Is 2.41am now.
I shall post some random stuff before heading to lala land. =D

I had sent some resumes which my bf asked me to do everyday.
Althought I am quite lazy, but is the time to WORK le.
Oh no.. I still want to slack somemore. LOL.
Mum is coming back on sunday, so need to find job soon before she nag me again.

Mr cai jing ye is going to ARMY soon.
Really soon.. next friday 10 july. HAHA.
Freaking fast le. Hope he kanna H1N1. =D
Everyone will miss you..... hahahaha.
This saturday will have a last gathering plus celebration of xl's birthday.

This few days was fine with BF.
But I think.............Fine NVM. (the problem is still there)
I didnt went out and watch transfomer with him.
AwWww. Kinda sad. =[
Hope that he will get his lisence and bring me out. LOL.
Hopefully he will la.

Bye everyone. LALA land here i COME...

I still dont know how i survive for 1 month plus without working. =D
HAHAHA. Maybe is the time to find job le bah.
Mum went back to malaysia again. Now is my turn to do housework again. SIAN.

Awww..I miss old time.
I went to look at my past years photos.
Kinda miss the days.
During my schooling life.
hais. Time cant stop there.

Bored bored bored!!

Yesterday meet up with GFs.
Meet up with xian first. Cause boss just wake up and bee don't know go where.
They reached orchard and we change our venue to Bugis.
Took neoprint and dinner was at our lua di fang (steamboat).
Thanks boss for helping to pay the rest of the amount.
When to hougang to pass something to KH, and slack.
Cabbed home with xian. =D


Someone is stalking me while i am in the toliet.


And she ZOOM in!!!!


Nice picture but someone spoil it!!! ARGH!

I NEED TO SLEEP SOON~
Didnt have enough sleep maybe till to the aircon. =.=
I wake up at 1am plus and play stupid game till 5am plus.
Then wake up again at 9am plus.
HAHA~~~~ Seriously i need to get some nap first.
BF will be going to ECP later, so i will be staying at his house alone while waiting for him to come back. Think is a great idea, cause I have dl finish Night at Museum 2. I will be watching later when he went out bah. HAHA.

Yesterday was fun, during the lan shop. Played L4D, CS and dota. =D
Saw a lot "chio bu" too. Think the guys must be hot when they saw a girl's butt. LOL!

Nice. FD4.
Since Nitec, I been waiting for FD4. HAHAHAHAHA. =D
And it will be 3D.

Yesterday meet up with HG clan again.
Went to ECP for cycling.
I waited for them for 30minutes, thanks leh people.
Ya~~ My mood was suck at that time.
During the journey, was feeling to terrible.
I start crying once I sit on the bus, and stop crying before reaching marina parade. Seriously this time is very hurtful. But he just blame everything to me. =[ *cry cry*

Sorry guys and I dont feel like talking but thank to you guys. I felt much more better after that.

But I HATE THE STUPID GUY who made me fall down.
Now my right butt and right leg are hurt. ARGH~~~

I am feeling better now.
I wont't blame him so hurting me.
Cause I already know he wont treat me better.
Say I am dumb or what.
=D

WTF~~~~
Seriously i dont want to post about this thing in my blog de.
I just dont understand, if u do nothing wrong why u want to delete the chat log.
HAHA. I get it. Cause u can say all my bad things with them.
Delete it away doesnt mean that I cant find it.

Sometime u treat me good, treat me cold.
I dont know which side of u is real.

Maybe i am a petty person. But i dont wish to meet up with your friends ANYMORE.
When u dont want to go out with them, please stop using me as a excuse k.

This is the 2nd time, I read it when u say I AM UNREASONABLE.
Do you know that the first time when i told my friend about the chat log thing?
All of them say why are u this kind of person?
I try to cover the shit of you but u did it again!
FUCK~

You can be best friend with her. Of course is none of my business. But did u have to say me till yi wen bu zhi. You will never gonna to know how i felt.

If i didnt look at the chat log, I didnt know i am this kind of person.
SIGH........
WTF!!!!

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Just a stupid thing to tell to him.
I need a job now, stressful, long hours, ok pay.
So that I wont think about this thing much.
No matter how hard the life will be, cause of him. I GONNA ENDURE.
And I dont need to see his attitude.
Having a long r/s isnt a good thing. Guess mine is a failure.
Think i shouldn't stay at his house anymore.

Is 11 June le.
Still haven find a job yet and rotting at home like nobody business. =D
Monday was fun.
ZPL clique went to my house to ton and play mj.
Had dinner at coffee shop.
Played boxing and table tennis.
Bath-ed slack watch pokemon.
Cabbed to mustafa.
Shop at mall for 2 hours.
In the end JK didnt buy anything. =.=
Went back to potong pasir had mac and off to my house for mj session.
Play from 8 am till 12 pm.
And they went home while I do housework.
Went over to bf house to sleep.
For the whole day, i didnt eat anything till the next morning. =D

Wooo.. Bored!
I am bored at home can???
Ask me out lah.
Bf is booking out on sunday.
Mean I gotta to stay at home during weekend.
OH NO!!!
HAHA. just blog randoming. =.=

4 more minutes to 31th month anniversary!
LOL.
Right now, I am at my BF's house. Cause his teeth is killing him. >.<
Of course to use computer lah.
Just now had a difficult time, I was fighting with a small beetle, trying to get rid of it. ARGH!!
Today I camp at home whole day or rather sleeping at home.
Reached home at 7.30am plus.
Yesterday cycling overall was okay. =D
Bet it the last time bah.

Hais. The letter had arrive to my house.
I still dont know how much I need to pay.
I really dont feel like paying up but after all is my fault.
Although BF is willing to "support" me, but i know he need money too. =[
SIGH~~~~

This few days, was slacking at home. =D
I manage to survive at home without using internet.
How bored my life could be? But I enjoy this kind of life too.
Slack, eat, sleep, ton.
I will have to find a job soon.
Meanwhile enjoy my relax life. =D

HI EVERYONE~~
Yah! I bored at home for the past few days.
No internet no life.
I camp at living room. Watching tv and doing housework. =D
A bored life but is super relaxing le.

Yesterday finally get out of my house to go out with my classmate and also a gathering for us since 25 feb. Meet up with xl, jk and jy first to bouna vista. Then katet to dover ITE.
Graduation ceremony was super sian. My worst and the last for my life. =[ We didnt went up to stage to take photo cause we were wearing jeans but we get the "red file" from NEO JUN KOK. HAHAHAHA.. Took 97 to suntec. Slack and wait for kristine and liting to arrive. =D Nice gathering!! Need more lah! Someone please organize leh. =]

LOL. I foung out something which really make me upset about. And i still have the proof too. =D Will tell u guys when our next meet up.

Bee cant meet us for sunday, and rest in peace for your grandma. =[
Meet up with us soon bah. Take care bee~

I hate it! My bf is back to his old life again.
Seriously I AM JEALOUS. How i wish i am his computer? (who the hell willing to change for BF)
Sound so pathetic right? Seriously it is!! Super meh!!!
He can face the computer for hours but to me, minutes nia.
Asked him to accompany me out, always tio reject.
Talk to him about my work life, he will SIGH and SIGH!
My relationship life is fuck up, cause of him.
I already make my time for him, but he treat me transparent. =[
He say he will change, but he never willing to do for me.
He say he love me, but I see he love dota more than me.
No matter how good my temper when talking to him, he will never laugh/smile like how he talking to his friend.
HAHA. I wrote this, he read it, he angry it but nothing change.
I AM PATHETIC.
My job is losing soon cuz i hate the workplace damn lot.
When I went to stalk peoples' blog, all of them had so steady and lovey relationship. Although few of their BF is a gamer too but they willing to change for their GF. And I am only the one suffering the dota thing. YES, I love him too much and dont willing to give up this relationship but I am suffering all this shit myself. And I cant ask for much since I dont want to give up de.

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So people just bear with my nagging.
Ok. I am whining again cause I got no one to turn to.
For my friends, is normal. And I think you listen till sian le lor.
Since the day we started 011106 till now 2 years, 6 months and 6 days.
I been saying all this shit again and agin.
I just hope that he will pay more attention to me and not his computer.
I AM SAD!!! *droping tears* =[

Decided to quit currently job le.
But still need to work 2 more weeks AWW~~
Tomorrow going work to submit my resignation letter.
And I have interview on friday again. Is freaking fast lor. OMG!!! O.o
Hopefully she won't hire me cause I can have rest. LOL.

Is a long holiday for me. =D

My bf was back in singpore at 4am.
Here are the things that he brought.


My bag.


Vodka


Tshirt for himself


Gift for my mum.


Tian Tan.
I dont dare to try at all. =X


Couple tee. But I can't fit in. =[
Jay chou CD for me. =D

Friday was labour day.
So went out with kai, xl, jy, jk, gui for KTV session.
Aftermath boss and rx join us.
Total 8 of us went to sing. =D
Walked to suntec to have dinner.
Slack at esplande.
Took quite a number of photos.


Couple wear of the day!!!!


Group photo 1


Group photo 2


The chio bu of the day.


Got 2 hao xiong de behide us. LOL


Shortest to the tallest.
Guess rx is very xin fu bah!!!


Spiderman! =.=


And again. But jk can't jump as his stomach too big le.. LOL


Candid shot.


2 world peace.
2 emo kid.


Never seen a guy who die so HAPPY!!!!


God lying on the floor?


Boss join us to gossip.


Ended with happy photo!!!

Hello everyone!
Currently blogging at office.
I AM FREAKING BORED!!!!!
Now is already 5.09pm.
Mean 51 mintues to go.
YAH~~~
Later going to BF's house to wait for him.
FIANALLY HE IS BACK LE. =D
Dota anyone later??? LOL.

Today lunch was at office.
Call KFC delivery to company.
Such a bored day sia.

AWWWHHH~~~~~~~
Counting down now!!!

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Working was bored today.
I was surfing net and reading blog while working.
OMG!! Risking my life.
LOL. Heard that my company won't increase pay de.
Noob company siol.

Yesterday went out with Bee, Xinyi and RX.
Meet at city hall cause was raining heavily.
Walked around then dinner settle at bugis steamboat.
Then BEE ps, she went to meet her BF. PS KIA!!
We went to take neoprint without her.
Xinyi treat us! Thanks boss!!!!
Slack at Starbuck, and Home sweet home.

This morning nearly overslept.
Luckily I wake at 7.29am, which my alarm clock is 7.30am. =.=

Night cycling 24 -04 -09.

Go work as usual.
Was happy cause is FRIDAY le. =D
Went home asap I can.
Took bus down to hougang to meet with xl, kai, jk, kw and jy to pasir ris.
Reach pasir ris was already 8pm. Thought all the bicycle shop was closed but luckily 1 shop closed at 11 pm. Rent and cycle around and waited Jk's friend to arrive.
Had dinner at 9pm plus and watched ping pong show. =.=
Cycle back to pasir ris park to wait for rx to arrive. We waited from 10 plus till 11 plus.
THANKS LEH XIAN MEI~~!

And off we go to red house first.
I was freaking scare, I don't even dare to look inside the house. Cause what if something fly over. O.o And xl bike's tire burst. So suay lor.


Got 2 practical pro and 1 theory pro trying to fix the tire.
Thanks to jy that spoil it.

Went back to the shop to change another bike. Luckily the uncle gave us 1 more spare bike. =D
Cycle to OCH. And all of them went in expect me and jy. 2 scare cat wait outside to watch bike. LOL.

Next stop is airport runway.

All shagle.
Time is 4.56 am.


Start to take photo session.


Group photo.


STUPID PHOTO.

And we cycle back to pasir ris park from 5am till 7am.
Took bus home. Freaking tired.
Sleep at 10am till 3pm nia.
AWWWHHH~~!!


Manage to take a sunrise photo.
Cause my camera is dead.

Sad =[.

Went to work this few days.
Heard alot of bad news about her. HAIS.
Zhi ren zhi mian bu zhi xin.
Nvm. I hope I can endure till next year.
I went home happily. Yet something happen.
BF told me that he will be back on 30th and he ask me to stay over at his house on 29th.
Mean got 6 more days to go. ARGH!!
Of course this is a small thing.
My dad went to leture my brother.
Ya! You all know that my brother very pan yi.
So my dad scold him and said want to cut off his handphone line, ask him to quit school, ask him to find work.. blah blah blah.
My fking brother got tu lan and I was in his room taking something.
Then my dad went in to my brother's room, my brother start to stare at my dad with OPEN big eye.
Then they fight!!! The most scaring part.
I stop my brother and my mum give him 1 slap.
Did you think who is in the fault?
My brother:
-didn't go school for alot of days.
-dad still giving his allowance.
-hp bill $50 plus.

I really don't know what to do.
I shouted at him that he so xin fu already yet he shout that we all make him crazy.
FUCK!! Seriously his brain got problem. One day he sure will regret de.

And I cry after shouted at him, feeling sad for him. =[