Is 7th day le, I can't imagine everything happen on last week.
Today during work time, i was thinking that if he is this kind of person? Yup, i think so. Once he met a new girls, he will easy fall in love and that how he fall in love with me =.=. Before me, there was a girl he like but didnt get together. So i must consider this 3 years, i am lucky that he didn't meet any new girls lor. LOL. FUCK MY LIFE!!!!!
My life is really fucked up man, I don't know what to do or rather say i don't have any motivation le. What i want? What i need? What i am doing? I know nothing. I want a life can make me happy everyday. I need a man who can really care for me. =.= I am doing something useless.
Just now browse through a video on facebook, i find that video is quite true to what i am feeling now. And everyday finding songs that match my feeling. Just like listening to 原谅我.
Im sitting here
Thinking bout
How im gonna do without
You around in my life and how am I
I gon' get by
I ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well boy im not alright
Feel out of place and out of time
I think im gonna lose my mind
So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)
So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that i will never love again
I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here its clear to see
There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I cant have you in my life
So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time, so lonely)
Oh let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again
True true true. =(
Someone please save me~
PS: Now i realise once i am alone, i will think about you. The past of our relationship. =( Is ending too fast, to fast till i stare in the blank. Couldn't have time to think what should i do. I am sad!
