My driving suck TTM~ Sian! Guess the instructor got afraid of me le bah. The instructor is a young and handsome guy. hahaha~ But he won't entertain me not like the first instructor. Still need help for my driving. =(

I did the same thing again when i went home. Memories just flow back to my mind, and feeling was low. If I have a wish, I just wish to lost my memories. Because i can forget everything that had happen. I don't wish to think it anymore, but it just stuck in my mind. Hais, what can i do?

LIFE SUCK! I lost my battle to R/S, so as my job too. Stress up! FUCK! I need a damn new life can? =(



Super junior - no other. OMG! They are damn cute! =)

I need alot of money now, who wants to give me? LOL~

I am doing something which i not suppose to do, thinking something that i shouldn't be thinking too. FUCK~ What's wrong with me? I really can't stop thinking

Out of sudden, I know is impossible but I chose not to believe it. I know I am stupid but I just waiting for something. That most people won't do it de. Somehow, I just can't accept the fact. I regret what i did, and not I couldn't turn back the time anymore. If I have any chance, I will do it in happily and peaceful. Sigh~ I really need something to distract me for this matter. =(

I am scare to do it alone and I might break down one day. I don't know what to do.

如果我能回到以前，我会选择不认识你。不 是我后悔。是我不能面对，没有你的结局。
从此以后，我们的幸福，与彼此都无关了。
我没有很想你，只是开心的时候会想起你， 你是我第一个想要分享的人。
我没有很想你，只是在听歌的时候会突然想 起你，不为什么，只因为那歌词里写的好像我和你。
我没有很想你，只是在早晨醒来的时候会突 然想起你，不为什么，只因为梦里出现的好想你。
我真的没有很想你， 我只是在不想想你的时候想起你。
想你，但却害怕让你知道， 所以不敢也不会打扰你。
我一直比你想象的更加爱你， 可是我却不能告诉你。
想你，不打扰你，是因为太爱你。

Shall update my blog now.

Last friday, meet up with _____ and friends to go club. I not going to find guys or what, I just go there to enjoy and listen to the music. I like rebel and their songs are quite nice. =) Shall ask rx to go next time. muhahahaha~ Went home at 5.30 am, suppose i am the first one should i reach home but my house there road block so go bishan then hougang then my hse. And i pay extra $10, FUCK~

When i reach home, is already 6 am and i have to CDC to buy my PDL, so i didn't sleep but just rest awhile. Went to CDC about 8 plus, brought PDL and book my practical lesson. Then customer service person told me that there is a slot at 2.30pm and ask whether i would want to take, so i agree. Went home after that, waste time then leave house again to CDC to drive. WoooWooo, driving is fun. =0 Went home after that again, and went out at 10plus to meet them at tpy. FUCK, i went out of the house for 3 times. Waste my transport fees, and i didnt have a proper meal for the whole day. FUCK~

Ton till 7am and went home after that. Zombie of the day~ Slept and wake up around 3 plus, went out at 5 pm. Meet xian and boss for short shopping and dinner. =)

And today is monday blue, and FUCK my work. My job load is so huge today, fuck.. Super stress in the morning. Sigh~

I was thinking what if we saw each other on the streets, will u say "hi" or just walk away? I always tell me "Please dont care about his life anymore, JUST FUCK CARE!" But i couldn't do it all. The feeling is bad, I know why when i saw i felt so sad. Because you couldn't treat me like them. If you couldn't do it at all, then why the fuck you told me we can?

Shit, i am taking his words too serious.... nooooooonooooooooo..

I lost all my confident for everything, I don't know why. I need to get back but can i? Why my life still so fuck up? How could this happen to me? I made my mistake, I got no where to run. I need a brand new life, anyone willing to give me? LOL. =X

Toning session was fun yesterday, think our meet up will next next week. Aww~~ I will miss you guys. =.= lol.

And i survive without sleeping for 35 hours, I AM A ZOMBIE. Haha~~

Somehow shouldn't went to see it anymore, and now feel so emo. =.= I don't know why too, sigh. Feel pain and disappointed. FUCK IT! Why do it happen so suddenly again? That is why I know why he will be like this, and i realise say letting go ( i thought i have le). But why? Why am i feeling like this?

Is 6am in the morning, and i still awake. Just came back from Rebel, I realise actually not only guys are jerk, girls are bitches too. Shouldn't have a flirt around when u got a BF but PRETTY girls dont mind. Just feel upset for her bf, LOL.. Fucking tired now, but must endure.....

Shall blog later...

10th

I still remember today is ur day appointment with dental. Somehow it just remind me of you, talking to me when u put on ur braces. And we couldn't quarrel because i will laugh at you, but now we really couldn't quarrel anymore le. Because you don't belong to me anymore. I miss the days with you.

I got a weird emotion now. Sometime feel ok, sometime emo. Really very randomly. Today is 1st day of the month, fuck this day. Sigh! I hate 1st day of the month because is our anniversary and now not consider anymore. FUCK 1st!

Forcing you to be someone you don't love anymore, will just only make both of us suffer. In the end, I still have to let you go no matter what. Letting you doesn't mean I don't love you anymore, is just that I want you to be happy. You must be happy with your life now, and i think you got into school you wanted. I know you will never talk to me again, and I did what you want. Stop smsing(contacting) you all this, and I did it. I didn't disturb your life anymore, you can just forget about me, Jane Yoong will never appear in your life anymore. If you want to delete me from FB, msn just do it bah. Since you don't really treasure our friendship, then just do it bah.

Just don't regret what you did, because life is so short. Like what you say, we cannot be qing ren but can be best friend. But what did you do? I treasure what i have now. No bf = freedom. I have lots lots lots of freedom. Although my life suck now, but i know will get better in time.

I not going to forget you because you were my first and true love.

I know i won't be having another relationship because there won't be anyone like me. Only you (dumb) will fall in love with me. =.= I mean it seriously.

9th

Yesterday don't know who the hell, search "Jane yoong blog" at google. WTF~ In this world got how many jane yoong sia? LOL. Need to search de meh?

If nothing happen, i will be looking forward to fri/sat outing de. But it was a nightmare to me. =( Everything changes in a day. Everyone say "oh, you find a better one la, dont worry." Is sound easy but it seem to be hard. If really is true, then the world there won't be any jerk around le. I keep telling myself, stop thinking about him can, he doesn't even treat u like a friend anymore, what for still thinking about him. Sigh, i hope i can do it, but is just too hard.
Will you say Yes again?

What if one day, i suddenly disappear from this earth? What you will tell me?

Every lyrics that i post, i damn true. My feelings, my thought, my love.

Shall learn driving next week onwards, nobody going to help me this time. And i really have to depend myself le. For everything. Wanted to ask about iphone thing, but I don't have the courage to do it anymore.

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I´d miss you so'
Loneliness up ahead
Emtiness behind
Where do I go'

And you didn´t hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know'
Still I miss you somehow

From the bottom of my broken heart
There´s just a thing or two I´d like you to know
You were my first love,
You were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
from The Bottom Of My Broken Heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love,
I never knew love
Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

"Baby," I said,
"Please stay
Give our love a chance for one more day"
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love´s all about

But you put a dart
Through my dreams
Through my heart
And I´m back where I started again
Never thought it would end

From the bottom of my broken heart
There´s just a thing or two I´d like you to know
You were my first love,
You were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love,
I never knew love
Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

You promised youself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here

From the bottom of my broken heart
There´s just a thing or two I´d like you to know
You were my first love,
You were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love,
I never knew love
Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

" Never look back" we said
How was I to know I´d miss you so'

8th

Don't know what to blog today, nothing much happen.

All the memories just flash back, out of the sudden i feel like living in this world is unmeaningful so . Don't know why, maybe is just he left my side suddenly. And this time, he is really leaving me all alone. =(

Everyday life is so fucked up, sleep, wake up, go work, go home, sleep, wake up. Totally no life at all. Can i do something special? Hais, i still lost my direction. What's the first thing should i start?

You leave me breathless.
不爱孤单 一久也习惯
不用担心谁 也不用被谁管
感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话 随便听一听 自己作决定


Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to these rules
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

PS: I wonder that person remember what i ask you to do de mah? I am waiting everyday. =O Please help me!

Is 7th day le, I can't imagine everything happen on last week.

Today during work time, i was thinking that if he is this kind of person? Yup, i think so. Once he met a new girls, he will easy fall in love and that how he fall in love with me =.=. Before me, there was a girl he like but didnt get together. So i must consider this 3 years, i am lucky that he didn't meet any new girls lor. LOL. FUCK MY LIFE!!!!!

My life is really fucked up man, I don't know what to do or rather say i don't have any motivation le. What i want? What i need? What i am doing? I know nothing. I want a life can make me happy everyday. I need a man who can really care for me. =.= I am doing something useless.

Just now browse through a video on facebook, i find that video is quite true to what i am feeling now. And everyday finding songs that match my feeling. Just like listening to 原谅我.


Im sitting here
Thinking bout
How im gonna do without
You around in my life and how am I
I gon' get by
I ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well boy im not alright
Feel out of place and out of time
I think im gonna lose my mind

So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)
So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that i will never love again

I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here its clear to see
There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I cant have you in my life

So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time, so lonely)
Oh let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again

True true true. =(
Someone please save me~
PS: Now i realise once i am alone, i will think about you. The past of our relationship. =( Is ending too fast, to fast till i stare in the blank. Couldn't have time to think what should i do. I am sad!

Thanks for reading my blog everyday. =) LOL! Is a sunday and I am stuck at home. Toning session ytd with rx, xl, jy, jk, tl and wg. But jk, tl and wg went home around 4 plus, so ended left 4 of us ton till 6 am in the morning. Was quite fun day because we had long time didn't gather together le. Plus all of us are single too. And they welcome me to join them "Single hood life" LOL. This is first thing that i wanted to do all along. =) We have heart to heart talk, somehow i have a stubborn mindset now. They advise me alot, is just that i don't want to do it. Sigh!

Like what u all say time can cure everything, i hope is true. Till now, he never left my mind before. Even i sleep, i will still dream of him. Wherever i go, i still think of him. Just a one word, I Miss You.

I am willing to suffer all this by myself. As long as you are happy, i am fine with it.
Because of me, you change your heart.
Because of me, you change to be heartless.
Because of me, you lost your freedom.
Because of me, you living in pain.
Because of me, you are not happy.

Me this kind of person, will never get into another relationship again le. Unless i can meet another person like you, but it will never gonna to happen to me de. I have u as a BF, is my fortune but for u is just a torture. I believe this 43 month of relationship, u were the one making me happy but i only brought u suffering. And now is my turn to give u happiness and i will suffer it. I say before, if i have another chance, i will still want to be with u. Is just that there won't be any chances anymore le.

If you get to be with that girl together, just treasure and treat her well. I believe that girl can bring you happiness and both of u will be happy.

Guess tonight, i cant sleep at all. Just told them that i dont have tears for him anymore but don't know why today..... Sigh, maybe i know something that hurt me.

A can of beer = my sleeping pills.

Suddenly everyone is reading my blog. LOL, is because i being dump and everyone is reading the joke? Haha... Who care? =)

I am sick now, love sick and physical sick. Was thinking why the hell i will get flu? Crazy weather that make me sick. Plus heartbroken too. Shag lah~ =(

Today went to Ubi just for my ftt internal evaluation test, took cab there yet the stupid uncle doesn't know that place well. Fuck! $7 just for the fuck cab fare, took the test less than 20 minutes and left the place. Took 93 then 238 then 142. Kinda of stupid, and was hoping to see him nearby. but.....Sigh!

Eat medicine just now but later shall eat 2 more. FML now.

I think i am the world stupidest women bah, suffer for a long time but i can forgive what he did for me. Yup, hate person, i will rather forget what he done. My life turn upside down just for a word. Hais~

Is the 4th day already but it seem like years.
Sigh~ I thought i already forget about you but i still do the same thing whenever i on my laptop, searching for you. Wondering what you doing now, all this? But why the time seem to be so slow.

Ytd i did something stupid, i shouldn't have msg/call you. I am sorry because i was half drunk half awake, i don't know what i am doing. Till this morning, then i read the msg again.
Firstly, u say we can be friend back. - but u seem to be avoiding me and doesn't willing to do it too.
Secondly, u say u nearly want to fan lian when i went to find you - you still have the face to fan lian? LOL. But at least if u tell me the truth everything face to face, i wont be so suffering like now, and we might be best friend too. you were the one who destroy this r/s and friendship.

Honestly, i though actually u will say some comfort words to me ytd but u didn't. Hais, people do change and i didn't expected you will change so much. Why u become like this?

I try to make u happy for this few months, and u show me attitude, lost game throw temper at me, hungry also throw temper at me. I thought i did something wrong and let u throw temper at me but i was wrong, u just making use of me. treating me like nobody. Even thought, you were treating me nasty, i still endure and nv give up on you. I nv thought of giving up on you. Maybe i just stupid~

All along, i was waiting for u to say break up with me. Because i dont want to hurt you, i rather be the one hurting. So now you did it, i dont want u to suffer what i have now. And i know you wont feel sad or guilty, is because i am already nothing in ur heart. When the moment you change you DP, status at fb and all the passwords, i already know you wanted it so damn much. Seeing me suffer, will u actually care as a friend?

My friends was so shocked when they saw me drunk. I don't want to cry infront of them anymore and i chose to cry alone. The pain i suffering now, you will nv know. Because you got "lover" and game.

I already plan what to do and give u during ur birthday and our 4th anni. And now everything had gone.

U promise me to bring me to taiwan, but it was just a lie.
U promise u will love me forever, but u say just for the sake of say.
U say u will nv leave me, but u leave me alone.

We got alot of things not done yet, and there is always a thing i want to do is to develop our photos. And this thing suppose to be our 4th anni present but now i will just keep it. I wont throw away anythings that u gave to me, because those things were brought for me when u love me. At least, i know you love me before.

The love you gave me once, i will never forget. Because there was the only time, you really treat me as your gf, "wife", everything in your life. Time will nv goes back anymore, I dont know how long i can be ok.

Ok, i not going to change my blog url or what. And all of you already know that we had broke up on monday. He chose to break up with me because mainly he say HE DOESN'T LOVE ME ANYMORE~ If this was the reason, he should have told me earlier but he chose to hurt me so painfully. And he also fall in love with a girl which he met at IT fair. Is like WTF! You are suppose to go there and work but u actually go there and fall in love? FUCKER! I damn trust u so much and i didn't do anything betray u, this is the fuck result i get from you.

You want me to let go u? U think is easy? I know u already let go of this r/s long time ago, u were so heartless that u were the one i know. I nv know that u were so heartless, heartless till was a pain to me. And now I only have to make myself drunk to forget about you, do you know how hurt i am?

If u want to break with me, u should do it clearly and straight forward. Still use sms to tell me, and i got so many question mark? If u told me when i was at home, i will cmf berserk. But u chose to tell me during when i am work, i cant even do a thing in proper. And whatever i do was all wrong. I was crying all the way when i went to meet them at hougang. You say a word "break", had already destroy my life, i lose all my directions, my dream had destroy. EVERYTHING BECAUSE OF YOU, now i have to make myself suffer so that i can forget about you.

But what about you? Starting to msg her already? I think you actually meet up with her. You say you won't woo her, you say you guilty. Yet you still have the face to do all this to me? Even you say is not because of her, you will also break up with me. Ya, maybe yes....But you were the one is immature, you think carefully that we countiue also not use. you say break jiu break, nv thought of how i will felt?

On sunday, after i left ur house, I was so happily walking home, but in few hours later, u wan break jiu break lor. And i really didnt expect you 说了再见 才发现再也见不到. And that was the only time you say goodbye to me.

Actually you already plan everything le, if not the moment you ask, immediate you change ur status at FB, password all change? Do you actually have to be so rush? And now, whatever i do, where ever i go, u were just in my mind. But i doubt u wont feel sad or what. Because i didnt hurt you at all.

I still got alots of things that you promise to do with me. But u change ur heart, change to another person. u show ur true face out. U are not the jin han anymore.

011106 - 210610
Had ended

How can I don't be sensitive? Someone tell me what to do? Every minute and second, i keep thinking. Why everything are so coincident?

Actually what they said are right, I am just making myself suffering. Because I keep everything to myself and I bear all the pain to myself too. I don't want to trouble my friend just to listen to my unhappy relationship stuff. And I am not allow to complaint/say/talk about my feelings to him. That's why, I become so emo. =( Hais.

Yesterday I called someone for 1 hour, but that person didn't bother to answer. 52 miss call. =) In the end slept at 2 am plus and wake up 6 plus, yet i still late for work. I think i should copy my brother to break record for not sleeping for a week, but i going to break my record to sleep 6 hours everyday bah.

Sigh~ I can sacrifice my life for you, how about you?


PS: 大方一点啦，Jane~

Start playing game lo......... I only can be stalker and follow behind quietly. =)

Update my blog since I got nothing to do.
I going to start work on Monday which is 14 June.
Working as billing assistance, just like data entry bah.
I know it will gonna be a bored job but hopefully I will like it. =)

I really doesn't know actually you really concern about my stuffs so much, really glad that you actually wants to help me. Thanks my friend. =)

I dont have the courage to say out my thoughts and feeling,that why I chose to use crying to avoid everything. I really didn't know you notice me that I actually had a difficult time. Although I am now, but i really hope time will help me to get rid of those unhappy things.

Don't worry about me, even there isn't I can turn but I wrote out my feelings in my secret book. At least, I chose to write out. =)

Watching 天才衝衝衝 on youtube now.
Because I do all things by myself. Play game to myself, talk to myself, laugh to myself, share trouble to myself because there isn't anyone willing to play with me, talk to me and listen to my trouble. =(
Sound pathetic, yes indeed. =.=
Hope tomorrow can hear good news.
And happy moments won't last long. =(

I can't ask anything and all i can do is endure. No matter how sad/unhappy, i still have to endure. Hais. Life suck. I need someone to listen to my pain~~~~~ =(

原来孤单是很恐怖~ I finally realise what is the feeling for lonely. I got no one to turn too when i am feeling so down. Not even BF, because he banned me from talking to him. Hais. Can't blame him, is my fault.

Totally H-E-A-R-T-B-R-O-K-E-N! Really feel sad when I heard that someone scold me because I didn't want to work. I really really try my best to find le. Nobody will understand my feeling bah.

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你的笑 你的好 脑海里 一直在绕
我的手 忘不了 你手的温度
心碎了一地 捡不回 从前的心跳
身陷过去 我无力逃跑
说再见 才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老 永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱 一分一秒都好
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛