Today life sucks! Is everyday life sucks! Sianz..
Didn't sleep well last night, nearly fall a sleep while working. =.=

I don't know what to blog, my mind is BLANK. Listening to old school songs. ^^ Kind of random. hahaha...

Still doing the stupid same things every single days, is there any way to let me stop doing it? Sigh! Let's think back....I think I make a wrong move. Wrong move to give up so easily, but hanging on also no point. No matter what both ways will make me tears. Sigh!

Wasn't feeling well this few days, my head is spinning round and round. I even scare I will just faint. =( Am i having a illness? Ok, I am so freaking scare now. What if I just die like this? Nooo... I still have to blow my 21th candle, if there is someone willing to celebrate with me -.-

Mariah Carey - I stay in love
Dying inside cause I
can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional
love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds
And I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SU
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do but
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

I stay in love Love
Oh, I stay in love.

Forever Love - I don't believe it anymore! Never say it unless you can do it. Or else just STFU!

Yawn~ 是累的咯!
Super shag now. Slept at 4 am and wake up at 12 plus.

Let blog about BOSS'S 21th birthday. Is 5th time, We celebrate for her, except for last year.
Get ready and prepare around 4 plus, get out of the house and went to J8 to buy Hello Kitty balloon. Didn't expected to be SOOOO Big. Somemore I have to take that stupid balloon from Bishan to Orchard. I don't dare to take MRT, so in the end took bus to Orchard lor. >.<

Meet up with boss and went to far east to waste time as we need to wait for Bee to arrive. Shape my eyebrow. Like finally after so long, i went to trim it. Neat and nice. =) Change our venue to Marina Square, and i forgot that there is a road block due to NDP. Suck lor, have to walk from Raffles City to Marina Square. =.= Dinner was at Mr Curry, dessert at changing appetizer. Celebration at Esplanade.

Took lots of photos. Went home at 1 am, waited for NR6 for 15 minutes and the bus journey is sooooooo long. 45 minutes then reach my house. Suck! Luckily I got R&B songs to make me awake. =.=


Our group photo. After sooo long, finally we gather together. =)
More photos at Facebook.


Thanks to this balloon!

Thanks to the one who let me SLIM down, I am happy because I lose 3 to 5 kg! =) 5kg more to go~ Thanks for my parent to bring me to eat Wen Tong Ji today, because I am craving for it, but no one wants to accompany me. =(

I want to watch MOVIES!!!!! Anyone?

4 more months to my birthday, and i doubt i will be opening Chalet. After so many things happen, I really have no mood to thing about it now. So hope things will get better when time come.

I love my Girlfriends!!!!!
I love my Mum & Dad!!!!!
I love my "GAYS" & Ladies!!!!
I love my Buddy!!!

Ok, I got nothing to do and look back to my entries. -.- I really miss the days, the days when he treated me so good. But now, time won't go back anymore.

The things that I am thinking, it won't be happen on me. It won't come true too. Even thought is been a month but I still feel like everything happen on yesterday. I only can say, I miss you. That's all! No more hate, no more anger, no more love, no more tears. I only miss you. Hais~ But i am not going to do anything, so don't worry people. Missing a person, doesn't mean I have do action. As long as he is happy, everything is worth it. =)

If you feel that I am writing the same old thing over again and again, then just dont read it. Every post, I wrote it with my feelings so I can't remember did i wrote it before anot. Pls understand, I got a STM!

I miss you~ I miss you~ I miss you~

TGIF~

Somehow Friday is just a normal day to me. I used to look forward for it but no longer now. =X My dad gave me a hard question about maths and need to crack my brain to do it. But still can't get the answer. ARGH!

Treasure the love ones before losing it. I regretted it and now I doesn't have the chance to treasure it anymore. =( Never mind, time will cure everything (like what all of you all said). Although sometime I still think but just don't give that FUCK feeling. You never know how painful and breathless feeling is. That feeling is torturing me. SO PLEASE FUCK OFF~

Is a lazy friday for me. Dinner was 1/4 potion of the food nia, and now i am feeling hungry! But no more eating because is time for me to diet. Suppose have drinking session tonight that we plan last month and now 2 person couldn't make it. Such a tiring job to notify everyone. =.= Hate to be planner. Always something will crop up!

Shouldn't have drink lime juice during lunch time, and now my stomach pain plus menses. SUCK! Feeling like dying soon. LOL, FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll back off so can live

Say it directly

Looking at me

Say it looking into my eyes

Did you just say you wanted to break up?

Did you want to end it with me?

(I know) You probably got a lady

(I know) You probably got sick of me

Even though the tears are rushing to me

I'll back off so you can live

That is all I can say

I'll forget you so you can live better

So that you will be happy without me

The love you tossed away

You can take it

Don't leave even a trace behind and take it all

Don't even say you are sorry

Don't worry about me

Sorry My Sweety

Your lips that told me that you were going to leave

Why does it give me a reason to be angry today?

I need to stop you

The words don't go out

And you are already moving far apart

(I know) You will forget me

(I know) I will really hate you

Even though you know everything

I'll back off so you can live

That is all I can say

I'll forget you so you can live better

So that you will be happy without me

The love you tossed away

You can take it

Don't leave even a trace behind and take it all

Don't even say you are sorry

Don't worry about me

(You) The reason I lived

(You) You were all I wanted

You~

It was me who only looked at you

(Why) Why are you leaving?

(Why) Why are you tossing me away?

If you were going to be like this

Why did you love me in the first place?

Do you happen to remember that day?

That day when we first met

I still remember it

The promise you made to me

That you will only care for me

That you will only protect me

That you will only love me

I believed your lies

I believed it

Did you really love me?

I'll forget you so you can live better

True lyrics! =)

Random post!

Just don't give me back the feeling can!? I hate that feeling, make me feel so uncomfortable. PLS PLS PLS!!!!

Now is the season of break up period! Why do we girls have to suffer for guys who doesn't appreciate us? Never find a guy who is 大男人, cuz this kind of guys are the hardest one to fulfill whatever they want. SO JUST FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE!

Is true about this - Why did i even bother when you are not making an effort.

Ok, I think I am going to learn Muay thai, since i got so much time plus nothing to do. What don't i just go and learn some skills. More research on it first.

Before that, anyone wants to go Genting on september? $88 for 3 days 2 night. Hopefully still got promotion till sep. I WANT TO GO! HAHAH, go le jiu dont come back anymore =.=

I want go suntan, I want to go holiday, I want to fix my CPU, I want to finish my driving, I want to get SLR camera, I want i want i want!! All i need is MONEY and ACCOMPANY! Anyone is willing to do for me? *wink wink* =)

Ytd driving was fun. And I realise driving circuit is damn bored because only can drive till 1st gear nia. =.= Oh pls, next lesson, no more circuit!

There is a thing I want to blog, I am not talking about him. Why do girls can accompany a guy for 2 years time during his army life? Even they didn't 兵变, yet in the end girls get is only a "BREAK UP" for their BF. FUCK those guys, those guys have NO BALL at all and they are JERKS too! They will only RETRIBUTION!

Should I say I already get over it? I am scare. Once I say this words, then few days later I find myself crying again. And I only can say I am tired to cry for someone who doesn't treat me as friend or what.

If I have money, I will want to fly oversea and might not coming back here. Although is stupid thinking but I want to leave this place. Too many memories that can't be forgotten.

You can't fix me, I torn apart. I wanna run away from love, this time i have had enough! Shattered all pieces of parts! Never thought I'd fall so hard, I'm putting back together my hearts. I'm broken! I know it's gonna take some time, to finally realize.

PS: I hate guys had botak! FUCK THOSE GUYS! Fucking tico!!!!

My blog will be emo post for a period.

不知为什么当我看到的时候，我的心就跳的很快, 让我无法呼吸，眼泪也掉了下来。我的心也很痛！为什么你要这样的对我？我好辛苦啊！
我真的无法相信你是这种人。 我也无法接受事实，虽然我知道是不可能会发生但是我不想放弃。
Because I am too stupid, even thought i know things won't happen for 2nd, I still want to do.
Hurt for the 1st time, I won't know is painful.
Hurt for the 2nd time, things might get worst, but still will hold on.
Hurt for the 3th 4th 5th....., still won't give up.
Until there is a day, I really know what is GIVE UP, then i will give up.

I cry again after 2 weeks of cool down, and i realise something, something bad. Couldn't say out because I don't want anyone to know. I only can see negative things and there won't be hope for me. Life still have to go on, but how am i going to go on? My mind, my heart, my everything is already not belong to me. I really try but I still couldn't do it. Everyday I have to urge to do it, but i have to stop it!!

I thought everything change but is only I THOUGHT~ =(

Should i do something stupid?

Ytd 10 july, was a day that P plate could be taken down. =)

I just feel kinda of stupid if i still tell others about my feelings, everyone will say the same thing to me. So now i have to hide again. And the things i say, but is not that i wanted. I still the same shit everyday. FUCK! There won't be a "P" for me but is only a "E". SIGH~

EMO EMO EMO EMO

Working is stress up! But i didn't regret it, all i hope is to improve myself and don't make careless mistake anymore.

Everyone had date on friday, except for me. =0 LOL!

Saw someone's blog and she wrote: that loving someone so much, is not being noble to set him/her free, unless you haven given your all and every effort you put in is not working for the both of you. Have you already fight til the end to keep that someone you love so much by your side?
When you know the two of you are still in love with each other, but some circumstances seem to grey your vision of a blissful future, then think.. Have the both of you tried to salvage? Tried to solve?
OF course, if obviously the other party no longer loves you, and you have confirmed that fact from her/him, then leave but give your most sincere blessings. You know you will be appreciated.
Don't come blaming me telling me you fought so hard to keep that loved one by your side til the extent you used unscrupulous methods. I never agree on that.

I don't really know what the main reason that he wants to break with me, and I don't think is because he change his heart and that why he wants it. Whether we still be friend, is already up to him. Anyway I would like to say thanks to him because I lost a love but i gain love from my parents. Somehow this is my first time that I love my parents ALOT! I won't blog anything about him anymore because I don't know whether he will be reading it and I don't want people to hate him or what.

Although sometime I still can feel that he's at my side, but is was just a lie. Everywhere I go, Everything I do there, there will always something to link with him. Few days ago, I try to think to SMS, MSN and even email to him but I stop myself from doing it. Even I did, he also won't bother anything de. That's HIM! Heartless and cruel! HAHAHA~ Even his friends was shocked that he changed and I really hope he won't change to someone that is heartless and cruel. Is heart pain to see if you treat someone like what he did to me. I can be victim but no more next one, k?

Thanks for appearing my life since sec 1 and now we ended our relationship plus friendship too. All the best to your future! =)

Thanks to vanessa, who actually accompany the first 3 days. Because she think that I will do something stupid. Thanks buddy!
Thanks jk, xl and thai for seeing me cry like FUCK and console/meet me when I ask you all. =)
4 of you were the only one who saw me, how sad I am! If I didn't turn to you all, I might commit suicide because I don't know what to do when he ask for a break up. Thanks wg, rx and jy for toning session for the past 2 weeks, and all of you actually help me to go through the hardest period of time. Thanks to those who concern about me. =)

Got a new haircut and I shall put down everything behind. Make my life better! I want my license faster! And i want to buy SLR camera too! Those wishes that we couldn't do together, I shall do all by myself.


Pls laugh at me when you saw me!

PS: I AM FUCKING HUNGRY! Last meal was during lunch, and i AM LOSING WEIGHT AGAIN!

Yesterday was 7/7 and my driving was lesson 7, so triple 7 for the day. =) LOL.
My driving suck TTM~ Sian! Guess the instructor got afraid of me le bah. The instructor is a young and handsome guy. hahaha~ But he won't entertain me not like the first instructor. Still need help for my driving. =(

I did the same thing again when i went home. Memories just flow back to my mind, and feeling was low. If I have a wish, I just wish to lost my memories. Because i can forget everything that had happen. I don't wish to think it anymore, but it just stuck in my mind. Hais, what can i do?

LIFE SUCK! I lost my battle to R/S, so as my job too. Stress up! FUCK! I need a damn new life can? =(



Super junior - no other. OMG! They are damn cute! =)

I need alot of money now, who wants to give me? LOL~

I am doing something which i not suppose to do, thinking something that i shouldn't be thinking too. FUCK~ What's wrong with me? I really can't stop thinking

Out of sudden, I know is impossible but I chose not to believe it. I know I am stupid but I just waiting for something. That most people won't do it de. Somehow, I just can't accept the fact. I regret what i did, and not I couldn't turn back the time anymore. If I have any chance, I will do it in happily and peaceful. Sigh~ I really need something to distract me for this matter. =(

I am scare to do it alone and I might break down one day. I don't know what to do.

如果我能回到以前，我会选择不认识你。不 是我后悔。是我不能面对，没有你的结局。
从此以后，我们的幸福，与彼此都无关了。
我没有很想你，只是开心的时候会想起你， 你是我第一个想要分享的人。
我没有很想你，只是在听歌的时候会突然想 起你，不为什么，只因为那歌词里写的好像我和你。
我没有很想你，只是在早晨醒来的时候会突 然想起你，不为什么，只因为梦里出现的好想你。
我真的没有很想你， 我只是在不想想你的时候想起你。
想你，但却害怕让你知道， 所以不敢也不会打扰你。
我一直比你想象的更加爱你， 可是我却不能告诉你。
想你，不打扰你，是因为太爱你。

Shall update my blog now.

Last friday, meet up with _____ and friends to go club. I not going to find guys or what, I just go there to enjoy and listen to the music. I like rebel and their songs are quite nice. =) Shall ask rx to go next time. muhahahaha~ Went home at 5.30 am, suppose i am the first one should i reach home but my house there road block so go bishan then hougang then my hse. And i pay extra $10, FUCK~

When i reach home, is already 6 am and i have to CDC to buy my PDL, so i didn't sleep but just rest awhile. Went to CDC about 8 plus, brought PDL and book my practical lesson. Then customer service person told me that there is a slot at 2.30pm and ask whether i would want to take, so i agree. Went home after that, waste time then leave house again to CDC to drive. WoooWooo, driving is fun. =0 Went home after that again, and went out at 10plus to meet them at tpy. FUCK, i went out of the house for 3 times. Waste my transport fees, and i didnt have a proper meal for the whole day. FUCK~

Ton till 7am and went home after that. Zombie of the day~ Slept and wake up around 3 plus, went out at 5 pm. Meet xian and boss for short shopping and dinner. =)

And today is monday blue, and FUCK my work. My job load is so huge today, fuck.. Super stress in the morning. Sigh~

I was thinking what if we saw each other on the streets, will u say "hi" or just walk away? I always tell me "Please dont care about his life anymore, JUST FUCK CARE!" But i couldn't do it all. The feeling is bad, I know why when i saw i felt so sad. Because you couldn't treat me like them. If you couldn't do it at all, then why the fuck you told me we can?

Shit, i am taking his words too serious.... nooooooonooooooooo..

I lost all my confident for everything, I don't know why. I need to get back but can i? Why my life still so fuck up? How could this happen to me? I made my mistake, I got no where to run. I need a brand new life, anyone willing to give me? LOL. =X

Toning session was fun yesterday, think our meet up will next next week. Aww~~ I will miss you guys. =.= lol.

And i survive without sleeping for 35 hours, I AM A ZOMBIE. Haha~~

Somehow shouldn't went to see it anymore, and now feel so emo. =.= I don't know why too, sigh. Feel pain and disappointed. FUCK IT! Why do it happen so suddenly again? That is why I know why he will be like this, and i realise say letting go ( i thought i have le). But why? Why am i feeling like this?

Is 6am in the morning, and i still awake. Just came back from Rebel, I realise actually not only guys are jerk, girls are bitches too. Shouldn't have a flirt around when u got a BF but PRETTY girls dont mind. Just feel upset for her bf, LOL.. Fucking tired now, but must endure.....

Shall blog later...

10th

I still remember today is ur day appointment with dental. Somehow it just remind me of you, talking to me when u put on ur braces. And we couldn't quarrel because i will laugh at you, but now we really couldn't quarrel anymore le. Because you don't belong to me anymore. I miss the days with you.

I got a weird emotion now. Sometime feel ok, sometime emo. Really very randomly. Today is 1st day of the month, fuck this day. Sigh! I hate 1st day of the month because is our anniversary and now not consider anymore. FUCK 1st!

Forcing you to be someone you don't love anymore, will just only make both of us suffer. In the end, I still have to let you go no matter what. Letting you doesn't mean I don't love you anymore, is just that I want you to be happy. You must be happy with your life now, and i think you got into school you wanted. I know you will never talk to me again, and I did what you want. Stop smsing(contacting) you all this, and I did it. I didn't disturb your life anymore, you can just forget about me, Jane Yoong will never appear in your life anymore. If you want to delete me from FB, msn just do it bah. Since you don't really treasure our friendship, then just do it bah.

Just don't regret what you did, because life is so short. Like what you say, we cannot be qing ren but can be best friend. But what did you do? I treasure what i have now. No bf = freedom. I have lots lots lots of freedom. Although my life suck now, but i know will get better in time.

I not going to forget you because you were my first and true love.

I know i won't be having another relationship because there won't be anyone like me. Only you (dumb) will fall in love with me. =.= I mean it seriously.

9th

Yesterday don't know who the hell, search "Jane yoong blog" at google. WTF~ In this world got how many jane yoong sia? LOL. Need to search de meh?

If nothing happen, i will be looking forward to fri/sat outing de. But it was a nightmare to me. =( Everything changes in a day. Everyone say "oh, you find a better one la, dont worry." Is sound easy but it seem to be hard. If really is true, then the world there won't be any jerk around le. I keep telling myself, stop thinking about him can, he doesn't even treat u like a friend anymore, what for still thinking about him. Sigh, i hope i can do it, but is just too hard.
Will you say Yes again?

What if one day, i suddenly disappear from this earth? What you will tell me?

Every lyrics that i post, i damn true. My feelings, my thought, my love.

Shall learn driving next week onwards, nobody going to help me this time. And i really have to depend myself le. For everything. Wanted to ask about iphone thing, but I don't have the courage to do it anymore.

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I´d miss you so'
Loneliness up ahead
Emtiness behind
Where do I go'

And you didn´t hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know'
Still I miss you somehow

From the bottom of my broken heart
There´s just a thing or two I´d like you to know
You were my first love,
You were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
from The Bottom Of My Broken Heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love,
I never knew love
Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

"Baby," I said,
"Please stay
Give our love a chance for one more day"
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love´s all about

But you put a dart
Through my dreams
Through my heart
And I´m back where I started again
Never thought it would end

From the bottom of my broken heart
There´s just a thing or two I´d like you to know
You were my first love,
You were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love,
I never knew love
Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

You promised youself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here

From the bottom of my broken heart
There´s just a thing or two I´d like you to know
You were my first love,
You were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love,
I never knew love
Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

" Never look back" we said
How was I to know I´d miss you so'

8th

Don't know what to blog today, nothing much happen.

All the memories just flash back, out of the sudden i feel like living in this world is unmeaningful so . Don't know why, maybe is just he left my side suddenly. And this time, he is really leaving me all alone. =(

Everyday life is so fucked up, sleep, wake up, go work, go home, sleep, wake up. Totally no life at all. Can i do something special? Hais, i still lost my direction. What's the first thing should i start?

You leave me breathless.
不爱孤单 一久也习惯
不用担心谁 也不用被谁管
感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话 随便听一听 自己作决定


Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to these rules
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

PS: I wonder that person remember what i ask you to do de mah? I am waiting everyday. =O Please help me!

Is 7th day le, I can't imagine everything happen on last week.

Today during work time, i was thinking that if he is this kind of person? Yup, i think so. Once he met a new girls, he will easy fall in love and that how he fall in love with me =.=. Before me, there was a girl he like but didnt get together. So i must consider this 3 years, i am lucky that he didn't meet any new girls lor. LOL. FUCK MY LIFE!!!!!

My life is really fucked up man, I don't know what to do or rather say i don't have any motivation le. What i want? What i need? What i am doing? I know nothing. I want a life can make me happy everyday. I need a man who can really care for me. =.= I am doing something useless.

Just now browse through a video on facebook, i find that video is quite true to what i am feeling now. And everyday finding songs that match my feeling. Just like listening to 原谅我.


Im sitting here
Thinking bout
How im gonna do without
You around in my life and how am I
I gon' get by
I ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well boy im not alright
Feel out of place and out of time
I think im gonna lose my mind

So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)
So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that i will never love again

I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here its clear to see
There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I cant have you in my life

So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time, so lonely)
Oh let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again

True true true. =(
Someone please save me~
PS: Now i realise once i am alone, i will think about you. The past of our relationship. =( Is ending too fast, to fast till i stare in the blank. Couldn't have time to think what should i do. I am sad!

Thanks for reading my blog everyday. =) LOL! Is a sunday and I am stuck at home. Toning session ytd with rx, xl, jy, jk, tl and wg. But jk, tl and wg went home around 4 plus, so ended left 4 of us ton till 6 am in the morning. Was quite fun day because we had long time didn't gather together le. Plus all of us are single too. And they welcome me to join them "Single hood life" LOL. This is first thing that i wanted to do all along. =) We have heart to heart talk, somehow i have a stubborn mindset now. They advise me alot, is just that i don't want to do it. Sigh!

Like what u all say time can cure everything, i hope is true. Till now, he never left my mind before. Even i sleep, i will still dream of him. Wherever i go, i still think of him. Just a one word, I Miss You.

I am willing to suffer all this by myself. As long as you are happy, i am fine with it.
Because of me, you change your heart.
Because of me, you change to be heartless.
Because of me, you lost your freedom.
Because of me, you living in pain.
Because of me, you are not happy.

Me this kind of person, will never get into another relationship again le. Unless i can meet another person like you, but it will never gonna to happen to me de. I have u as a BF, is my fortune but for u is just a torture. I believe this 43 month of relationship, u were the one making me happy but i only brought u suffering. And now is my turn to give u happiness and i will suffer it. I say before, if i have another chance, i will still want to be with u. Is just that there won't be any chances anymore le.

If you get to be with that girl together, just treasure and treat her well. I believe that girl can bring you happiness and both of u will be happy.

Guess tonight, i cant sleep at all. Just told them that i dont have tears for him anymore but don't know why today..... Sigh, maybe i know something that hurt me.

A can of beer = my sleeping pills.

Suddenly everyone is reading my blog. LOL, is because i being dump and everyone is reading the joke? Haha... Who care? =)

I am sick now, love sick and physical sick. Was thinking why the hell i will get flu? Crazy weather that make me sick. Plus heartbroken too. Shag lah~ =(

Today went to Ubi just for my ftt internal evaluation test, took cab there yet the stupid uncle doesn't know that place well. Fuck! $7 just for the fuck cab fare, took the test less than 20 minutes and left the place. Took 93 then 238 then 142. Kinda of stupid, and was hoping to see him nearby. but.....Sigh!

Eat medicine just now but later shall eat 2 more. FML now.

I think i am the world stupidest women bah, suffer for a long time but i can forgive what he did for me. Yup, hate person, i will rather forget what he done. My life turn upside down just for a word. Hais~

Is the 4th day already but it seem like years.
Sigh~ I thought i already forget about you but i still do the same thing whenever i on my laptop, searching for you. Wondering what you doing now, all this? But why the time seem to be so slow.

Ytd i did something stupid, i shouldn't have msg/call you. I am sorry because i was half drunk half awake, i don't know what i am doing. Till this morning, then i read the msg again.
Firstly, u say we can be friend back. - but u seem to be avoiding me and doesn't willing to do it too.
Secondly, u say u nearly want to fan lian when i went to find you - you still have the face to fan lian? LOL. But at least if u tell me the truth everything face to face, i wont be so suffering like now, and we might be best friend too. you were the one who destroy this r/s and friendship.

Honestly, i though actually u will say some comfort words to me ytd but u didn't. Hais, people do change and i didn't expected you will change so much. Why u become like this?

I try to make u happy for this few months, and u show me attitude, lost game throw temper at me, hungry also throw temper at me. I thought i did something wrong and let u throw temper at me but i was wrong, u just making use of me. treating me like nobody. Even thought, you were treating me nasty, i still endure and nv give up on you. I nv thought of giving up on you. Maybe i just stupid~

All along, i was waiting for u to say break up with me. Because i dont want to hurt you, i rather be the one hurting. So now you did it, i dont want u to suffer what i have now. And i know you wont feel sad or guilty, is because i am already nothing in ur heart. When the moment you change you DP, status at fb and all the passwords, i already know you wanted it so damn much. Seeing me suffer, will u actually care as a friend?

My friends was so shocked when they saw me drunk. I don't want to cry infront of them anymore and i chose to cry alone. The pain i suffering now, you will nv know. Because you got "lover" and game.

I already plan what to do and give u during ur birthday and our 4th anni. And now everything had gone.

U promise me to bring me to taiwan, but it was just a lie.
U promise u will love me forever, but u say just for the sake of say.
U say u will nv leave me, but u leave me alone.

We got alot of things not done yet, and there is always a thing i want to do is to develop our photos. And this thing suppose to be our 4th anni present but now i will just keep it. I wont throw away anythings that u gave to me, because those things were brought for me when u love me. At least, i know you love me before.

The love you gave me once, i will never forget. Because there was the only time, you really treat me as your gf, "wife", everything in your life. Time will nv goes back anymore, I dont know how long i can be ok.

Ok, i not going to change my blog url or what. And all of you already know that we had broke up on monday. He chose to break up with me because mainly he say HE DOESN'T LOVE ME ANYMORE~ If this was the reason, he should have told me earlier but he chose to hurt me so painfully. And he also fall in love with a girl which he met at IT fair. Is like WTF! You are suppose to go there and work but u actually go there and fall in love? FUCKER! I damn trust u so much and i didn't do anything betray u, this is the fuck result i get from you.

You want me to let go u? U think is easy? I know u already let go of this r/s long time ago, u were so heartless that u were the one i know. I nv know that u were so heartless, heartless till was a pain to me. And now I only have to make myself drunk to forget about you, do you know how hurt i am?

If u want to break with me, u should do it clearly and straight forward. Still use sms to tell me, and i got so many question mark? If u told me when i was at home, i will cmf berserk. But u chose to tell me during when i am work, i cant even do a thing in proper. And whatever i do was all wrong. I was crying all the way when i went to meet them at hougang. You say a word "break", had already destroy my life, i lose all my directions, my dream had destroy. EVERYTHING BECAUSE OF YOU, now i have to make myself suffer so that i can forget about you.

But what about you? Starting to msg her already? I think you actually meet up with her. You say you won't woo her, you say you guilty. Yet you still have the face to do all this to me? Even you say is not because of her, you will also break up with me. Ya, maybe yes....But you were the one is immature, you think carefully that we countiue also not use. you say break jiu break, nv thought of how i will felt?

On sunday, after i left ur house, I was so happily walking home, but in few hours later, u wan break jiu break lor. And i really didnt expect you 说了再见 才发现再也见不到. And that was the only time you say goodbye to me.

Actually you already plan everything le, if not the moment you ask, immediate you change ur status at FB, password all change? Do you actually have to be so rush? And now, whatever i do, where ever i go, u were just in my mind. But i doubt u wont feel sad or what. Because i didnt hurt you at all.

I still got alots of things that you promise to do with me. But u change ur heart, change to another person. u show ur true face out. U are not the jin han anymore.

011106 - 210610
Had ended

How can I don't be sensitive? Someone tell me what to do? Every minute and second, i keep thinking. Why everything are so coincident?

Actually what they said are right, I am just making myself suffering. Because I keep everything to myself and I bear all the pain to myself too. I don't want to trouble my friend just to listen to my unhappy relationship stuff. And I am not allow to complaint/say/talk about my feelings to him. That's why, I become so emo. =( Hais.

Yesterday I called someone for 1 hour, but that person didn't bother to answer. 52 miss call. =) In the end slept at 2 am plus and wake up 6 plus, yet i still late for work. I think i should copy my brother to break record for not sleeping for a week, but i going to break my record to sleep 6 hours everyday bah.

Sigh~ I can sacrifice my life for you, how about you?


PS: 大方一点啦，Jane~

Start playing game lo......... I only can be stalker and follow behind quietly. =)

Update my blog since I got nothing to do.
I going to start work on Monday which is 14 June.
Working as billing assistance, just like data entry bah.
I know it will gonna be a bored job but hopefully I will like it. =)

I really doesn't know actually you really concern about my stuffs so much, really glad that you actually wants to help me. Thanks my friend. =)

I dont have the courage to say out my thoughts and feeling,that why I chose to use crying to avoid everything. I really didn't know you notice me that I actually had a difficult time. Although I am now, but i really hope time will help me to get rid of those unhappy things.

Don't worry about me, even there isn't I can turn but I wrote out my feelings in my secret book. At least, I chose to write out. =)

Watching 天才衝衝衝 on youtube now.
Because I do all things by myself. Play game to myself, talk to myself, laugh to myself, share trouble to myself because there isn't anyone willing to play with me, talk to me and listen to my trouble. =(
Sound pathetic, yes indeed. =.=
Hope tomorrow can hear good news.
And happy moments won't last long. =(

I can't ask anything and all i can do is endure. No matter how sad/unhappy, i still have to endure. Hais. Life suck. I need someone to listen to my pain~~~~~ =(

原来孤单是很恐怖~ I finally realise what is the feeling for lonely. I got no one to turn too when i am feeling so down. Not even BF, because he banned me from talking to him. Hais. Can't blame him, is my fault.

Totally H-E-A-R-T-B-R-O-K-E-N! Really feel sad when I heard that someone scold me because I didn't want to work. I really really try my best to find le. Nobody will understand my feeling bah.

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你的笑 你的好 脑海里 一直在绕
我的手 忘不了 你手的温度
心碎了一地 捡不回 从前的心跳
身陷过去 我无力逃跑
说再见 才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老 永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱 一分一秒都好
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

Camped at home for this three days. Due to laziness, and I only have a meal per day. Anyway who going to care? Just treat it as I am dieting lor. LOL

Dota-ing, facebook-ing, youtube-ing, resume-ing........

This few days, couldn't sleep well. Don't know what happen to me. I seem to have a lot of 心事 and make me to 失眠. =( I miss my M&M chocolate. =(

知道的越多，伤心的越多~ 谢谢你让我知道原来我肯本不重要~ 我希望我能活的开心一点！


LOVE this pictures soooo much~
Next time, shall get BOSS inside too. =)


Super junior - Bonamana.
Super nice song~ Hear it and like it. =)
Bounce to you, Bounce to you.

I had a SHAG face.
I had a BROKEN heart.
I had a TIRED body.
And lastly I had a EMPTY stomach for the whole day.

Won't talk to me anymore. =[

Just now have a nap, yet I can't fall a sleep at all.
Really tired but can't sleep. Sigh~

Is 3am now, yet I still haven't sleep. Sigh~
Just now, was a miracle day for me. Finally accepted because I always kanna tio rejected.
But things happen again. =(

I am totally heartbroken, why you can talk to them nicely even they talking rubbish?
Laugh with them? But is only towards me - *angry* face ONLY~ Sigh~
Say out le, also no use... HAHAHA

I am so hungry now. OMG~ Gonna sleep soon!

I don't understand why I am the only one who always treated so badly and differently. Do I really deserve it? Yesterday seem to be okay. But now.....................speechless.

A girl can forgive a guy when he did something wrong, countless.
But when a girl did a sin, they can never be forgiven.
That's how ego and selfish guys are.
They can never swallow everything just because they love their gf.
And they called girls who do so, silly.

past movies

Random post.

Asked bf that whether we watch shrek before. But can't remember that. Lol

Luckily I got record all the movies we watch the past 3 years. And I found out the we did watched shrek 3 during year 2007.

And I realize that our last movie was dec 09. Don't even know this year, do we have a chance to watch together anot. =.=

Btw I watched ip man 2 online! Is too cruel to me, but at least I watch it. Save $10. Hahahaha.

I got lots of things to buy. But I need to get a job first. Sian~

I am tempted to put braces and it looks so cool.

Have to send my mum to harbour front center later. Hopefully can get nice chocolate at vivo city!!

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Went to an interview.
Took 853 but drop at wrong bus stop.
Suppose to Blk 322 but I drop at Blk 332.
So is like 4 stop away, and I actually walk to Blk 322.
The weather is so freaking hot.
Walked for 15 minutes, took 169.
And I miss the stop to get off. The place was so wu lu~
Lots of army camp. =.=
Drop at Yishun and too mrt home.
In the end, even mrt, I also can drop wrong stop.
What a day~
Super suay. =.=

Yesterday was packing my cupboard, saw alot of old notes taken during ITE life. Oh man~ Is really a great memories for me. Those days were so relax, there is the best part of my life. I got great friends plus best BF too. But now, everything seem to be so different. Sigh!

If i hope to get from you, I hope to get 5% love, 5% concern, 5% time and every 5% of you.

But i just know I will never get de. Just think positive. =)

I got soooooooo many unhappy things to say out but in the end i just wrote somewhere, where nobody can finds it.
Been upset/trouble for everything.
I choose to 睁一只眼闭一只眼, even though i am hurting myself but that is the only way i can do. =]

Alot of the things i saw, had already broke my heart into thousand pieces.
What to do? ha.

Gosh, tonight won't be sleeping cause she is back. FUCK SIOL~

And now, I just hope to get a job soon. Get my car license or maybe bike too.
All i need now is money. =]

PS: finding in MSN and waiting, never will be me. =)

Lambo in my firefox skin look so weird. =.= Need to change~ Change

Didn't went out this week, trying to save money.
Shall wait for movie out on online so i can watch it for free. =)
I really have to stay at home and find job le.

I am really emo now, listening to emo songs too. LOL
I shouldn't jealous over this small thing, but is really heart pain seeing that.
I wants to stop but it was so hard. =.=

PLEASE support my blogshop!!!!!!!!!!

Finally i pass my BTT.
Booked FTT on 17 june and start my practical after that. =)

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Cheap and nice. Please support it. =)))

18 april 2010

Why I treat so differently from you?
Haiz. I don't want to compare le but still I can't stop thinking about it.
Life suck. :(

Ytd so qiao, saw jy and bee with their friends ar Cathay. :)
Love ytd outing.

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My mood is super low now.
Just a minute ago, my emotion change. =[

Don't even know what i did, and now u sentence me to death.
If this is what u want, i really got nothing to say.

bye world, bye life.

Using my cousin's computer to blog now.
Will be back on monday or tuesday.
Sian~ So fast!!

Just forget everything and might be the last time.

Be happy. =]

So long didn't update my blog.
Life is still the same, just that i going to be free soon. LOL.
Free from working and busy to look for job again.

Yesterday went out with bee and xian.
Lame and fun outing again~
But i saw a person, whom i shouldn't saw. LOL
I also didn't realize that person is just sitting infront of me till he/she get off. WTF~
Super shock~~~


Us camping at the toilet again


Me and bee


Xian and me


See the bee face. O.O


Lame photo.


Photo of xian eating ice cream

At night, things started to happen again. And now, i am in a one sided place. HAHAHA~
Just hope that someone will look for you one day. =)
For the time being, i just be a stupidest women in the world bah.

Is 15th of march. And i left 13 days more to go.
But I dont have the mood to work le.
Sigh~

Yesterday was so bo liao, see my past post in my iphone.
Woooooo~~ Really miss those days.

I have to tell myself, stop going le but stay at home can't sleep well.
Should i go rent a room and stay alone better?

Just a random question, you were walking on the street alone and saw your bf hugging another girl? What will you do?
- think i will cry till faint. LOL

I got in to RP - industrial and operation management. But i dont know whether should i study anot.
90% nope. LOL.
And I also just enroll take car license. Somemore poly school is damn expensive lor.
Sian~

I just received email from them, now waiting ruixian to chose and we can start opening soon le.
OMG~ I can't believe we are actually doing this.
Will pronounce when we are fully ready for it.

I got nothing to blog and i just waiting for this month to end.
So anyone wants to eat DTF, faster chio me out.
When i resign, i won't be going there to eat anymore.
Kind of expensive.

Is march already. Time pass really very fast. =(
Didn't went to work again.
I am really a lazy bum. Hahahax.
And i still haven't give my resignation letter yet but will do it tomorrow, because i want to find new job.
Which i can work on weekend, decided to give up my weekend since i am so free.
Hopefully the pay will be okay and working time is flexible hours.
PRAY TO GOD~~ LOL!

He told me that he will be bringing me to hong kong this september and i answer to him was "IF WE ARE STILL TOGETHER THEN SAY!".
Quarrel again, hahax is normal to us, because we are unlike other couples.
We seldom talk even sms per day was like only 10? Maybe less than that.
Why are we still be together? I don't know.

D&D is finally over.
Yesterday went to work as usual, but ended work at 3pm.
So i rushed to toa payoh to buy cosmetics, i spent $70 over 4 items nia. *heartpain*
Went home bath, changed clothes and went to newton.
Dinner start at 6 and ended around 10.30pm.
Took some photos with the my colleagues and some kitchen stuffs.


He is damn tall.


My boss


My bosses.

Luckily i didn't smile with teeth, because when i reach i then realise my teeth to sesame. =(
STUPID~

Should i say i am to sensitive or think too much? Hope not to see so much le lah~~ LOL.
Didn't went to work today as my stomach was so pain.
So went down to buy mac and realise that i had long time didn't have it with my lovely friends.
Usually that will be our lunch and supper. Sigh. Is been a year le.
Time is really not enough for everyone. =(

Thanks for coming to my house last saturday! You are really a big boy le, hope that this year will be a much better year for you! And you will be ORD in 2 weeks time. Hope you will have time for me. =)

PS: Is been a long time since we had a date. =(

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~
This year CNY, is my most enjoyable time because i did alot of new things. =)
I went to sunway lagoon on Chu san because no programme on that day.
So my 2 uncles plus my dad bring me and brother go.
We went to theme park while the uncles went to eat.
Sunway is 3 times bigger than escape plus wild wild wet.
Hopefully i can go there with friends.
Is really a nice place to play, got shopping center, theme park, even MOS.


Brought 3 tees for RM130.


My cousin. And she love guys to carry her. LOL.
Xiao kai xin gou, love to smile alot.


Me and her. She is only 5 months old and I love to play with her alot.
Hope next time when i see her again, she is still cute. LOL. =)

2 more days to CNY le.
And tml i will be going back to malaysia, will be back on thursday. =)

Just a short update, later will be meeting with xian for shopping.
I need to get my shoe plus a tee or shirt or skirt.
Hopefully can get it. Oh Please~

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE. =)
And Valentine Day too....

Less than a week, CNY is here yet i still haven get my shoe and clothes. =(
I asked my bf to accompany me to go buy but he didn't want to go.
Suddenly got this feeling that, why he is like this?
Hais~ Soon he going to ORD and studying le.
Bet we will be meeting lesser and lesser, might also leave each other??? HAHAHA~
Maybe bah. Since he doesn't even want to a simple thing for me, what about marriage?
It suck.

I will be getting it on wednesday or thursday, if there is no one is free to accompany then i will be going alone bah. Since is not the first time too. =)
Hahaha..

Grats to me that i got increasement for my pay.

I will be going back next friday and will be back on tuesday or wednesday bah.
But i am totally free on thursday.
Do ask me out. hahahah~

Update my blog since I got nothing to do.
I realise that I have done all my work and I got nothing to do. =.=
But guess next month will kill my sleeping hours, because first 10 days of the month, i got to do closing. Then 11, sort all the invoices and guess won't be keying it. On 12, i will on leave till 21.
22 will be half day as i got D&D. Mean i only got 4 days to finish key the whole month invoices. How shag it will be. =(

I really hope i will get my bonus on this coming pay. Oh well~

I am looking forward this sat outing with my BF. I just realise that we have been together for 3 years plus and last sat was our first time going to orchard. =.=" How pathetic my relationship is..... LOL~

Is been damn long time since me and my bf went out for shopping.
My God~ I think we went for shopping once in a year bah. LOL.
Anyway went to 313@somerset, look for his shirt, pants while i was looking for mine too.
But i can't get any i like. =(
I saw a dress at Zara but it cost $79.90, and my bf asked to me to buy...
I have to consider first. =(
In the end, he brought a jeans at Levi while i only get a tee at esprit.

We shall continue our shopping spree next week.

Ps: Hopefully by june, I will able to fulfill my dreams~

Just random stuff.

9 pm show - is so funny and nice show. =)
Hope I can catch it everyday even i have OT.

Suddenly want to open a shop, regardless is blogspot or shop.
Will try ways to open it. =)
I just need more time.

I am so disappointed now. Sigh*

希望一天会比一天更好~
我好想忘掉一切~
原来快乐是不容易的。

This lame video is taken by ANG BEELING~
LOL.

Wanted to go oversea sooooo badly.
I really hope to go oversea with BF after his ORD.
Because I know he won't want to go out de.
Sigh* I doubt we will go lah.
Let me just dream of it then. =.=

I just look throught my old times photo.
Found 1 folder, powerpoint sides for my 4th month anniversary.
And is like soooo many months again.
I saw the video and was quite touched with it.
I put in effort for the sides and spent nights to do.
I miss those days~ =(

Out day with Girlfriends.

Our last outing was on Bee's birthday celebration, it was like 1 month again.
Did a shopping spree, but I didn't buy anything.
And which mean I only got 2 weekend left.
*Sigh*


Four of us


And everyone say WE LOOK ALIKE....
LOL

Yesterday I went home around 9 plus.
Then i saw my mum is not at home so i asked my dad where is my mum.
And he say swee en(my friend's brother) just passed away this morning.
I was so freaking shocked.
So i walked to his block to attend his funeral.
He was like only 12 this year.
He suffer from Leukemia.
I still remember the last time i saw him was at KK hospital.
Still remember that time, i was having stomach flu.
The moment i reach the hospital, i went to toilet and vomit.
I was so heartpain when i saw him.
Sigh*

R.I.P Swee En!

PS: Just finish chatting with mum for 50 minutes

Is 6th of the month which mean PAY DAY~

I want to go study!!!
I am reading a book called Rich Dad Poor Dad.
Intro by my BF. I think it help in my life.
Everyday when i board my company bus, i will dream that i am boss of my own company.
Dreaming that every money goes in to my wallet.
LOL. Hope it will come dream.

Anyway yesterday OT till 10 plus, and this morning make me sick.
Back pain, headache.
Sigh~ Faster get bouns and faster i will resign.

Monday 4 January 2010

I don' t know I am so excited for this year.
Just because I am gonna be 21 this year.
MUHAHAHA~ And I already think where to have and who to invite. =D

Today working really suck.
My colleague is sooooo childish lor, alittle bit of thing also angry.
WTF~ She is already 32. Can't tahan this kind of person.
And tomorrow there will be more show to watch.

OMG~ PSB there will be a intake on april.
I dont have enough money to pay the school fees now. =(



Got this free spongebob from my office.
Looking at this book, remind me of Bee Ling. Hahahahaha.

OMG, is 3th of January le.
That's fast.
Yesterday afternoon went out with BF and he drove to his grandmother's house to take something.
Then went to Bukit Panjang Plaza had dinner and back to his house.
At 10pm went to his friend's house for MJ.
Sian~ Lost $10, can't used to play with them.
LOL. Tomorrow have to work le.
Super sian, mean i got to OT again. =[

First post of the year 2010.

Sian, this year we, born in year 1989, will be adult after our birthday.
Sigh. How i wish i am only 18 every year. HAHAHA

Yesterday, I went out with Bf and his friends to countdown.
Firstly meet up at toa payoh.
Then to city hall.
Walked to marina square to find seats for our dinner.
Had dinner at swensen for 12 persons.
Then find seat outside starbuck so that we can watch fireworks clearly.
The time was only around 10, so we have to slack 2 hours before the fireworks.
So we sit there and talk cock. =.=
More and more people join our clique.
Ended up got 19 persons.
Cut short the story, 12am hit the clock and watched finish the firework.
Walked to city hall and need 1.30 hours.
Can u imagine is full with human on the traffic light?
Fuck. Our group even got split up.
Settle down and walked to paradise center.
Thought there will be cab, ended only human queuing up but there wasn't any cab.
So we on call cab, went back to toa payoh for some chit chat.
Chat till 5 am and back to BF's house.