Last day of feb.
Time pass real fast. ^^

Finally D&D had over.
Got to say, I am really LUCKY this time.
And is first time in my life, i already win lucky draw.
Not only lucky draw, also the biggest amount. =D
1000 euro.
Is freaking a lot. =)
Thanks to the luck.

I was so happy until i heard a bad news.
Weekend was quite moody
But overall, i still survive it through.
Never thought that i will actually cry for friendship. =.="
Is already over, just wants to be happy everyday single day.

Next following day, was whining that i wanted to eat nasi lemak and chicken.
And I had it when someone brought for me. ^^
But I know luck wont last forever.
So treasure it and be happy.

I am really thankful.
Thanks for everything.

Happy birthday Brother!

Today working is so damn bored!
Lucky all the bosses are not around.
And is so silence.
I like it!

Yesterday meet up with boss to beauty fair at suntec.
She was so upset that her friend help her to buy wrong color of nail polish.
Keep saying FML! -.-"
Went in to a shop and wanted to get 1 dress.
In the end, she keep asking me to buy this and that.
I spent $80 for 2 dress and 1 top.
THANKS AR!

Life is like this.
Suck TTM~

I am tired of it. Seriously~ T.T

FTT on be on friday.
And will taking leave too.
Have to go e-trial.
Please pray that i will PASS!
And outing with my girlfriends too.
Bet we got lots of rubbish to say. =)

02.14

Thanks!

Never know this will happen on me. ^^

Getting closer each day by each day.
But it will be only going to stay this way.

Crappy stuffs~
Won't hope for anything.
This is life!

Boring TTM!
Working life is always boring.

FTT next friday.
And hopefully I will pass bah
Lazy to retake again leh. =(

Time to update blog!

Month of febuary.
Today is everyone's birthday.
Happy birthday!

This year, chinese new year celebration was quite boring.
Manage to survive through.
Was sick on cui xi.
Kinda of suay lah.
Didn't have internet, feel sleepy easily, sick....

But overall not bad lah, at least someone is entertaining me. ^^

Don't want to think too much.
Although everyone say the same, but i just think that it won't go any further de.
Treasure what i have now.
At least I am happier now. =)

Watched movies at nex for the past 2 days.
Love the seats over there. =)
Is just a simple hang out days.
Thanks.

Is sunday.
And is boring at home.
Got no idea what to do.
Plus raining for whole this morning.
Kena in the raining while walking home.
Thanks to someone who curse me. =(
Ass~

4 more days to chinese new year.
Hmm..didn't really feel excited for it.
Hopefully there will are Wi-Fi for me to use. =D

Life is enjoyable now.
I am happy with what i have now.
Simple and fun. =)

Hope it can stay this way.

Slept at 5 am yet i am awake at 8 am. Zzzz
Try to fall back to sleep again yet 10 am wake up.
Sian! My sleeping hours is insane again.
In the end, cleaning my room for 1 hours plus.
Throw away a lot of clothes and things. =)

Happening months!
Too many things happen and i felt happy too.
No idea why.
I will just stop myself for doing and will hope GOOD things happen on me again. =)

Jb trip with Gf last sunday.
Was fun and we shop until we are broke.
Have to come back to singapore. -.-
Shopping spree for bee.
Dye hair with boss.
And our colors now is so damn.....
LOL! 138RM. Not cheap and expensive. =D

Meet kok and wg for dinner as i help kok to buy his auntie annie.
Dinner at NEX.
Cafe cartel.
Send kok to mrt and went to yio chu kang with wg.
Talk awhile and back to potong pasir to meet vanessa.

Talk alot of rubbish with her.
Went home at 1.15am

Tiring day but i enjoy alot.
Meet 3 bunch of close friends at 1 day.
Woooo~


Things are getting different again.
What should i do?

Finally brought new slippers from NUM =D
Thanks for accompany me.

Seriously i think my AP is really a BIG problem.
3 years ago, it was already a problem yet I though is nothing.
After reading back those chat logs with him, I find that he was still together with me is really my fortune.
If i could change my attitude earlier, things might be not same now.
=(
What is in the past, just let it go bah.

People taught me a lots of stuff.
No one is perfect.
But I am trying my best to change all the BAD attitude.

如果能... 重来

Is 4.40am.
And I am still awake. =P
Now then i realise that my DS is 3 years old and is turning yellowish. =(
Kinda of sad.
Just hope that it can survive longer.

Saturday was fun to meet up "Ni" family.
Went out with jy to accompany him buy new clothes.
First time went out with him alone.
Hmm..shop for 6 hours and went to kh's house to play mj.
I won! $5 nia.
Mac for dinner.
Slack awhile before going home.
Waited alone at bus stop for NR6.
Is soooo scary. =X
Reach home in 6 minutes nia.
There goes my $3.50.


Thanks for the entertaining. =D
I love my life. =)

Weekend is ending soon again.
Sian~

Friday
Meet up with bee and she super last minute call me out.
Wondering why she know i am free. O.o
She made me keep walking up and down for nothing. -.-
Idiot siol.
Had dinner at kopitam and walk around at ms and suntec.
Saw rx and thai.
Slack at mac and she need to charge her hp.
Aftermath walked to selegie there to meet up with boss and her friend zhilin to eat beancurd.
Chatted while and went back home. =)
Do meet up more.

Saturday
Wake up at 9 am plus.
Was waiting for the 2 pigs to wake up.
Took mrt to hougang inter and 161 to woodlands.
950 to jb.
Shopping spree for both pigs and they brought a lots of things.
Hmm..maybe i really to diet le. =(
Backed to kok's house.
Watched 1 ep of 下一站,幸福 to kill time.
Had late dinner and is mj time.
I lose a lot again.
Stupid kok win my money again. T.T

Sunday.
Home and sleep till 6 pm.
Had 2 breads for my whole day meal.
Seriously need to cut down my diet le.
Going to sleep soon lo.....


Too many things can really link back to you.
Songs, places, food, clothes...
But i am happy, at least i still can remember some good and sweet memories that you left.

I like to read back my past entries.
Don't know why too.
Just find my life so interesting.

2011 will be better year?
Hopefully bah.
My luck in mj wasn't good so PLEASE let me win back my money. T.T

Resolution for the year
Get my driving license.
Lose weight.
Secret. =D

Anyway watched first movie of the year, 鬼也笑 with the fat one and ghost.
LOL!
Saw lots of ex-secondary people at cathay.
And even watch same movie too. -.-
Headed to kok house to play san jiao mj.
Wanted to win back money, in the end i lose even more. =(
Sian~
Nevermind, anyway i win alot of money from them le.
LOL~
Shall play again when got chances.
Not happy to lose to the fat one.

Thanks for............
Thousand of thank!
Really appreciate it.

01-01-11
Nice day again.
And happy new year to everyone.

I enjoy my last day of year 2010 with those gays.
Dinner was at outram there.
Wasn't nice at all.
Feel like kana cheated.
At least i enjoy myself with them. =D
We wasted 30 minutes at mrt station to decide where we want to go.
In the end, only left me and wg went to watch firework while kok went home and jy went to his friend's house for mj.
Took mrt to city hall.
Walked to marina square, wanted to watch movie but i look at wrong timing. -.-
Ended walking around at suntec and marina square.
Waited for firework to start and foursquare to unlock badges. =)
After firework, walked to clark quay there to take NR6.
1 hour journey to kok's house. -.-
Played 3 person mj till next morning.
And i lose to kok, so later on will have free movie from him. =)

Thanks for watching fireworks with me.
Thanks for going to outram to have dinner.
Thanks for everything.
You "gays" ROCKS~ =D

Wooo~
Is last day of year 2010.
Going to meet those gays again!
Enjoy your countdown. =)

Clubbing songs rocks!! =)

Tomorrow is last day of year 2010.
Let's recap about what happen during this year.

January - March
Quit my last job.
Happy and unhappy moments with him.

April - June
Break up with him.
Clubbing for the first time.
Found a new job.

July - September
Learn driving.
Toning every weekend.
Got iphone 4 for free.
Genting trip with "ni" family.

October - December
New camera.
Got a polaroid for myself.
Clubbing with gfs.
Gift exchange with "ni" family
Jb trip

Relationship
Thanks for staying my side for the past 3 years.
And we already broke up for 6 months, hope you can find a better one.
I really thankful for giving me happiness and memories.

Friendship
GFs - last long with your bfs!
"ni" family - hope to hang out more together.
Vanessa - 10 years friendship. good luck and hope you can get in to poly.

Career
Want to get more pay job.

This year isn't a good year for me.
Can't blame anyone for anything.
Maybe i just deserve it? O.o
Working was suck at the start, lucky everything turn to be fine now.
And being a single doesn't mean end of the world, maybe at the start i wasn't thinking this way.
But thanks to that bunch of friends.
That's why i can live better now.
Treasure what you have now because happy moments won't last long.
And it will only leave memories. D:

Hope year 2011 will be a better year! =)

Finally got time to blog.

23 dec 10
Went to work as usual.
Working was fun. =)
Home, bathed and off to jk's house for mj session.
Played till 3 am and chit chat till 6am plus.
Had breakfast at mac and went home to bath.

24 dec 10
Went to work without any sleep.
Lucky only work half day nia.
Lunch at astons but couldn't finish.
Played few round of card games and off to meet girlfriends at bugis.
Make up at hotel toilet and slack at NYDC.
Waited for rx to reach and exchange gifts session.
Love them ttm! =)
Took train to clark quay and had dinner at a korea restaurant.
Walked around and decided to go clubbing at night
At TCC slack till 10pm and queue up at rebel.
Lots of people and entry fee super expensive.
Hmm...rx didn't join us because she got leave to and meet her colleagues.
Clubbing was fun with girlfriends.
Let's go again next time! =)
Dance till 3 am and leg was so sore! =(
I walked too fast and didn't realise where my girlfriends went.
Hop on to the cab, reach home and bath and sleep.

25 dec 10
Happy birthday GAY!
Wake up at 10 plus.
Prepare my stuffs and meet xl, wg and jy at mrt station.
Off to sentosa.
And the weather wasn't good at all.
Rain, sun, rain, sun. -.-
What a day!
Bathed and had dinner at harbour front market.
Walked to daiso and buy exchange gifts for the guys.
Disappointed to receive the gifts for them! =(
YOU GUYS SUCK!!! =D
Took to train to kovan and slack at a pub nearby.
Drink, cut cake and photo taking session.
Aftermath went to wg's house for mj.
Took cab home at 6 am plus with jy.

26 dec 10
Slept from 6.30 am till 3pm.
Woke up, cooked maggie mee that wg gave me.
Hmm..the maggie mee is nice. =)
Online awhile and wanted to upload photos.
But i was so damn tired, off laptop.
Went back to sleep at 5 pm.
Till the next morning.
There goes my sunday.
I was at my bed for the damn whole day!
THANKS~
First time of my life, i slept for so damn long lor.

I celebrate christmas day so different this year.
And I really want to thank "him", because I enjoy it alot.
My chirstmas eve with my girlfriends and christmas day with Ni family.
Is just too way awesome for it! =)
Ni family will always be my best friends!
Only friends~

Thanks for everyone advise and I really finally understood it.
Everyone told me how fortune i am because when i am low, there will be always friends there for me.
Yup! What for i hold on it when that person treat me like a dirt.
I realise there are many times, he doesn't treat me as human.
Just let go of everything and live on with my life.
My life is so happy without you! =D
There things you left for me is memories.

Hmm....I love my single-hood life.
What else can i say?
One word - sorry
One word - forget

Thanks for the texts, even though we are not close but ur texts make my day bright. =)

It still hurt!
No matter how many times i read or think back about the past, the pain will always be there.
Is really not easy to heal.
What should i do? =(

How does love change
Is it that easy
I'm left all alone, what am i supposed to do?
Oh baby dont leave me now

Hmm.. Finally went to CDC after mia for 3 months.
Took evaluation test and i pass.
Booked FTT and hopefully that will be earlier slot bah.
Beside me that is a guy taking same test as me, same paper somemore.
I was copying his answer. Yet he got higher than me. =.=
LOL!

Took 93 then 238 then 142.
Super one big round to my house.
Those things that i dislike suddenly I really miss it so much. =(
Just hoping for something, but i know it won't come true de.

Looking at the texts that he sent to me, i find myself being so stupid.
Why i really didn't know something is wrong?
Why i didn't try my best?
Why i still let it end this way?
Why? Why? Why?
I regret a lots of things.
But time won't go back anymore.
Now i only hope that things will get better in time.

What do u do, when u know something's bad for u but u still can't let go?

12-12-10

Nice date ar!
Hmm..Yesterday had a wonderful outing with boss.
Meet up with her at bugis and had lunch at market.
Think is our first time having lunch at market bah. =)
Then walk to sunshine plaza to see whether my camera can fix.
Took photos aftermath was stuck at parkland for awhile because was raining.
Walked to IOI plaza to find her bf awhile.
Then off to sim lim and waste time.
See see look look.
But nothing caught my eye.
Hmm..rot at lasalle and took photos.
Watched narnia at cathay.
Kinda of lame lah. LOL~
Had late dinner at hk cafe.
And went off after that.
Seriously i rot at dhoby ghaut area for whole day sia.
Love going out with boss TTM! =D

Enjoy my weekend again.
Yesterday finally 8 of us gather together and went out together.
Although it was only for awhile, but everything was worth it. =D
Love "ni" family TTM~
Dinner was at ps again, was so troublesome to settle for dinner because those guys can't make up their mind. =.=
In the end, we had Carl junior.
Aftermath walked to parkland for toilet break, and took 147 to kok's house again.
Slack and start playing mj around 2 am.
Played till 6am plus and walked to mrt with JY.
First time walking to mrt with him and took so early train home. =)
Enjoy it too.. HAHAHA~

And there it goes my weekend.

Hmm..i realise i got lots of new things.
First, I got iphone 4 for free.
Second, I brought Polaroid for myself.
Third, I had new camera.
Four, I got one super expensive wallet from my girlfriends.

Starting of the year, was a sweet times.
Middle of the year, was a painful times.
Ending of the year, was a enjoying times.

Thanks for those who are always there for me. =)

Those things i am afraid, might be happening.
And I don't want it to happen.
I am really scare now. =(
Too prevent it, there is only a thing to do.
STOP!
Wondering what should i do?


I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I thought that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away

Never thought being born a girl
How I can love you and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again