a question to myself: what is a home to me? I couldn't answer when I think of this question. I don't talk to my brothers, parent or even sister. is not that I don't want to talk to them. is just that I don't like to share the room with her. because she will treat the whole room like I am invisible. making noise like nobody business. so many years, she didn't change at all. I pissed off so
many times, but what the use. i will
just forget easily. of course I wasnt the best too. I have attitude too.
but I just kept quiet at home. didn't share out anything to them. I just feel distance from them. yes, is hurt but what to do.
all I wish is to move out of this house. will give parent monthly allowance, that's all.
sometime i just hope she faster get marry and move out. I will be more happier. I got no choice and have stay over at bf's house every weekend. staying with this kind of person, how long a person can endure? seriously I think none.
fk, family issue again.
