Wooo~
Is last day of year 2010.
Going to meet those gays again!
Enjoy your countdown. =)

Clubbing songs rocks!! =)

Tomorrow is last day of year 2010.
Let's recap about what happen during this year.

January - March
Quit my last job.
Happy and unhappy moments with him.

April - June
Break up with him.
Clubbing for the first time.
Found a new job.

July - September
Learn driving.
Toning every weekend.
Got iphone 4 for free.
Genting trip with "ni" family.

October - December
New camera.
Got a polaroid for myself.
Clubbing with gfs.
Gift exchange with "ni" family
Jb trip

Relationship
Thanks for staying my side for the past 3 years.
And we already broke up for 6 months, hope you can find a better one.
I really thankful for giving me happiness and memories.

Friendship
GFs - last long with your bfs!
"ni" family - hope to hang out more together.
Vanessa - 10 years friendship. good luck and hope you can get in to poly.

Career
Want to get more pay job.

This year isn't a good year for me.
Can't blame anyone for anything.
Maybe i just deserve it? O.o
Working was suck at the start, lucky everything turn to be fine now.
And being a single doesn't mean end of the world, maybe at the start i wasn't thinking this way.
But thanks to that bunch of friends.
That's why i can live better now.
Treasure what you have now because happy moments won't last long.
And it will only leave memories. D:

Hope year 2011 will be a better year! =)

Finally got time to blog.

23 dec 10
Went to work as usual.
Working was fun. =)
Home, bathed and off to jk's house for mj session.
Played till 3 am and chit chat till 6am plus.
Had breakfast at mac and went home to bath.

24 dec 10
Went to work without any sleep.
Lucky only work half day nia.
Lunch at astons but couldn't finish.
Played few round of card games and off to meet girlfriends at bugis.
Make up at hotel toilet and slack at NYDC.
Waited for rx to reach and exchange gifts session.
Love them ttm! =)
Took train to clark quay and had dinner at a korea restaurant.
Walked around and decided to go clubbing at night
At TCC slack till 10pm and queue up at rebel.
Lots of people and entry fee super expensive.
Hmm...rx didn't join us because she got leave to and meet her colleagues.
Clubbing was fun with girlfriends.
Let's go again next time! =)
Dance till 3 am and leg was so sore! =(
I walked too fast and didn't realise where my girlfriends went.
Hop on to the cab, reach home and bath and sleep.

25 dec 10
Happy birthday GAY!
Wake up at 10 plus.
Prepare my stuffs and meet xl, wg and jy at mrt station.
Off to sentosa.
And the weather wasn't good at all.
Rain, sun, rain, sun. -.-
What a day!
Bathed and had dinner at harbour front market.
Walked to daiso and buy exchange gifts for the guys.
Disappointed to receive the gifts for them! =(
YOU GUYS SUCK!!! =D
Took to train to kovan and slack at a pub nearby.
Drink, cut cake and photo taking session.
Aftermath went to wg's house for mj.
Took cab home at 6 am plus with jy.

26 dec 10
Slept from 6.30 am till 3pm.
Woke up, cooked maggie mee that wg gave me.
Hmm..the maggie mee is nice. =)
Online awhile and wanted to upload photos.
But i was so damn tired, off laptop.
Went back to sleep at 5 pm.
Till the next morning.
There goes my sunday.
I was at my bed for the damn whole day!
THANKS~
First time of my life, i slept for so damn long lor.

I celebrate christmas day so different this year.
And I really want to thank "him", because I enjoy it alot.
My chirstmas eve with my girlfriends and christmas day with Ni family.
Is just too way awesome for it! =)
Ni family will always be my best friends!
Only friends~

Thanks for everyone advise and I really finally understood it.
Everyone told me how fortune i am because when i am low, there will be always friends there for me.
Yup! What for i hold on it when that person treat me like a dirt.
I realise there are many times, he doesn't treat me as human.
Just let go of everything and live on with my life.
My life is so happy without you! =D
There things you left for me is memories.

Hmm....I love my single-hood life.
What else can i say?
One word - sorry
One word - forget

Thanks for the texts, even though we are not close but ur texts make my day bright. =)

It still hurt!
No matter how many times i read or think back about the past, the pain will always be there.
Is really not easy to heal.
What should i do? =(

How does love change
Is it that easy
I'm left all alone, what am i supposed to do?
Oh baby dont leave me now

Hmm.. Finally went to CDC after mia for 3 months.
Took evaluation test and i pass.
Booked FTT and hopefully that will be earlier slot bah.
Beside me that is a guy taking same test as me, same paper somemore.
I was copying his answer. Yet he got higher than me. =.=
LOL!

Took 93 then 238 then 142.
Super one big round to my house.
Those things that i dislike suddenly I really miss it so much. =(
Just hoping for something, but i know it won't come true de.

Looking at the texts that he sent to me, i find myself being so stupid.
Why i really didn't know something is wrong?
Why i didn't try my best?
Why i still let it end this way?
Why? Why? Why?
I regret a lots of things.
But time won't go back anymore.
Now i only hope that things will get better in time.

What do u do, when u know something's bad for u but u still can't let go?

12-12-10

Nice date ar!
Hmm..Yesterday had a wonderful outing with boss.
Meet up with her at bugis and had lunch at market.
Think is our first time having lunch at market bah. =)
Then walk to sunshine plaza to see whether my camera can fix.
Took photos aftermath was stuck at parkland for awhile because was raining.
Walked to IOI plaza to find her bf awhile.
Then off to sim lim and waste time.
See see look look.
But nothing caught my eye.
Hmm..rot at lasalle and took photos.
Watched narnia at cathay.
Kinda of lame lah. LOL~
Had late dinner at hk cafe.
And went off after that.
Seriously i rot at dhoby ghaut area for whole day sia.
Love going out with boss TTM! =D

Enjoy my weekend again.
Yesterday finally 8 of us gather together and went out together.
Although it was only for awhile, but everything was worth it. =D
Love "ni" family TTM~
Dinner was at ps again, was so troublesome to settle for dinner because those guys can't make up their mind. =.=
In the end, we had Carl junior.
Aftermath walked to parkland for toilet break, and took 147 to kok's house again.
Slack and start playing mj around 2 am.
Played till 6am plus and walked to mrt with JY.
First time walking to mrt with him and took so early train home. =)
Enjoy it too.. HAHAHA~

And there it goes my weekend.

Hmm..i realise i got lots of new things.
First, I got iphone 4 for free.
Second, I brought Polaroid for myself.
Third, I had new camera.
Four, I got one super expensive wallet from my girlfriends.

Starting of the year, was a sweet times.
Middle of the year, was a painful times.
Ending of the year, was a enjoying times.

Thanks for those who are always there for me. =)

Those things i am afraid, might be happening.
And I don't want it to happen.
I am really scare now. =(
Too prevent it, there is only a thing to do.
STOP!
Wondering what should i do?


I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa

Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I thought that you'd only love me

Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away

Never thought being born a girl
How I can love you and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again

Is December already.
Year 2010 is ending in 30 days lor.
Sian~ LOL!
I going to get a new camera for myself as a christmas gift.
Thinking that my camera which someone gave me for my 19th birthday present and now is spoil, maybe is fate that our relationship is really ENDED!
So is a good start and telling myself: 旧的不去，新的不来。