Just came back from Tampines. Sigh!
Was playing mj with my colleague plus her bf's friends Gf.
At least I won. LOL~
They are too scary, just like ah lian. Guys are like ah beng. Freak me out. =(
Don't think will join them play again.
Because is too far plus i have to take cab home while their Bfs got car. =.=
LOL! I must back to my normal life again. =.=
Whatever I miss, time will really never go back again.
Letting go of everything, is my only choice now.
I trying my best and I hoping I can do it.
Next month is september, and i ask myself a question - should i or not?
PS: I need really need to get a spectacle soon~ FML~ Lost everything! FUCK!
Saturday, August 07, 2010
Laugh out loud day!~
One day two very loving parents got into a huge fight,
the man called the women a “bitch” and the women called the man a “bastard”.
Their son walked in and said “What does bitch and bastard mean?”
and the parents replied “ladies and gentlemen”.
The next day the parents decided to have sex,
the women said “feel my titties” and the man said “feel my dick”.
Their son walked in and asked “What does titties and dick mean?”
and the parents replied “hats and coats”.
On Thanksgiving the dad was shaving and he cut himself, “Shit” he said,
the kid came in and asked “What’s that mean” a
nd the man said it was the brand shaving cream he was using.
Down stairs the mom was preparing the turkey,
and she cut herself, “Fuck” she said.
Once again the kid asked “What’s that mean”
the mom said that is what she calls stuffing the turkey.
Then the door bell rang.
The kid answered the door to his relatives and said
“Alright you bitches and bastards, put your dicks and titties in the closet,
my dad is upstairs wiping the shit off his face,
and my mom is in the kitchen fucking the turkey!
I love the last part. High five! Awesome~
One day two very loving parents got into a huge fight,
the man called the women a “bitch” and the women called the man a “bastard”.
Their son walked in and said “What does bitch and bastard mean?”
and the parents replied “ladies and gentlemen”.
The next day the parents decided to have sex,
the women said “feel my titties” and the man said “feel my dick”.
Their son walked in and asked “What does titties and dick mean?”
and the parents replied “hats and coats”.
On Thanksgiving the dad was shaving and he cut himself, “Shit” he said,
the kid came in and asked “What’s that mean” a
nd the man said it was the brand shaving cream he was using.
Down stairs the mom was preparing the turkey,
and she cut herself, “Fuck” she said.
Once again the kid asked “What’s that mean”
the mom said that is what she calls stuffing the turkey.
Then the door bell rang.
The kid answered the door to his relatives and said
“Alright you bitches and bastards, put your dicks and titties in the closet,
my dad is upstairs wiping the shit off his face,
and my mom is in the kitchen fucking the turkey!
I love the last part. High five! Awesome~
Friday, August 06, 2010
Long weekend is here. =)
Like finally i can rest for extra day during weekdays. *smile*
Saturday plan watching movie that all. Kinda bored~
Sunday and monday no plan.
My colleague asked me to join her to play mj, and shun bian know her bf's friend too. Ya, she is trying to help me. She such a a good person. Might ask her out if i am willing too. No harm mah. =)
Shall sleep soon. Too tired for me to think anything now. And nobody is at home except for my mum.
PS: I lost my virgin again. O.o Contact lens! Going to wear it out for the whole month, provided i am going out. =)
Let's end a photo of me. lol! =D
Like finally i can rest for extra day during weekdays. *smile*
Saturday plan watching movie that all. Kinda bored~
Sunday and monday no plan.
My colleague asked me to join her to play mj, and shun bian know her bf's friend too. Ya, she is trying to help me. She such a a good person. Might ask her out if i am willing too. No harm mah. =)
Shall sleep soon. Too tired for me to think anything now. And nobody is at home except for my mum.
PS: I lost my virgin again. O.o Contact lens! Going to wear it out for the whole month, provided i am going out. =)
Let's end a photo of me. lol! =D
Thursday, August 05, 2010
05 aug 2010
Nice out day with Gfs.
Meet up with rx and boss after my work at 313, then decided to go liang court for dinner. After dinner, slack and walk to marina square.
Madness!
Went to toilet and took photos.
Stuck in the toilet for like 15minutes.
Home sweet home!
Looking forward to sat's outing, hopefully the 2 army guys could make it!
What's the main problem is?
Meet up with rx and boss after my work at 313, then decided to go liang court for dinner. After dinner, slack and walk to marina square.
Madness!
Went to toilet and took photos.
Stuck in the toilet for like 15minutes.
Home sweet home!
Looking forward to sat's outing, hopefully the 2 army guys could make it!
What's the main problem is?
Monday, August 02, 2010
YES! Finally my iphone got jailbreak. Thanks to xl's help. LOL!
The moment i saw my iphone successful jailbreak, my feeling was - FUCKING happy!
I jailbreak by myself. =D Prove that i am not noob. hahahahaha.
Life without jailbreak is suck!
Yesterday mj session was fun.
Kh, xl and jy came over to my house to play mj from 4pm till 9 plus.
Went down to have dinner and stupid jy suggest to continue play.
So went back to my house again, slack and chit chat while kh was doing his homework on my lappy.
Start playing from 12 am till 3 am.
And I won the last round. =D Thanks to KH!
Went to my room and sleep, while jy sleep on the floor, kh sleep on my sis bed, the poor xl was sleeping on the table.
Wake up 7 plus and off to work.
Nearly doze off while working.
Went home after work and saw xl's tweet about jailbreak is out.
Was doing since 7.30pm till now.
Suppose want to sleep after my dinner but....... shall sleep soon. *yawn*
I love jailbreak!
The moment i saw my iphone successful jailbreak, my feeling was - FUCKING happy!
I jailbreak by myself. =D Prove that i am not noob. hahahahaha.
Life without jailbreak is suck!
Yesterday mj session was fun.
Kh, xl and jy came over to my house to play mj from 4pm till 9 plus.
Went down to have dinner and stupid jy suggest to continue play.
So went back to my house again, slack and chit chat while kh was doing his homework on my lappy.
Start playing from 12 am till 3 am.
And I won the last round. =D Thanks to KH!
Went to my room and sleep, while jy sleep on the floor, kh sleep on my sis bed, the poor xl was sleeping on the table.
Wake up 7 plus and off to work.
Nearly doze off while working.
Went home after work and saw xl's tweet about jailbreak is out.
Was doing since 7.30pm till now.
Suppose want to sleep after my dinner but....... shall sleep soon. *yawn*
I love jailbreak!
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Is Saturday, and i don't have a date. Sucks! HAHAHAHA.
Just finish editing the photos i want to develop.
Oh my, 500 plus photos! I don't know how exp it will be.
I realise for this 3 years plus, my hair styles are almost the same.
Shoulder length, bob hair, shoulder length....
Why is not growing longer?
And I don't even know how i spend my day at home alone. =.=
Finding videos to watch and kill time as well.
Finding blogshop to shop but nothing caught my eye.
Everything need pre-order, I hate to wait! HAHAHAHA~
This week, not driving lesson for me.
Simply just to lazy to go down. =D
That's me, 2 years ago.
Yet my hair still so damn short. =(
I miss my bob hair. Should I cut it? Hmmm.....
Looking back the photos I took with him, I am glad to say that I wasn't upset, unhappy or angry.
Thanks for giving me such a wonderful memories. (If you are reading)
I really decided to let go of you this time.
I won't turn back to you anymore.
Your life seem to be happy without me and I am glad to see that.
I won't hate you.
I won't dislike you.
I won't forget you.
I will forgive you.
If is possible, I would only like to be back with u as friend. A real friend.
(Do you think we still can do it?)
If time can go back, and let me chose, I still want to be with u!
No regret being with u.
At least you let me know what is LOVE, a real love. =O
Is been 1 month plus, and yet I still writing about him.
What can i do? Reader like to read this kind of lame blog. =)
Enjoy hor......
Next weekend, hopefully that is outing for me! Pls!!!
Anna David - Fuck you
There was a time when you would call me up and make me said
Through the night I’m wait for you because you needed it
And I was stick around and confided you and take your shit
But that all ends now
I think you should take all your stuff now and go away
I am sure you find another girl who wants to play
All the fucked up games that you have put me through
Boy that’s over now
Try to concede, I want you to leave (oh no no)
No more to say, just go away (just go away)
Can’t you see that I got nothing left for you? (oh, nothing left for you)
For all the game and the sleepless nights
For all the tears and all the endless fights
For all the treading and all for all the times you
Used me, felt through, word through, fuck you (oh)
all the times that you pissed me off (you pissed me of)
For all the times you were many low
For all the times that you just dissed me (yeah)
Forget me, felt through, word through, fuck you (so fuck you)
There was a time when just a touch from you would make me high
I would cry with you and laugh with you and loved you by
Now I see that it was wrong to put my trust in you (so it’s over)
Try to concede, I want you to leave (uh yeah)
No more to say, just go away (just go away)
Can’t you see that I got nothing left for you? (oh, nothing left for you)
For all the game and the sleepless nights (oh oh)
For all the tears and all the endless fights (your just not strong enough)
For all the treading and all for all the times you
Used me, felt through, word through, fuck you
For all the times that you pissed me off
For all the times you were many low
For all the times that you just dissed me (oh yeah)
Forget me, felt through, word through, fuck you (so fuck you, oh, uh hey oh yeah)
For all the game and the sleepless nights
For all the tears and all the endless fights
For all the treading and all for all the times you (you did me wrong)
Used me, felt through, word through, fuck you
For all the times that you pissed me off (oh, you pissed me of)
For all the times you were many low (were many low)
For all the times that you just dissed me
Forget me, felt through, word through, fuck you
Ohhhhhhh (so fuck you)
All the sleepless nights
Oh oh yeah yeah
For all the game and the sleepless nights (you did me wrong)
For all the tears and all the endless fights (oh)
For all the treading and all for all the times you
Used me, felt through, word through, fuck you
For all the times that you pissed me off (you pissed me off)
For all the times you were many low
For all the times that you just dissed me (yeah)
Forget me, felt through, word through, fuck you
I want to download this song, but couldn't find.
Somemore is year 2006 song.
Old school~
PS: Now is 1 aug, time passed real fast.
Just finish editing the photos i want to develop.
Oh my, 500 plus photos! I don't know how exp it will be.
I realise for this 3 years plus, my hair styles are almost the same.
Shoulder length, bob hair, shoulder length....
Why is not growing longer?
And I don't even know how i spend my day at home alone. =.=
Finding videos to watch and kill time as well.
Finding blogshop to shop but nothing caught my eye.
Everything need pre-order, I hate to wait! HAHAHAHA~
This week, not driving lesson for me.
Simply just to lazy to go down. =D
That's me, 2 years ago.
Yet my hair still so damn short. =(
I miss my bob hair. Should I cut it? Hmmm.....
Looking back the photos I took with him, I am glad to say that I wasn't upset, unhappy or angry.
Thanks for giving me such a wonderful memories. (If you are reading)
I really decided to let go of you this time.
I won't turn back to you anymore.
Your life seem to be happy without me and I am glad to see that.
I won't hate you.
I won't dislike you.
I won't forget you.
I will forgive you.
If is possible, I would only like to be back with u as friend. A real friend.
(Do you think we still can do it?)
If time can go back, and let me chose, I still want to be with u!
No regret being with u.
At least you let me know what is LOVE, a real love. =O
Is been 1 month plus, and yet I still writing about him.
What can i do? Reader like to read this kind of lame blog. =)
Enjoy hor......
Next weekend, hopefully that is outing for me! Pls!!!
Anna David - Fuck you
There was a time when you would call me up and make me said
Through the night I’m wait for you because you needed it
And I was stick around and confided you and take your shit
But that all ends now
I think you should take all your stuff now and go away
I am sure you find another girl who wants to play
All the fucked up games that you have put me through
Boy that’s over now
Try to concede, I want you to leave (oh no no)
No more to say, just go away (just go away)
Can’t you see that I got nothing left for you? (oh, nothing left for you)
For all the game and the sleepless nights
For all the tears and all the endless fights
For all the treading and all for all the times you
Used me, felt through, word through, fuck you (oh)
all the times that you pissed me off (you pissed me of)
For all the times you were many low
For all the times that you just dissed me (yeah)
Forget me, felt through, word through, fuck you (so fuck you)
There was a time when just a touch from you would make me high
I would cry with you and laugh with you and loved you by
Now I see that it was wrong to put my trust in you (so it’s over)
Try to concede, I want you to leave (uh yeah)
No more to say, just go away (just go away)
Can’t you see that I got nothing left for you? (oh, nothing left for you)
For all the game and the sleepless nights (oh oh)
For all the tears and all the endless fights (your just not strong enough)
For all the treading and all for all the times you
Used me, felt through, word through, fuck you
For all the times that you pissed me off
For all the times you were many low
For all the times that you just dissed me (oh yeah)
Forget me, felt through, word through, fuck you (so fuck you, oh, uh hey oh yeah)
For all the game and the sleepless nights
For all the tears and all the endless fights
For all the treading and all for all the times you (you did me wrong)
Used me, felt through, word through, fuck you
For all the times that you pissed me off (oh, you pissed me of)
For all the times you were many low (were many low)
For all the times that you just dissed me
Forget me, felt through, word through, fuck you
Ohhhhhhh (so fuck you)
All the sleepless nights
Oh oh yeah yeah
For all the game and the sleepless nights (you did me wrong)
For all the tears and all the endless fights (oh)
For all the treading and all for all the times you
Used me, felt through, word through, fuck you
For all the times that you pissed me off (you pissed me off)
For all the times you were many low
For all the times that you just dissed me (yeah)
Forget me, felt through, word through, fuck you
I want to download this song, but couldn't find.
Somemore is year 2006 song.
Old school~
PS: Now is 1 aug, time passed real fast.
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Time is helping me to get rid of those unhappy memories. Not only time and my beloved friends too! Helping me, staying at myside to help me go through the most unhappy times! Thanks people! I love u all!
Woooo~ tml is pay day! Fucking happy! Finally can go for shopping spree. The last time I had shopping was march. Super long ago. Hahaha. Need someone for date next week, somemore next weekend will be a long one because of national day. Shiok ttm!
I really getting excitied for genting trip on sep, although is not cmf yet but I really hope we can go this time.
I think I am really a stupid person. Thinking back the things that how he treat me, being used, being toture, being dump I don't even know at all. Or is just that I pretend not to know? And I can actually endure for so damn long! Hais! Just got to say to myself stupid, useless, foolish, and dumb!
Woooo~ tml is pay day! Fucking happy! Finally can go for shopping spree. The last time I had shopping was march. Super long ago. Hahaha. Need someone for date next week, somemore next weekend will be a long one because of national day. Shiok ttm!
I really getting excitied for genting trip on sep, although is not cmf yet but I really hope we can go this time.
I think I am really a stupid person. Thinking back the things that how he treat me, being used, being toture, being dump I don't even know at all. Or is just that I pretend not to know? And I can actually endure for so damn long! Hais! Just got to say to myself stupid, useless, foolish, and dumb!
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
This morning, on the journey to work, suddenly i think of watching movie with someone and link to my first date and everything. I just wonder how he did it and why we got together and now we become like this. Super random!
I only have to tell myself: He won't come back to me ANYMORE. I have to think all the nasty things he had treat me so i could actually make my heart dead for him. I really have to let go everything of him.
Sleeping time~ =D
Smile Jane!
Laugh Jane!
Forget everything Jane!
You can do it! I love jane!!! hahahahahahahaha
I only have to tell myself: He won't come back to me ANYMORE. I have to think all the nasty things he had treat me so i could actually make my heart dead for him. I really have to let go everything of him.
Sleeping time~ =D
Smile Jane!
Laugh Jane!
Forget everything Jane!
You can do it! I love jane!!! hahahahahahahaha
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Why do all my loves one starts to change? They are not the one that i used know. Is really hurtful, what can i do? Time can't go back anymore. Friends are the one who can make them change, but how about? Or i just not your friend at all? Life suck!
Please don't be a deceiver, I really hate someone who doesn't have a heart to treat me as a friend. After what u did, I should just angry, happy or forget it?
Fuck!
While I am roaming around your house today
I'm getting angry
It's difficult, It's difficult for me like this
But I can't do anything about it
It is too late to change your heart
It's done, I can't do anything now
Your hands that was once used to my body are now pushing me away
What should I do? What should I do?
Until now, the breath of yours is gone
I still love you
What should I do? What should I do? Please..
Oh~ Please.. comeback to me...
I think of you, I keep thinking of you
I can't hold your hands like I did in the past
I like you too much
I can't forget anything about you
This song is a song that can't hold onto you
I think of you, I always think of you
I won't be able to hold your hands like I did in the past
I liked you too much that I can't forget anything about you
This song is a song that will get you back to me
Your hands that was once used to my body are now pushing me away
What should I do? What should I do?
Until now, the breath of yours is gone
I still love you
What should I do? What should I do?
Those eyes that used to meet me
Look at me once again
Will those eyes of yours say that you still love me?
Your hands that was once used to my body is now pushing me away
What should I do? What should I do?
Until now, the breath of yours is gone
I still love you
What should I do? What should I do? Please..
Oh~ Please.. I love you...
Please don't be a deceiver, I really hate someone who doesn't have a heart to treat me as a friend. After what u did, I should just angry, happy or forget it?
Fuck!
While I am roaming around your house today
I'm getting angry
It's difficult, It's difficult for me like this
But I can't do anything about it
It is too late to change your heart
It's done, I can't do anything now
Your hands that was once used to my body are now pushing me away
What should I do? What should I do?
Until now, the breath of yours is gone
I still love you
What should I do? What should I do? Please..
Oh~ Please.. comeback to me...
I think of you, I keep thinking of you
I can't hold your hands like I did in the past
I like you too much
I can't forget anything about you
This song is a song that can't hold onto you
I think of you, I always think of you
I won't be able to hold your hands like I did in the past
I liked you too much that I can't forget anything about you
This song is a song that will get you back to me
Your hands that was once used to my body are now pushing me away
What should I do? What should I do?
Until now, the breath of yours is gone
I still love you
What should I do? What should I do?
Those eyes that used to meet me
Look at me once again
Will those eyes of yours say that you still love me?
Your hands that was once used to my body is now pushing me away
What should I do? What should I do?
Until now, the breath of yours is gone
I still love you
What should I do? What should I do? Please..
Oh~ Please.. I love you...
Monday, July 26, 2010
Random update
I don't know why i am freaking scare to get that instructor again! LOL~ Today's mood = Sianz TTM!
There is a couple in my Facebook, and they spam each other comments everyday. Whenever i saw, i will laugh at their comments. =.= Is mushy, sweet and LAME! Freaking funny can. That guy is super funny. =.= I not jealous or what, seeing people are in deeply in love with each other. Although I used to laugh and cursed but not longer now. And i got my retribution now for being dump by him. Maybe is the fate........
Keep thinking negative think and positive thing. Somehow wants to forget it but my mind just doesn't want to listen to my heart. What should i do? Two words to describe LIFE SUCKS!
I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that I can confess
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll like those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
I don't know why i am freaking scare to get that instructor again! LOL~ Today's mood = Sianz TTM!
There is a couple in my Facebook, and they spam each other comments everyday. Whenever i saw, i will laugh at their comments. =.= Is mushy, sweet and LAME! Freaking funny can. That guy is super funny. =.= I not jealous or what, seeing people are in deeply in love with each other. Although I used to laugh and cursed but not longer now. And i got my retribution now for being dump by him. Maybe is the fate........
Keep thinking negative think and positive thing. Somehow wants to forget it but my mind just doesn't want to listen to my heart. What should i do? Two words to describe LIFE SUCKS!
I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that I can confess
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that'll like those ears
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time
Don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
Sunday, July 25, 2010
WTF! Having flu once i wake up, bad starting of the day. Parents went out for lunch and didn't wait for me to be wake up. =( Bad thing again. Had curry puff for lunch, shall wait for them to bring me out dinner. HAHAHAHAHA~
Today's weather is damn hot. Feel like making me to be tanned, anyone wants? =) *wink wink*
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way clear through the rain
A small, but still, resilient voice
Says help is very near
I believe it will happen again, but do miracles will appear? Seriously I really need miracles!
Today's weather is damn hot. Feel like making me to be tanned, anyone wants? =) *wink wink*
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way clear through the rain
A small, but still, resilient voice
Says help is very near
I believe it will happen again, but do miracles will appear? Seriously I really need miracles!
Just reached home.
Short update before i going to sleep.
Nice outing with my "noob" clan. =) Watched The Sorcerer's Apprentic, cool movie. Didn't watch movie at cinema for soooooo damn long. Sigh~ I will miss that kind of life, and it will be my memories. Anyway I love Nicolas Cage magic, is damn cool. Wooooo!
Fuck the day! Fuck the driving! Fuck my life! Fuck everything TTM~~~~
Stupid bus driver didn't want to stop for me! Can't he see me? I am so fucking big size. T_T
I keep being said by the instructor, and he making me so damn nervous.
Why didn't i get a new damn life? And how can i get it? Why do people seem to have enjoy their life so much but not me? Sigh~
Life suck! Everything suck! SIGH~
Short update before i going to sleep.
Nice outing with my "noob" clan. =) Watched The Sorcerer's Apprentic, cool movie. Didn't watch movie at cinema for soooooo damn long. Sigh~ I will miss that kind of life, and it will be my memories. Anyway I love Nicolas Cage magic, is damn cool. Wooooo!
Fuck the day! Fuck the driving! Fuck my life! Fuck everything TTM~~~~
Stupid bus driver didn't want to stop for me! Can't he see me? I am so fucking big size. T_T
I keep being said by the instructor, and he making me so damn nervous.
Why didn't i get a new damn life? And how can i get it? Why do people seem to have enjoy their life so much but not me? Sigh~
Life suck! Everything suck! SIGH~
Friday, July 23, 2010
Nice out day with boss and xian. Is really been a long time since I laugh till there is tears. Thanks to them, they bright up my day. =) Let's meet up more often, hahahaha~
I really don't know what am i thinking. Although is been a month, but i just can't get over you. Why? Sigh! Is really seem that you are so happy. And why I am still waiting for a person, who already forget about me. I might be the world stupidest women, dumbest women, and I still crazy over you. Sigh!!!! IMU~
This few days, headache is getting worst. I wonder isit because I face computer too long or my sleeping position is wrong? Or i am dying soon??? =(
I am DAMN Fucking tired now, shall sleep soon. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. =)
I really don't know what am i thinking. Although is been a month, but i just can't get over you. Why? Sigh! Is really seem that you are so happy. And why I am still waiting for a person, who already forget about me. I might be the world stupidest women, dumbest women, and I still crazy over you. Sigh!!!! IMU~
This few days, headache is getting worst. I wonder isit because I face computer too long or my sleeping position is wrong? Or i am dying soon??? =(
I am DAMN Fucking tired now, shall sleep soon. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. =)
Thursday, July 22, 2010
FUCK~ Oh my! My jailbreak is all gone. Sianz. I miss my jailbreak so much~ Need to wait for them to update. Faster Pls!!!
Doing Iphone stuff by myself, I think I am very dumb lor. Should have update when they done with the jailbreak. =.= Used to be someone helped me to do it, but now i have to depend all by myself for everything. SIGH!
I was so scare that just now my phone couldn't On, if really happen, I don't know what to do. =( Iphone gave me lots of problem. FUCK!
Yesterday driving was bored, my 4th instructor was so bored can! He doesn't talk to me, unlike the first and 3rd one. Saw the lame instructor and surprisingly, he still can recognize me. =)
Nothing much happen this week. Life suck TTM~
Doing Iphone stuff by myself, I think I am very dumb lor. Should have update when they done with the jailbreak. =.= Used to be someone helped me to do it, but now i have to depend all by myself for everything. SIGH!
I was so scare that just now my phone couldn't On, if really happen, I don't know what to do. =( Iphone gave me lots of problem. FUCK!
Yesterday driving was bored, my 4th instructor was so bored can! He doesn't talk to me, unlike the first and 3rd one. Saw the lame instructor and surprisingly, he still can recognize me. =)
Nothing much happen this week. Life suck TTM~
Monday, July 19, 2010
Today life sucks! Is everyday life sucks! Sianz..
Didn't sleep well last night, nearly fall a sleep while working. =.=
I don't know what to blog, my mind is BLANK. Listening to old school songs. ^^ Kind of random. hahaha...
Still doing the stupid same things every single days, is there any way to let me stop doing it? Sigh! Let's think back....I think I make a wrong move. Wrong move to give up so easily, but hanging on also no point. No matter what both ways will make me tears. Sigh!
Wasn't feeling well this few days, my head is spinning round and round. I even scare I will just faint. =( Am i having a illness? Ok, I am so freaking scare now. What if I just die like this? Nooo... I still have to blow my 21th candle, if there is someone willing to celebrate with me -.-
Mariah Carey - I stay in love
Dying inside cause I
can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive
If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional
love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds
And I know
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you
It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now
Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SU
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do but
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you
I stay in love Love
Oh, I stay in love.
Forever Love - I don't believe it anymore! Never say it unless you can do it. Or else just STFU!
Didn't sleep well last night, nearly fall a sleep while working. =.=
I don't know what to blog, my mind is BLANK. Listening to old school songs. ^^ Kind of random. hahaha...
Still doing the stupid same things every single days, is there any way to let me stop doing it? Sigh! Let's think back....I think I make a wrong move. Wrong move to give up so easily, but hanging on also no point. No matter what both ways will make me tears. Sigh!
Wasn't feeling well this few days, my head is spinning round and round. I even scare I will just faint. =( Am i having a illness? Ok, I am so freaking scare now. What if I just die like this? Nooo... I still have to blow my 21th candle, if there is someone willing to celebrate with me -.-
Mariah Carey - I stay in love
Dying inside cause I
can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive
If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional
love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds
And I know
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you
It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now
Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SU
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do but
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you
I stay in love Love
Oh, I stay in love.
Forever Love - I don't believe it anymore! Never say it unless you can do it. Or else just STFU!
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Yawn~ 是累的咯!
Super shag now. Slept at 4 am and wake up at 12 plus.
Let blog about BOSS'S 21th birthday. Is 5th time, We celebrate for her, except for last year.
Get ready and prepare around 4 plus, get out of the house and went to J8 to buy Hello Kitty balloon. Didn't expected to be SOOOO Big. Somemore I have to take that stupid balloon from Bishan to Orchard. I don't dare to take MRT, so in the end took bus to Orchard lor. >.<
Meet up with boss and went to far east to waste time as we need to wait for Bee to arrive. Shape my eyebrow. Like finally after so long, i went to trim it. Neat and nice. =) Change our venue to Marina Square, and i forgot that there is a road block due to NDP. Suck lor, have to walk from Raffles City to Marina Square. =.= Dinner was at Mr Curry, dessert at changing appetizer. Celebration at Esplanade.
Took lots of photos. Went home at 1 am, waited for NR6 for 15 minutes and the bus journey is sooooooo long. 45 minutes then reach my house. Suck! Luckily I got R&B songs to make me awake. =.=
Our group photo. After sooo long, finally we gather together. =)
More photos at Facebook.
Thanks to this balloon!
Thanks to the one who let me SLIM down, I am happy because I lose 3 to 5 kg! =) 5kg more to go~ Thanks for my parent to bring me to eat Wen Tong Ji today, because I am craving for it, but no one wants to accompany me. =(
I want to watch MOVIES!!!!! Anyone?
4 more months to my birthday, and i doubt i will be opening Chalet. After so many things happen, I really have no mood to thing about it now. So hope things will get better when time come.
I love my Girlfriends!!!!!
I love my Mum & Dad!!!!!
I love my "GAYS" & Ladies!!!!
I love my Buddy!!!
Ok, I got nothing to do and look back to my entries. -.- I really miss the days, the days when he treated me so good. But now, time won't go back anymore.
The things that I am thinking, it won't be happen on me. It won't come true too. Even thought is been a month but I still feel like everything happen on yesterday. I only can say, I miss you. That's all! No more hate, no more anger, no more love, no more tears. I only miss you. Hais~ But i am not going to do anything, so don't worry people. Missing a person, doesn't mean I have do action. As long as he is happy, everything is worth it. =)
If you feel that I am writing the same old thing over again and again, then just dont read it. Every post, I wrote it with my feelings so I can't remember did i wrote it before anot. Pls understand, I got a STM!
I miss you~ I miss you~ I miss you~
Super shag now. Slept at 4 am and wake up at 12 plus.
Let blog about BOSS'S 21th birthday. Is 5th time, We celebrate for her, except for last year.
Get ready and prepare around 4 plus, get out of the house and went to J8 to buy Hello Kitty balloon. Didn't expected to be SOOOO Big. Somemore I have to take that stupid balloon from Bishan to Orchard. I don't dare to take MRT, so in the end took bus to Orchard lor. >.<
Meet up with boss and went to far east to waste time as we need to wait for Bee to arrive. Shape my eyebrow. Like finally after so long, i went to trim it. Neat and nice. =) Change our venue to Marina Square, and i forgot that there is a road block due to NDP. Suck lor, have to walk from Raffles City to Marina Square. =.= Dinner was at Mr Curry, dessert at changing appetizer. Celebration at Esplanade.
Took lots of photos. Went home at 1 am, waited for NR6 for 15 minutes and the bus journey is sooooooo long. 45 minutes then reach my house. Suck! Luckily I got R&B songs to make me awake. =.=
Our group photo. After sooo long, finally we gather together. =)
More photos at Facebook.
Thanks to this balloon!
Thanks to the one who let me SLIM down, I am happy because I lose 3 to 5 kg! =) 5kg more to go~ Thanks for my parent to bring me to eat Wen Tong Ji today, because I am craving for it, but no one wants to accompany me. =(
I want to watch MOVIES!!!!! Anyone?
4 more months to my birthday, and i doubt i will be opening Chalet. After so many things happen, I really have no mood to thing about it now. So hope things will get better when time come.
I love my Girlfriends!!!!!
I love my Mum & Dad!!!!!
I love my "GAYS" & Ladies!!!!
I love my Buddy!!!
Ok, I got nothing to do and look back to my entries. -.- I really miss the days, the days when he treated me so good. But now, time won't go back anymore.
The things that I am thinking, it won't be happen on me. It won't come true too. Even thought is been a month but I still feel like everything happen on yesterday. I only can say, I miss you. That's all! No more hate, no more anger, no more love, no more tears. I only miss you. Hais~ But i am not going to do anything, so don't worry people. Missing a person, doesn't mean I have do action. As long as he is happy, everything is worth it. =)
If you feel that I am writing the same old thing over again and again, then just dont read it. Every post, I wrote it with my feelings so I can't remember did i wrote it before anot. Pls understand, I got a STM!
I miss you~ I miss you~ I miss you~
Friday, July 16, 2010
TGIF~
Somehow Friday is just a normal day to me. I used to look forward for it but no longer now. =X My dad gave me a hard question about maths and need to crack my brain to do it. But still can't get the answer. ARGH!
Treasure the love ones before losing it. I regretted it and now I doesn't have the chance to treasure it anymore. =( Never mind, time will cure everything (like what all of you all said). Although sometime I still think but just don't give that FUCK feeling. You never know how painful and breathless feeling is. That feeling is torturing me. SO PLEASE FUCK OFF~
Is a lazy friday for me. Dinner was 1/4 potion of the food nia, and now i am feeling hungry! But no more eating because is time for me to diet. Suppose have drinking session tonight that we plan last month and now 2 person couldn't make it. Such a tiring job to notify everyone. =.= Hate to be planner. Always something will crop up!
Shouldn't have drink lime juice during lunch time, and now my stomach pain plus menses. SUCK! Feeling like dying soon. LOL, FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
True lyrics! =)
Somehow Friday is just a normal day to me. I used to look forward for it but no longer now. =X My dad gave me a hard question about maths and need to crack my brain to do it. But still can't get the answer. ARGH!
Treasure the love ones before losing it. I regretted it and now I doesn't have the chance to treasure it anymore. =( Never mind, time will cure everything (like what all of you all said). Although sometime I still think but just don't give that FUCK feeling. You never know how painful and breathless feeling is. That feeling is torturing me. SO PLEASE FUCK OFF~
Is a lazy friday for me. Dinner was 1/4 potion of the food nia, and now i am feeling hungry! But no more eating because is time for me to diet. Suppose have drinking session tonight that we plan last month and now 2 person couldn't make it. Such a tiring job to notify everyone. =.= Hate to be planner. Always something will crop up!
Shouldn't have drink lime juice during lunch time, and now my stomach pain plus menses. SUCK! Feeling like dying soon. LOL, FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'll back off so can live
Say it directly
Looking at me
Say it looking into my eyes
Did you just say you wanted to break up?
Did you want to end it with me?
(I know) You probably got a lady
(I know) You probably got sick of me
Even though the tears are rushing to me
I'll back off so you can live
That is all I can say
I'll forget you so you can live better
So that you will be happy without me
The love you tossed away
You can take it
Don't leave even a trace behind and take it all
Don't even say you are sorry
Don't worry about me
Sorry My Sweety
Your lips that told me that you were going to leave
Why does it give me a reason to be angry today?
I need to stop you
The words don't go out
And you are already moving far apart
(I know) You will forget me
(I know) I will really hate you
Even though you know everything
I'll back off so you can live
That is all I can say
I'll forget you so you can live better
So that you will be happy without me
The love you tossed away
You can take it
Don't leave even a trace behind and take it all
Don't even say you are sorry
Don't worry about me
(You) The reason I lived
(You) You were all I wanted
You~
It was me who only looked at you
(Why) Why are you leaving?
(Why) Why are you tossing me away?
If you were going to be like this
Why did you love me in the first place?
Do you happen to remember that day?
That day when we first met
I still remember it
The promise you made to me
That you will only care for me
That you will only protect me
That you will only love me
I believed your lies
I believed it
Did you really love me?
I'll forget you so you can live better
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Random post!
Just don't give me back the feeling can!? I hate that feeling, make me feel so uncomfortable. PLS PLS PLS!!!!
Now is the season of break up period! Why do we girls have to suffer for guys who doesn't appreciate us? Never find a guy who is 大男人, cuz this kind of guys are the hardest one to fulfill whatever they want. SO JUST FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE!
Is true about this - Why did i even bother when you are not making an effort.
Ok, I think I am going to learn Muay thai, since i got so much time plus nothing to do. What don't i just go and learn some skills. More research on it first.
Before that, anyone wants to go Genting on september? $88 for 3 days 2 night. Hopefully still got promotion till sep. I WANT TO GO! HAHAH, go le jiu dont come back anymore =.=
I want go suntan, I want to go holiday, I want to fix my CPU, I want to finish my driving, I want to get SLR camera, I want i want i want!! All i need is MONEY and ACCOMPANY! Anyone is willing to do for me? *wink wink* =)
Just don't give me back the feeling can!? I hate that feeling, make me feel so uncomfortable. PLS PLS PLS!!!!
Now is the season of break up period! Why do we girls have to suffer for guys who doesn't appreciate us? Never find a guy who is 大男人, cuz this kind of guys are the hardest one to fulfill whatever they want. SO JUST FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE!
Is true about this - Why did i even bother when you are not making an effort.
Ok, I think I am going to learn Muay thai, since i got so much time plus nothing to do. What don't i just go and learn some skills. More research on it first.
Before that, anyone wants to go Genting on september? $88 for 3 days 2 night. Hopefully still got promotion till sep. I WANT TO GO! HAHAH, go le jiu dont come back anymore =.=
I want go suntan, I want to go holiday, I want to fix my CPU, I want to finish my driving, I want to get SLR camera, I want i want i want!! All i need is MONEY and ACCOMPANY! Anyone is willing to do for me? *wink wink* =)
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Ytd driving was fun. And I realise driving circuit is damn bored because only can drive till 1st gear nia. =.= Oh pls, next lesson, no more circuit!
There is a thing I want to blog, I am not talking about him. Why do girls can accompany a guy for 2 years time during his army life? Even they didn't 兵变, yet in the end girls get is only a "BREAK UP" for their BF. FUCK those guys, those guys have NO BALL at all and they are JERKS too! They will only RETRIBUTION!
Should I say I already get over it? I am scare. Once I say this words, then few days later I find myself crying again. And I only can say I am tired to cry for someone who doesn't treat me as friend or what.
If I have money, I will want to fly oversea and might not coming back here. Although is stupid thinking but I want to leave this place. Too many memories that can't be forgotten.
You can't fix me, I torn apart. I wanna run away from love, this time i have had enough! Shattered all pieces of parts! Never thought I'd fall so hard, I'm putting back together my hearts. I'm broken! I know it's gonna take some time, to finally realize.
PS: I hate guys had botak! FUCK THOSE GUYS! Fucking tico!!!!
There is a thing I want to blog, I am not talking about him. Why do girls can accompany a guy for 2 years time during his army life? Even they didn't 兵变, yet in the end girls get is only a "BREAK UP" for their BF. FUCK those guys, those guys have NO BALL at all and they are JERKS too! They will only RETRIBUTION!
Should I say I already get over it? I am scare. Once I say this words, then few days later I find myself crying again. And I only can say I am tired to cry for someone who doesn't treat me as friend or what.
If I have money, I will want to fly oversea and might not coming back here. Although is stupid thinking but I want to leave this place. Too many memories that can't be forgotten.
You can't fix me, I torn apart. I wanna run away from love, this time i have had enough! Shattered all pieces of parts! Never thought I'd fall so hard, I'm putting back together my hearts. I'm broken! I know it's gonna take some time, to finally realize.
PS: I hate guys had botak! FUCK THOSE GUYS! Fucking tico!!!!
Sunday, July 11, 2010
My blog will be emo post for a period.
不知为什么当我看到的时候，我的心就跳的很快, 让我无法呼吸，眼泪也掉了下来。我的心也很痛！为什么你要这样的对我？我好辛苦啊！
我真的无法相信你是这种人。 我也无法接受事实，虽然我知道是不可能会发生但是我不想放弃。
Because I am too stupid, even thought i know things won't happen for 2nd, I still want to do.
Hurt for the 1st time, I won't know is painful.
Hurt for the 2nd time, things might get worst, but still will hold on.
Hurt for the 3th 4th 5th....., still won't give up.
Until there is a day, I really know what is GIVE UP, then i will give up.
I cry again after 2 weeks of cool down, and i realise something, something bad. Couldn't say out because I don't want anyone to know. I only can see negative things and there won't be hope for me. Life still have to go on, but how am i going to go on? My mind, my heart, my everything is already not belong to me. I really try but I still couldn't do it. Everyday I have to urge to do it, but i have to stop it!!
I thought everything change but is only I THOUGHT~ =(
Should i do something stupid?
不知为什么当我看到的时候，我的心就跳的很快, 让我无法呼吸，眼泪也掉了下来。我的心也很痛！为什么你要这样的对我？我好辛苦啊！
我真的无法相信你是这种人。 我也无法接受事实，虽然我知道是不可能会发生但是我不想放弃。
Because I am too stupid, even thought i know things won't happen for 2nd, I still want to do.
Hurt for the 1st time, I won't know is painful.
Hurt for the 2nd time, things might get worst, but still will hold on.
Hurt for the 3th 4th 5th....., still won't give up.
Until there is a day, I really know what is GIVE UP, then i will give up.
I cry again after 2 weeks of cool down, and i realise something, something bad. Couldn't say out because I don't want anyone to know. I only can see negative things and there won't be hope for me. Life still have to go on, but how am i going to go on? My mind, my heart, my everything is already not belong to me. I really try but I still couldn't do it. Everyday I have to urge to do it, but i have to stop it!!
I thought everything change but is only I THOUGHT~ =(
Should i do something stupid?
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