My mood is super low now.
Just a minute ago, my emotion change. =[

Don't even know what i did, and now u sentence me to death.
If this is what u want, i really got nothing to say.

bye world, bye life.

Using my cousin's computer to blog now.
Will be back on monday or tuesday.
Sian~ So fast!!

Just forget everything and might be the last time.

Be happy. =]

So long didn't update my blog.
Life is still the same, just that i going to be free soon. LOL.
Free from working and busy to look for job again.

Yesterday went out with bee and xian.
Lame and fun outing again~
But i saw a person, whom i shouldn't saw. LOL
I also didn't realize that person is just sitting infront of me till he/she get off. WTF~
Super shock~~~


Us camping at the toilet again


Me and bee


Xian and me


See the bee face. O.O


Lame photo.


Photo of xian eating ice cream

At night, things started to happen again. And now, i am in a one sided place. HAHAHA~
Just hope that someone will look for you one day. =)
For the time being, i just be a stupidest women in the world bah.

Is 15th of march. And i left 13 days more to go.
But I dont have the mood to work le.
Sigh~

Yesterday was so bo liao, see my past post in my iphone.
Woooooo~~ Really miss those days.

I have to tell myself, stop going le but stay at home can't sleep well.
Should i go rent a room and stay alone better?

Just a random question, you were walking on the street alone and saw your bf hugging another girl? What will you do?
- think i will cry till faint. LOL

I got in to RP - industrial and operation management. But i dont know whether should i study anot.
90% nope. LOL.
And I also just enroll take car license. Somemore poly school is damn expensive lor.
Sian~

I just received email from them, now waiting ruixian to chose and we can start opening soon le.
OMG~ I can't believe we are actually doing this.
Will pronounce when we are fully ready for it.

I got nothing to blog and i just waiting for this month to end.
So anyone wants to eat DTF, faster chio me out.
When i resign, i won't be going there to eat anymore.
Kind of expensive.

Is march already. Time pass really very fast. =(
Didn't went to work again.
I am really a lazy bum. Hahahax.
And i still haven't give my resignation letter yet but will do it tomorrow, because i want to find new job.
Which i can work on weekend, decided to give up my weekend since i am so free.
Hopefully the pay will be okay and working time is flexible hours.
PRAY TO GOD~~ LOL!

He told me that he will be bringing me to hong kong this september and i answer to him was "IF WE ARE STILL TOGETHER THEN SAY!".
Quarrel again, hahax is normal to us, because we are unlike other couples.
We seldom talk even sms per day was like only 10? Maybe less than that.
Why are we still be together? I don't know.

D&D is finally over.
Yesterday went to work as usual, but ended work at 3pm.
So i rushed to toa payoh to buy cosmetics, i spent $70 over 4 items nia. *heartpain*
Went home bath, changed clothes and went to newton.
Dinner start at 6 and ended around 10.30pm.
Took some photos with the my colleagues and some kitchen stuffs.


He is damn tall.


My boss


My bosses.

Luckily i didn't smile with teeth, because when i reach i then realise my teeth to sesame. =(
STUPID~

Should i say i am to sensitive or think too much? Hope not to see so much le lah~~ LOL.
Didn't went to work today as my stomach was so pain.
So went down to buy mac and realise that i had long time didn't have it with my lovely friends.
Usually that will be our lunch and supper. Sigh. Is been a year le.
Time is really not enough for everyone. =(

Thanks for coming to my house last saturday! You are really a big boy le, hope that this year will be a much better year for you! And you will be ORD in 2 weeks time. Hope you will have time for me. =)

PS: Is been a long time since we had a date. =(

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~
This year CNY, is my most enjoyable time because i did alot of new things. =)
I went to sunway lagoon on Chu san because no programme on that day.
So my 2 uncles plus my dad bring me and brother go.
We went to theme park while the uncles went to eat.
Sunway is 3 times bigger than escape plus wild wild wet.
Hopefully i can go there with friends.
Is really a nice place to play, got shopping center, theme park, even MOS.


Brought 3 tees for RM130.


My cousin. And she love guys to carry her. LOL.
Xiao kai xin gou, love to smile alot.


Me and her. She is only 5 months old and I love to play with her alot.
Hope next time when i see her again, she is still cute. LOL. =)

2 more days to CNY le.
And tml i will be going back to malaysia, will be back on thursday. =)

Just a short update, later will be meeting with xian for shopping.
I need to get my shoe plus a tee or shirt or skirt.
Hopefully can get it. Oh Please~

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE. =)
And Valentine Day too....

Less than a week, CNY is here yet i still haven get my shoe and clothes. =(
I asked my bf to accompany me to go buy but he didn't want to go.
Suddenly got this feeling that, why he is like this?
Hais~ Soon he going to ORD and studying le.
Bet we will be meeting lesser and lesser, might also leave each other??? HAHAHA~
Maybe bah. Since he doesn't even want to a simple thing for me, what about marriage?
It suck.

I will be getting it on wednesday or thursday, if there is no one is free to accompany then i will be going alone bah. Since is not the first time too. =)
Hahaha..

Grats to me that i got increasement for my pay.

I will be going back next friday and will be back on tuesday or wednesday bah.
But i am totally free on thursday.
Do ask me out. hahahah~

Update my blog since I got nothing to do.
I realise that I have done all my work and I got nothing to do. =.=
But guess next month will kill my sleeping hours, because first 10 days of the month, i got to do closing. Then 11, sort all the invoices and guess won't be keying it. On 12, i will on leave till 21.
22 will be half day as i got D&D. Mean i only got 4 days to finish key the whole month invoices. How shag it will be. =(

I really hope i will get my bonus on this coming pay. Oh well~

I am looking forward this sat outing with my BF. I just realise that we have been together for 3 years plus and last sat was our first time going to orchard. =.=" How pathetic my relationship is..... LOL~

Is been damn long time since me and my bf went out for shopping.
My God~ I think we went for shopping once in a year bah. LOL.
Anyway went to 313@somerset, look for his shirt, pants while i was looking for mine too.
But i can't get any i like. =(
I saw a dress at Zara but it cost $79.90, and my bf asked to me to buy...
I have to consider first. =(
In the end, he brought a jeans at Levi while i only get a tee at esprit.

We shall continue our shopping spree next week.

Ps: Hopefully by june, I will able to fulfill my dreams~

Just random stuff.

9 pm show - is so funny and nice show. =)
Hope I can catch it everyday even i have OT.

Suddenly want to open a shop, regardless is blogspot or shop.
Will try ways to open it. =)
I just need more time.

I am so disappointed now. Sigh*

希望一天会比一天更好~
我好想忘掉一切~
原来快乐是不容易的。

This lame video is taken by ANG BEELING~
LOL.

Wanted to go oversea sooooo badly.
I really hope to go oversea with BF after his ORD.
Because I know he won't want to go out de.
Sigh* I doubt we will go lah.
Let me just dream of it then. =.=

I just look throught my old times photo.
Found 1 folder, powerpoint sides for my 4th month anniversary.
And is like soooo many months again.
I saw the video and was quite touched with it.
I put in effort for the sides and spent nights to do.
I miss those days~ =(

Out day with Girlfriends.

Our last outing was on Bee's birthday celebration, it was like 1 month again.
Did a shopping spree, but I didn't buy anything.
And which mean I only got 2 weekend left.
*Sigh*


Four of us


And everyone say WE LOOK ALIKE....
LOL

Yesterday I went home around 9 plus.
Then i saw my mum is not at home so i asked my dad where is my mum.
And he say swee en(my friend's brother) just passed away this morning.
I was so freaking shocked.
So i walked to his block to attend his funeral.
He was like only 12 this year.
He suffer from Leukemia.
I still remember the last time i saw him was at KK hospital.
Still remember that time, i was having stomach flu.
The moment i reach the hospital, i went to toilet and vomit.
I was so heartpain when i saw him.
Sigh*

R.I.P Swee En!

PS: Just finish chatting with mum for 50 minutes

Is 6th of the month which mean PAY DAY~

I want to go study!!!
I am reading a book called Rich Dad Poor Dad.
Intro by my BF. I think it help in my life.
Everyday when i board my company bus, i will dream that i am boss of my own company.
Dreaming that every money goes in to my wallet.
LOL. Hope it will come dream.

Anyway yesterday OT till 10 plus, and this morning make me sick.
Back pain, headache.
Sigh~ Faster get bouns and faster i will resign.

Monday 4 January 2010

I don' t know I am so excited for this year.
Just because I am gonna be 21 this year.
MUHAHAHA~ And I already think where to have and who to invite. =D

Today working really suck.
My colleague is sooooo childish lor, alittle bit of thing also angry.
WTF~ She is already 32. Can't tahan this kind of person.
And tomorrow there will be more show to watch.

OMG~ PSB there will be a intake on april.
I dont have enough money to pay the school fees now. =(



Got this free spongebob from my office.
Looking at this book, remind me of Bee Ling. Hahahahaha.

OMG, is 3th of January le.
That's fast.
Yesterday afternoon went out with BF and he drove to his grandmother's house to take something.
Then went to Bukit Panjang Plaza had dinner and back to his house.
At 10pm went to his friend's house for MJ.
Sian~ Lost $10, can't used to play with them.
LOL. Tomorrow have to work le.
Super sian, mean i got to OT again. =[

First post of the year 2010.

Sian, this year we, born in year 1989, will be adult after our birthday.
Sigh. How i wish i am only 18 every year. HAHAHA

Yesterday, I went out with Bf and his friends to countdown.
Firstly meet up at toa payoh.
Then to city hall.
Walked to marina square to find seats for our dinner.
Had dinner at swensen for 12 persons.
Then find seat outside starbuck so that we can watch fireworks clearly.
The time was only around 10, so we have to slack 2 hours before the fireworks.
So we sit there and talk cock. =.=
More and more people join our clique.
Ended up got 19 persons.
Cut short the story, 12am hit the clock and watched finish the firework.
Walked to city hall and need 1.30 hours.
Can u imagine is full with human on the traffic light?
Fuck. Our group even got split up.
Settle down and walked to paradise center.
Thought there will be cab, ended only human queuing up but there wasn't any cab.
So we on call cab, went back to toa payoh for some chit chat.
Chat till 5 am and back to BF's house.