Camped at home for this three days. Due to laziness, and I only have a meal per day. Anyway who going to care? Just treat it as I am dieting lor. LOL

Dota-ing, facebook-ing, youtube-ing, resume-ing........

This few days, couldn't sleep well. Don't know what happen to me. I seem to have a lot of 心事 and make me to 失眠. =( I miss my M&M chocolate. =(

知道的越多，伤心的越多~ 谢谢你让我知道原来我肯本不重要~ 我希望我能活的开心一点！


LOVE this pictures soooo much~
Next time, shall get BOSS inside too. =)


Super junior - Bonamana.
Super nice song~ Hear it and like it. =)
Bounce to you, Bounce to you.

I had a SHAG face.
I had a BROKEN heart.
I had a TIRED body.
And lastly I had a EMPTY stomach for the whole day.

Won't talk to me anymore. =[

Just now have a nap, yet I can't fall a sleep at all.
Really tired but can't sleep. Sigh~

Is 3am now, yet I still haven't sleep. Sigh~
Just now, was a miracle day for me. Finally accepted because I always kanna tio rejected.
But things happen again. =(

I am totally heartbroken, why you can talk to them nicely even they talking rubbish?
Laugh with them? But is only towards me - *angry* face ONLY~ Sigh~
Say out le, also no use... HAHAHA

I am so hungry now. OMG~ Gonna sleep soon!

I don't understand why I am the only one who always treated so badly and differently. Do I really deserve it? Yesterday seem to be okay. But now.....................speechless.

A girl can forgive a guy when he did something wrong, countless.
But when a girl did a sin, they can never be forgiven.
That's how ego and selfish guys are.
They can never swallow everything just because they love their gf.
And they called girls who do so, silly.

past movies

Random post.

Asked bf that whether we watch shrek before. But can't remember that. Lol

Luckily I got record all the movies we watch the past 3 years. And I found out the we did watched shrek 3 during year 2007.

And I realize that our last movie was dec 09. Don't even know this year, do we have a chance to watch together anot. =.=

Btw I watched ip man 2 online! Is too cruel to me, but at least I watch it. Save $10. Hahahaha.

I got lots of things to buy. But I need to get a job first. Sian~

I am tempted to put braces and it looks so cool.

Have to send my mum to harbour front center later. Hopefully can get nice chocolate at vivo city!!

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Went to an interview.
Took 853 but drop at wrong bus stop.
Suppose to Blk 322 but I drop at Blk 332.
So is like 4 stop away, and I actually walk to Blk 322.
The weather is so freaking hot.
Walked for 15 minutes, took 169.
And I miss the stop to get off. The place was so wu lu~
Lots of army camp. =.=
Drop at Yishun and too mrt home.
In the end, even mrt, I also can drop wrong stop.
What a day~
Super suay. =.=

Yesterday was packing my cupboard, saw alot of old notes taken during ITE life. Oh man~ Is really a great memories for me. Those days were so relax, there is the best part of my life. I got great friends plus best BF too. But now, everything seem to be so different. Sigh!

If i hope to get from you, I hope to get 5% love, 5% concern, 5% time and every 5% of you.

But i just know I will never get de. Just think positive. =)

I got soooooooo many unhappy things to say out but in the end i just wrote somewhere, where nobody can finds it.
Been upset/trouble for everything.
I choose to 睁一只眼闭一只眼, even though i am hurting myself but that is the only way i can do. =]

Alot of the things i saw, had already broke my heart into thousand pieces.
What to do? ha.

Gosh, tonight won't be sleeping cause she is back. FUCK SIOL~

And now, I just hope to get a job soon. Get my car license or maybe bike too.
All i need now is money. =]

PS: finding in MSN and waiting, never will be me. =)

Lambo in my firefox skin look so weird. =.= Need to change~ Change

Didn't went out this week, trying to save money.
Shall wait for movie out on online so i can watch it for free. =)
I really have to stay at home and find job le.

I am really emo now, listening to emo songs too. LOL
I shouldn't jealous over this small thing, but is really heart pain seeing that.
I wants to stop but it was so hard. =.=

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Finally i pass my BTT.
Booked FTT on 17 june and start my practical after that. =)

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18 april 2010

Why I treat so differently from you?
Haiz. I don't want to compare le but still I can't stop thinking about it.
Life suck. :(

Ytd so qiao, saw jy and bee with their friends ar Cathay. :)
Love ytd outing.

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My mood is super low now.
Just a minute ago, my emotion change. =[

Don't even know what i did, and now u sentence me to death.
If this is what u want, i really got nothing to say.

bye world, bye life.

Using my cousin's computer to blog now.
Will be back on monday or tuesday.
Sian~ So fast!!

Just forget everything and might be the last time.

Be happy. =]

So long didn't update my blog.
Life is still the same, just that i going to be free soon. LOL.
Free from working and busy to look for job again.

Yesterday went out with bee and xian.
Lame and fun outing again~
But i saw a person, whom i shouldn't saw. LOL
I also didn't realize that person is just sitting infront of me till he/she get off. WTF~
Super shock~~~


Us camping at the toilet again


Me and bee


Xian and me


See the bee face. O.O


Lame photo.


Photo of xian eating ice cream

At night, things started to happen again. And now, i am in a one sided place. HAHAHA~
Just hope that someone will look for you one day. =)
For the time being, i just be a stupidest women in the world bah.

Is 15th of march. And i left 13 days more to go.
But I dont have the mood to work le.
Sigh~

Yesterday was so bo liao, see my past post in my iphone.
Woooooo~~ Really miss those days.

I have to tell myself, stop going le but stay at home can't sleep well.
Should i go rent a room and stay alone better?

Just a random question, you were walking on the street alone and saw your bf hugging another girl? What will you do?
- think i will cry till faint. LOL

I got in to RP - industrial and operation management. But i dont know whether should i study anot.
90% nope. LOL.
And I also just enroll take car license. Somemore poly school is damn expensive lor.
Sian~

I just received email from them, now waiting ruixian to chose and we can start opening soon le.
OMG~ I can't believe we are actually doing this.
Will pronounce when we are fully ready for it.

I got nothing to blog and i just waiting for this month to end.
So anyone wants to eat DTF, faster chio me out.
When i resign, i won't be going there to eat anymore.
Kind of expensive.

Is march already. Time pass really very fast. =(
Didn't went to work again.
I am really a lazy bum. Hahahax.
And i still haven't give my resignation letter yet but will do it tomorrow, because i want to find new job.
Which i can work on weekend, decided to give up my weekend since i am so free.
Hopefully the pay will be okay and working time is flexible hours.
PRAY TO GOD~~ LOL!

He told me that he will be bringing me to hong kong this september and i answer to him was "IF WE ARE STILL TOGETHER THEN SAY!".
Quarrel again, hahax is normal to us, because we are unlike other couples.
We seldom talk even sms per day was like only 10? Maybe less than that.
Why are we still be together? I don't know.

D&D is finally over.
Yesterday went to work as usual, but ended work at 3pm.
So i rushed to toa payoh to buy cosmetics, i spent $70 over 4 items nia. *heartpain*
Went home bath, changed clothes and went to newton.
Dinner start at 6 and ended around 10.30pm.
Took some photos with the my colleagues and some kitchen stuffs.


He is damn tall.


My boss


My bosses.

Luckily i didn't smile with teeth, because when i reach i then realise my teeth to sesame. =(
STUPID~

Should i say i am to sensitive or think too much? Hope not to see so much le lah~~ LOL.
Didn't went to work today as my stomach was so pain.
So went down to buy mac and realise that i had long time didn't have it with my lovely friends.
Usually that will be our lunch and supper. Sigh. Is been a year le.
Time is really not enough for everyone. =(

Thanks for coming to my house last saturday! You are really a big boy le, hope that this year will be a much better year for you! And you will be ORD in 2 weeks time. Hope you will have time for me. =)

PS: Is been a long time since we had a date. =(

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~
This year CNY, is my most enjoyable time because i did alot of new things. =)
I went to sunway lagoon on Chu san because no programme on that day.
So my 2 uncles plus my dad bring me and brother go.
We went to theme park while the uncles went to eat.
Sunway is 3 times bigger than escape plus wild wild wet.
Hopefully i can go there with friends.
Is really a nice place to play, got shopping center, theme park, even MOS.


Brought 3 tees for RM130.


My cousin. And she love guys to carry her. LOL.
Xiao kai xin gou, love to smile alot.


Me and her. She is only 5 months old and I love to play with her alot.
Hope next time when i see her again, she is still cute. LOL. =)

2 more days to CNY le.
And tml i will be going back to malaysia, will be back on thursday. =)

Just a short update, later will be meeting with xian for shopping.
I need to get my shoe plus a tee or shirt or skirt.
Hopefully can get it. Oh Please~

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE. =)
And Valentine Day too....

Less than a week, CNY is here yet i still haven get my shoe and clothes. =(
I asked my bf to accompany me to go buy but he didn't want to go.
Suddenly got this feeling that, why he is like this?
Hais~ Soon he going to ORD and studying le.
Bet we will be meeting lesser and lesser, might also leave each other??? HAHAHA~
Maybe bah. Since he doesn't even want to a simple thing for me, what about marriage?
It suck.

I will be getting it on wednesday or thursday, if there is no one is free to accompany then i will be going alone bah. Since is not the first time too. =)
Hahaha..

Grats to me that i got increasement for my pay.

I will be going back next friday and will be back on tuesday or wednesday bah.
But i am totally free on thursday.
Do ask me out. hahahah~