Forget it man! I will get a life by myself.
September is too much happening for me to handle.
Thanks for giving me such a good memories and now everything is gone.
Happy moments won't last long.
I really agree with it.

After sometime, i will still be going back to my life which belong to me.
Lonely and easy life. =D
Seeing you guys happy, and i will be happy.
No matter what, just find me if you guys got problems.

I saw a person just change too easy when that person got whatever it needs.
I treasure this friendship alot alot alot.

Back from genting trip. =D
Long story ar. LOL~ Read it if you wants to. =.=

18 Sep 10
Suppose to meet up with jy to have mj session but we don't have enough player. So we decided to cancel it. Was rotting at home while waiting for xl and rx to come to my house. Both of them reach my house around 10, 11 plus. Had mac for supper. Slack and chit chat at my room till morning.

19 Sep 10
My dad fetch us to lavender MRT and surprising those guys reached eariler than us. =.= Once in a life time. LOL. Queue up and got our bus no and seat no. The bus moved off around 6.50am. Reached genting around 12pm. Through out the journey, I guess I was the only one who didn't sleep at all. Hahaha... Maybe I just too excited. =O Reached genting and everyone was excited, weather was so cooling. Hmm..queue up for our hotel room no and had KFC for our lunch. I was so tired that I forgot I order enough chicken for everyone yet I went to queue up again. =.= KFC burger suck TTM~ Waste my money. Back to the place where we need to queue up for our hotel room key. I requested for connecting room, but we reached our hotel room then we realise that our room doesn't have connecting room. And we have to go down to the lobby to change again. Something bad happen. I felt sorry... =( Change room and everything settle down, decided to check whether we are able to play outdoor theme park. Start playing from 5 pm. Played all those thrill ride, see each other "scare" face, hear each other shouting....Was lame but is fun. =)

Went back to hotel, bathed, slacked and all of us was exhausted. Dragged ourself to have dinner. LOL~ Dinner was suck, expensive and I couldn't finish it. Walked around and went back to hotel room. Everyone fall a sleep around 10 plus.

20 Sep 10
Saw rx went to toilet at 5am plus, and was awake after that. We 3 girls was discussing to have mac for breakfast, wake thai up and off we went to mac. We called wg's room and we thought they were still sleeping, ended up we called wrong number. =.= Had breakfast, walked around to other hotel. Backed to our room at 8am. When I went to bath, they were lazy to go sunway and told me that they don't feel like going. I start to feel like "WTF" and sian. Ok, i endure and told them if don't want to go then is ok. After awhile, wg came to our room and say jk doesn't feel like going all shit. And I started to cry, i know i am stupid but i planned it for that long and every shit just happen to me in few minutes time. That feeling was suck. But I didn't blame anyone. Leave genting at 11 plus, and lucky we got a cab just outside the hotel. Everybody just start to listen to MP3 excepted for me, rx and wg. We started to talk rubbish till we reached sunway. I love the moment when we could actually have time to chit chat to each other in the bus or cab because the feeling was different from singapore. I don't know why too. LOL!

Reached sunway and the first thing we did was finding "WI-FI" and A&W. We were like some mad person when we saw there is Wi-fi in the shopping center. Settle lunch and went to lagoon to have fun. Fuck, nearly got accident. But nothing happen too. =.= Leave the place at 6pm, went back to sunway pyramid to have dinner. And everyone was tired again. Brought cupcake for xl and wg belated birthday. Brought beer for celebration but somethings just cropped up so randomly. Suppose was happily yet................Fuck man! First time, i saw rx was so angry. I got nothing to say about that what things happen because I was in the fault too.

Went back to our room, everything settle down and they went to sleep. While me and thai was chatting till when he went to smoke. Something happen again. I wasn't taking his words seriously when i said "don't tell me you want to faint ar?" and he reply "ya". That time, i thought he was just joking. After i went to toilet, i heard a loud bang. I was so shocked and asked him what happen. He didn't reply me after a few second, he came and said "i fainted". FUCK~ I really got freaked out. Lucky nothing happen to him.

21 Sep 10
Last day at genting. I slept for like 1, 2 hour nia. And we had mac for breakfast again. =.= Is like our meals at genting confirm will have fast food. LOL. Back to hotel room, bathed, packed our stuffs and check out around 12 pm plus. Since the time was still early, they went to arcade while me and thai were waiting for them at mac. Aftermath, we had to take coach and leave genting. LOL~ I was seating with wg and i didn't know we could talk from the start till we reached singapore. 7 hours of talking. WTH right? It was fun to talk to him. Thanks for entertaining me through out the journey. =D

22 Sep 10
Thought that i can get up for work, in the end my body was just stuck in the bed. LOL~ So i went to get MC, yet i still went out to meet them for mid autumn festival. Was dragging myself to go out because i didn't eat for a whole day plus i didn't sleep enough too. Manange to survive through. LOL! People go holiday to enjoy but i was suffering. Hahaha... Didn't sleep well and eat enough. In the end, i loss 2kg. =(

Was fun with them, but hope no one will anyhow thinks lor. Enjoy life. Glad to say: I love my life now!! I never felt so happy before. No stress, no emotion, no unhappiness, no quarrel, no tears. Just laughter... =)


I am sorry. I am sorry for everything. I am the one who cause everythings to happen. I don't want anyone of you to get hurt. Don't need to bother whether i am sad or what, i just want you all to be happy. Because I know the feeling being hurts, is really painful. That's why I don't want any of you to have that feeling.

Sorry to those who worried for me. As i don't know i lost my appetite and my sleeping hours too. I will be alright soon~

I know what I should do!

Busy week.

And again, 4 days straight slept less than 4 hours. =.=
No bad, cause i still can endure and went to work too. =)
Went out on tuesday with rx, xl and thai for dinner.
Aftermath went to find jy at his house area, because he got chicken pox.
Was shocked when saw him.
He's in terrible condition.
But he still look cheerful. Faster get well, so we can go out and have fun. =D

13 hours more to go...
Excited for my genting trip.
Hopefully it won't rain, as i plan all the activities for so long..
And please nothing happen tooo.... *pray hard*

Just wondering something.
I just feel is weird but I hope i won't do something stupid.
Maybe i just watch too much drama. =.=
One sentence - 是你的就是你的
But i doubt this sentence will happen in my life again.
Good luck to whoever understand what i am talking about.

Treasure all the things i have now.
I believe it won't last long.

Off to pack my stuffs....

My leg still hurt.
Ok, i did something crazy again.
Went to find ruixian on saturday after her work.
And went to clarke quay to settle my dinner, slack and talk.
Leave that place at 12am plus.
Start walking from clarke quay to ps to orchard to toa payoh to potong pasir.
I reached home at 6am plus.
Super crazy~ Enjoy the walking trip. =D

Browse through my photos album and saw lots of ugly, funny, lame photos.
Remember the times we had our night cycling?
Remember the times we went to Ktv?
Remember the times how we celebrate each other birthdays?
Remember the times we had fun during our chalet?
Why can't i play hard during that time?
Treasure all the best memories I have now. =D

Sometime I feel bad for something.
I couldn't do anything or help up too.
All i can do is just keep quiet and see what will happen next.
I am really useless.
No matter what someone will get hurt in the end.
So is better not to do anything.
Just stop and stare!
Nobody will know what i am talking about. =)

Yesterday was an awesome day.
Did something new.
Went to airport first.
Suppose I was the one who accompany ruixian to buy something, in the end everyone tag along. =.=
Brought kite at mini-bite and took train to marina barrage.
Ok, is my 2nd time going there.
Is fun over there.
Because I did I want to do, FLY KITE!
Thanks for everyone going without complaining much. O.o
Enjoy alot last night. =)
Ton-ed over at my house.
But guess everyone was too tired, and they left my house around 6am plus.
LOL. There goes my public holiday.

Still haven eaten anything yet.
Don't feel hungry too.
What is happening to me?

Why am I bothering it so much?
Gosh!! I need something to distract me..
I need to train myself not to let people know what I am thinking.
Just Shut The FUCK Up.
Silence is golden.

Lack of sleep for this past few days.
Imagine i only get to sleep like 4 hours for the past 3 days.
I am dying soon. =(

Thanks everyone for saying "I look cheerful and happier than last time"!
Is the fact that i am happy now.
No trouble for relationship.
No more EMO!
Is good to live without trouble and emo.
That why I can be happy than last time. =)

Genting is booked and will be going there on next sunday.
Like finally after so long, I grant my wishes.
Thanks everyone to fulfill it with me. =)
Love you guys!!

Now is 7.51pm and shall sleep real soon but my bro stuck at the toilet for like 30minutes.
WTF~

SHAG DAY!
Firstly I only slept 4 hours for the past 2 days.
Secondly my instructor didn't stamp my driving for me that mean my $58 is gone.
Thirdly I fail my FTT just by a mark.
Just want to shout "FUCK MAN!!!"
=(

I realise that my relationship cause me to get closer with them.
If I am still together with him, I might not know that I have such a wonderful branch of friends.
Not only that, we get closer and we change too.
Our attitudes are much more good than last time.
I just want to say "Thank you" to him.
Thanks for saying goodbye to me. I grant the friendship that I always wanted. =)

Our genting trip is double confirm. Yeah~
Shall book the tickets tomorrow or thursday!

Ok, I have to sleep now.
Damn shag day.
Hopefully that person won't pester me tonight. LOL!

Random post.
I create a trouble and feel bad about it.
I am really sorry but i know you won't read my blog.
You plan everything and yet I spoil it. =(
Sigh~

Thanks for listening to my trouble and advice me what to do.
Shall forget everything, and live on happily.

FTT tomorrow and i haven even start studying yet.
Too tired for that. =.=
Plus tomorrow shall camp at CDC for half a day.
Driving + e-trial + FTT.